Dear Rachel,
Before your night ends I just wanted you to know I love you.
1. I will always call you sister, friend, and you will always be my Ray Ray
2. You were the one woman I believed who would never turn her back on me
3. I never did anything I have done to hurt you and when you hurt me I truly did die inside. I didn't just lose my mom I lost my true friend, the one who I wanted to share my life with. You Rachel.
4. If you do read these blogs from time to time know that I am sincere and this is from my heart and soul. Take the time to read the one entitled "Doing Something Nice For Rachel..." You soon will receive the second half of the things in the pictures"
5. I have had other girlfriends with children but I was so excited about loving and being with you and your son. You were so scared I was gonna love you and actually be there for you and not leave. I also had that love for him. It broke my heart that I couldn't keep my promise to him because you would have just sent it back.
6. I have always put God first when it comes to matters of love and of the heart. If it wasn't for His love and His guidance then I wouldn't be writing this blog, no letters would be written, friends and family wouldn't be into this project a year on. You should really stop and think about how I do have a life and that I love you enough to dedicate a couple of minutes a day to tell you I love you even though you cant forgive me, contact me, and you shun me. I will never turn my back on you and this is my promise. I will continue to write, send letters, and promote my love for you even if you don't listen. The more you ignore. The bigger it gets.I'm done with making idle threats and being any kind of close to evil with you. I am just going to do what I say I am going to do and just show you I love you and Jonathan. I pray that someday you will respond and you will be in my life again but until then its your loss and I am a man of my word. No backing down, no lying to you about my intentions, and nothing to hide. That is a promise to God and I wont break that as you know.
7. I wish you nothing but blessing in your life Rachel Myatt. It is sad you can't wish me the same or offer me forgiveness. My faith in God is rooted in forgiveness and no matter how bad someone has treated me in the end I always forgive them and we most likely always become friends and sometimes become closer than we were before. Its very sad you were my best earthly friend and I can count on one hand people I truly can call friend. Scott my friend is like my brother and I treat him as my own flesh and blood brother. We have been friends for 15yrs and even he was glad that I found you. The love I have for him is the love I had for you times 10, Rachel Myatt. I trusted you, loved you, I was never tempted by any other woman, I believed in you, I wanted to worship with you, and I wanted to love you and your son with all my being. I am sorry that you can't find it in your heart to forgive but even more sorry that you found it fun to play with a love so pure and so true for you. I hope your life is well and happy and I wish you nothing but blessings and good will.
Before your night ends I just wanted you to know I love you.
1. I will always call you sister, friend, and you will always be my Ray Ray
2. You were the one woman I believed who would never turn her back on me
3. I never did anything I have done to hurt you and when you hurt me I truly did die inside. I didn't just lose my mom I lost my true friend, the one who I wanted to share my life with. You Rachel.
4. If you do read these blogs from time to time know that I am sincere and this is from my heart and soul. Take the time to read the one entitled "Doing Something Nice For Rachel..." You soon will receive the second half of the things in the pictures"
5. I have had other girlfriends with children but I was so excited about loving and being with you and your son. You were so scared I was gonna love you and actually be there for you and not leave. I also had that love for him. It broke my heart that I couldn't keep my promise to him because you would have just sent it back.
6. I have always put God first when it comes to matters of love and of the heart. If it wasn't for His love and His guidance then I wouldn't be writing this blog, no letters would be written, friends and family wouldn't be into this project a year on. You should really stop and think about how I do have a life and that I love you enough to dedicate a couple of minutes a day to tell you I love you even though you cant forgive me, contact me, and you shun me. I will never turn my back on you and this is my promise. I will continue to write, send letters, and promote my love for you even if you don't listen. The more you ignore. The bigger it gets.I'm done with making idle threats and being any kind of close to evil with you. I am just going to do what I say I am going to do and just show you I love you and Jonathan. I pray that someday you will respond and you will be in my life again but until then its your loss and I am a man of my word. No backing down, no lying to you about my intentions, and nothing to hide. That is a promise to God and I wont break that as you know.
7. I wish you nothing but blessing in your life Rachel Myatt. It is sad you can't wish me the same or offer me forgiveness. My faith in God is rooted in forgiveness and no matter how bad someone has treated me in the end I always forgive them and we most likely always become friends and sometimes become closer than we were before. Its very sad you were my best earthly friend and I can count on one hand people I truly can call friend. Scott my friend is like my brother and I treat him as my own flesh and blood brother. We have been friends for 15yrs and even he was glad that I found you. The love I have for him is the love I had for you times 10, Rachel Myatt. I trusted you, loved you, I was never tempted by any other woman, I believed in you, I wanted to worship with you, and I wanted to love you and your son with all my being. I am sorry that you can't find it in your heart to forgive but even more sorry that you found it fun to play with a love so pure and so true for you. I hope your life is well and happy and I wish you nothing but blessings and good will.
God Bless
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