A Perfect Day : R.I.P. Lou Reed

Lou Reed passed away Sunday.  I was deeply saddened. Not only did I wear my Velvet Underground shirt on Monday but I also reflected on some of his music.  Earlier this year he was scheduled to play the Coachella Music Festival in Indio, California and because he was sick he had to drop off.  I missed my chance to see him and I am still really bummed because he was the reason I bought the ticket.  Most people remember him from his hit "Take A Walk On The Wild Side" but I remember him as a beautiful soul who wasn't afraid to take chances and show his pain, his sadness, and open the world to himself in his music and art.  It is what we all aspire to be.   The people who read this blog and Rachel and her family I dedicate "Perfect Day" to you.   The sincerity in Mr. Reeds voice is the sincerity and honesty I bring to you in my blog and the passion, anger, and sadness is real.  Maybe Rachel thought lying, betraying, and hurting another would just go away but it hasn't, she destroyed someone's life.    The music is just a way to get through life's pain and Mr. Reed whether it was through the Velvet Underground or the harrowing Metal Machine Music was always honest and true.
 

Pastor Coleman Glenn and His Impending Fatherhood and Why Rachel Myatt is a Bitch?

Dear Pastor Coleman Glenn,
When you hold your child in your hands for the first time and smile and think of the joy it brings think of me and think of why I hate Rachel Myatt.  She played with that when that was all that I wanted my whole life.  I wanted to be a father and I was even willing to be a father to her child.  A woman supposedly a Christian woman played with a man who didn't even want his moment in the sun to be his.  He just wanted a wife, a child, and a family to love alongside his God.  If I am a bad person for that and Rachel is good for playing with that then you have just shown why the Church of the New Jerusalem is one of the worst and most selfish religions ever.  You are not even worthy of being a Pastor if you would put doctrine and evil over love.  If you would put selfishness and hurting others over love.  You see this Christmas you will be the subject of my Christmas newsletter and Rachel's evil and her disrespect will be too.

I put the videos up for the songs "Fired" by Ben Folds(this one to show that we all have dreams and aspire to be loved and all should be treated as such without others judging us.)

I also revisited the song "The Suburbs" by Arcade Fire because I want Pastor Glenn to think long and hard why I dislike him and his hypocrisy because of his cruel and uncaring nature and once again when you are being blessed with a child think about how Rachel played with and ripped that hope of blessing out of my reach.  If she didn't want to be loved and cared for then she should have never played with someone who loved and cared for her so true.  Pastor Coleman Glenn the revisiting of the song and my blog "The Importance of Being Kind" http://iloverachelmyatt.blogspot.com/2012/02/importance-of-being-kind-and-truthful.html
is for you.

These words are and excerpt from the song "The Suburbs" by Arcade Fire

"So can you understand
Why I want a daughter while I'm still young?
I wanna hold her hand
And show her some beauty
Before this damage is done

But if it's too much to ask, it's too much to ask
Then send me a son".




 It is for a window to all those who read this blog and think I am full of hate and venom for Rachel and Pastor Glenn and for the New Church.  It was just the opposite I was full of love and I was knocked down and instead of welcome love when they preached of it. They denied me that and became hypocrites and blasphemers.

This blog today is for Pastor Glenn and For Rachel Myatt.  I want others to know how deeply they hurt me and why I haven't stopped writing this blog.  God wants them to know that they can step out and make peace with me or be the hypocrites and liars that they truly are.  I have spoken my peace and the truth today and I only hope that on this Holy Day of the Lord they seek the same. 

God Bless All

I Hope You Suffer - Rachel Myatt, Myatt and Friesen Family(Church of the New Jerusalem)

Dear Rachel and Readers,
This is what is true and what is from my heart today.  The above video is from the worldwide hit album "Burials" by AFI(a fire inside) the song is called "I Hope You Suffer".  I am such a dedicated fan of this band that I belong to for life their fan club the Despair Faction and no matter how great or small their fame they have helped me through tough times.  This has to be one of the best songs of their career but today I want Rachel Myatt, The Myatt and Friesen families of Dawson Creek, British Columbia, Canada and beyond to know the pain that they have cause and that this song goes out to them.  Thank you Rachel for disrespecting my mother and me as a person who loved you.  Thank you for disrespecting a single man who loved you even 2000 miles away and wanted to be a both your loyal boyfriend, one day your husband, and adoptive father to your child. I loved you and Jonathan but you spit on all that.  I hope one day when your parents die you look down that empty hole that is your heart and remember how you laughed at my pain and disrespected my family.  I hope your Grandfather Cornelius Friesen turns in his grave every time I utter what a horrible person you are.  Your Mother and Father should be ashamed at raising such an insensitive selfish bitch.  I was in love with you for real but all you cared about is past glories with Jonathan's father regaling fucking stories of lust and love with him.  You know what maybe one day I hope he takes you back and you are happy together because you messed up something good with someone who truly loved you for him.  I hope Amanda and all your other sisters know what a backstabbing sister you were talking about them on the phone behind their back all the time and how you belittled your Aunt Brenda all the time.  "I Hope You Suffer".  I hope you know when I lash out at Pastor Coleman in my next blog for his part in this that you realize that your selfish actions cause other people to hurt.  It was always about you though. That is why you cant show your face anywhere at least I am a man. You can still find pictures of me on the internet even after all I have disclosed about myself, about my abuse, about your lies, about all the bad things that happened to me because when you truly have God you don't care. None of that can hurt me. Like Job I will be strong even if I fall He will lift me and make me whole again as He did when you abandoned me and spit on me.  So you know what Rachel Myatt I love you in my heart but I don't have to like you or your family and after the unforgiving , and the non reconciliation, and the trying to just pretend I didn't exist you will know I am still here and this Christmas I have something so big to unleash on the New Church it will make you never want to step foot in the Church again and only you can stop it. You don't care if you hurt others though because if you did you would have reached out to me and ended this years ago but you are still a spineless self righteous cunt and you don't and wont ever have a back bone. You set that example for your son you teach him not to apologize and you treat men like your play things and he will do the same to women because of your sick obsessions and manner. Am I angry after all this time yes,  Am I wiser, Yes, I am also a Taurus and I have had time to slow simmer what I am going to do about what you did so the Zeal your Pastor Glenn talked about in your recent sermons well that is the Zeal I have in showing you how bad you hurt me and almost destroyed me.  I just want you to know what a horrible, deceptive, manipulative person you are Rachel Myatt and "I Hope You Suffer".  For your lies, for your pretending I never existed, and for playing with my true love.  Fuck you and your family for not being real and for disrespecting my family you can all go to hell.

In a statement regarding the album, AFI frontman Davey Havok said, "This record is of silence, and the burials that result from that silence. It's of betrayal, cruelty, weakness, anxiety, panic – deep and slow – despair, injury and loss. And in this it is shamefully honest and resolutely unforgiving".

^{Rachel's Silence all these years to my honesty and openess to her walking away from what she created and did is just that.  I live everyday full of love and help others but she is the one person I hate, because she betrayed all the goodness in my heart so may her soul and spirit be damned until the silence is broken.}

A MESSAGE TO THE BIGOTS OF THE FRIESEN AND MYATT FAMILIES OF DAWSON CREEK, BRITISH COLUMBIA, CANADA

God's Commandments ask one of the simplest things and that is to love one another.  This song "Original Sin" by INXS is just a reminder to Rachel and her Redneck hateful family that I haven't gone anywhere and she is the key to making things right or to continue to make a mockery out of love and to make things bad for others in the New Church and those around her.

The Church of The New Jerusalem and How to Dispose, Discredit, and Dispel Swedenborg's Lies in One Easy Step

Dear Readers,

I have finally found a quick and effective way to dispose of Swedenborg's Mistruth, Lies, and Satanic Prose in one easy step.  This bag is the easy solution to dispel and discredit anything that Swedenborg says.   If you read into the mind of Swedenborg it glorifies science over God. It tries to make you believe he actually visited a spiritual realm that any of us can fabricate during the dream emissions or patterns we all have. Finally he puts human and evil desires and passions of men before God.  He wants to make his readings and men over to be his God not God making him into a man in God's image.  That is why there are so few people interested in the Church of the New Jerusalem and why people will continue to see them as extreme, cult, PsuedoIntellectual New Age Babble, and far out there.  A True Intellectual will see the ignorance, immorality, and falsity that lies within the Church of the New Jerusalem.  I will continue with a fall campaign and a campaign against Rachel Myatt, Pastor Coleman Glenn and others in the Church of the New Church to bring the True Word of God the Holy Bible to people and not the false word of Swedenborg.  Rachel you continually hurt people and bring shame on the Myatts, Friesens,  The Clergy and the General New Church.  Your cruelty and lies live on and they are a reflection on your family, your church, and on you.  So I am glad here is a tool that now effectively cleans up what is so easily seen by those who truly seek God. Remember Anyone Can Write An Interpretation of what they think  God To be and get men Follow them.  It takes a true Christian to Follow God and not let man cloud his vision with false readings and earthly desires of the flesh.


Good Day To All and God Bless