Calling Jane Myatt: Positive Mental Attitude You Overlooked

Dear Jane Myatt,

When I was in Canada I was trying to explain to you about how I had come across a book you were reading.  "Think and Grow Rich" By Napoleon Hill. I mentioned the Bad Brains as being a fan of music at about 10yrs old I came across this book and "Positive Mental Attitude" because of them.  It is sad that you are part of a religion that puts up a front that cares about people but constantly slanders, lies, and puts down others. It is also sad that you would say anything to your daughter and imply I didn't truly love her or that I wasn't right for her.  I haven't forgot but your shame will be in me succeeding and being successful in life and in my quest to prove you wrong. What kind of sick person judges a person who is grieving.  I had just lost my mother and was half there but I loved and need Rachel to love me and just accept where I was at the time. Sure I talked in circles and I am shy by nature until I get to know someone then I am the life of the party. I was in a foreign place with someone who I believed loved me and would just accept that I had been kicked down.  Remember my mother had only been dead 3 weeks but she was the one that told me to go see Rachel even if she died.  Its sad that people like you represent the New Church and I continue to speak out and print brochures against how the New Church are selfish and turn to the doctrines and lies of a Human Man and make a god in their image instead of worship the Everlasting and All Knowing God.  We are not even close to on His level so why would we think we could be Him. Yes He walked among us but He is not one of us. I cant believe anyone would put in Rachel's head that I manipulated her in anyway.  She let me come, she slept with me, she was never forced into anything she said or did.  I thought she was arrogant, selfish, and hateful from the get go but I still loved and believed in her.  I see no color, no religion, I have loved people of different religions, creeds, and ethnicities my whole life. I am sorry but reckoning is upon the Myatt family in the form of truth, words, and kindness.  The evil you instilled in your daughter will come full circle.  The most evil thing either of you did is insist I was mentally ill. That was fucked up, hateful, and just mean to a person who just lost his mother and I will never forget it.  Your daughter was a coward, she couldnt let go of her baby daddy, and someone made her feel I wasn't good enough for her or too different to fit it. I don't love that way. I accept people, love them for who they are, and try to see the best in them.  You and your spoiled brat of a daughter need to read the Bible instead of Swedenborg's lies and see what Jesus says. Anyways I am doing just fine. God has blessed me ten fold and when you see what is upon you... You will realized I truly loved your daughter and that you and her screwed up.

Happy Valentines Day : Oh the Betrayal

I truly used to believe in love till I met Rachel Myatt. Her level of deceit, backstabbing, and dishonor lessened my hope in womankind, exposed me to the true nature of false religions like the New Church who like the Israelites did in Moses make God in their image instead of accept Him for what He is. Their Creator and Savior.  She tried to deny me and pretend I never existed and go on with her life and that is why she will never forget.  People in the world who are not genuine or real usually end up where they belong in the end.  I dont know how the story ends for her but I know how it keeps going for me and that is a determination to let her know how much she hurt me by putting my feelings out on a large scale. 4 years I have toiled on this album and book and thrown it out and started again but now at least the music is finished.  It tells the story of someone who truly loved another and how one person pretended to be Christian, non judgmental, selfless and in the end was a backstabber, Satanic Self Worshipping Bigot.  The other person had to come to terms with her betrayal and so he writes a musical for the world to hear.  Yes I will say the name Rachel and yes if the media ask I will tell the story.  Revenge is a dish best served cold and I will tell of all the icy details.  So Happy Valentines Day Rachel Myatt. I hope if you do have a significant other he knows eventually you will judge him and stab him in the back and not even see that someone truly loves you.  You will make up whatever bullshit you can to get out of the situation and then blame it all on the other person.  I hope you rot in hell you hateful two faced pretender.

Ms. Canada Where Art Thou

Reverence

Remembrance

Retribution

Retaliation

Rachel

Hope: You Were Loved Rachel Myatt But Could Not See the Bigger Picture

Dear Rachel, Myatt, Baker, and my readers.

I took the time to reflect on this blog and I am proud I did it.  I stood up to someone who is a bully in real life and when she doesn't get her way she abandons them.  She slanders them, and she belittles them.  I understand that she got a lot of this from her religion and family but the rest was just plain Rachel.  If you listen to this speech from the Amazing Spider-Man 2 by Gwen Stacy portrayed by Emma Stone you will know what my life is about.  I lost my mom, Rachel who said she was my best friend turned her back on me and tried to play me off as some mental patient because I was grieving and told the truth about how my life was going.  I lost my dad not to long after.  My brother got sick.  I tried to date again and the young lady stole, lied, cheated and used drugs and when I got her to look in the mirror at herself and she changed she fell in love with me but it was too late because I had already put up with her crap. The upside is that she found herself and loved herself because I wasn't afraid to accept her for who she was and who she became in the end.  Last year I had people at my job turn their back on me and after 15 yrs ended that. The month I looked for another job I had no money, I had to sell things important to me, I had no food, and I did starve at times but I still had a roof and a house over my head. Instead of play the victim I took odd jobs, I pawned things, had a garage sale did whatever I could legally to pay the bills.  Right as I got a job and things started to look better someone broke into my car and stole my legal documents, broke into my bank account stole money, checks, and my IPad with all my songs on it.  As I sat there at work instead of crying I picked myself up, went home that night shook it off and I just continued to work and rebuild everything.  By the end of March things should be back to normal and most of the things I lost or got behind on paying will be caught up.  You see Rachel and Myatt family and New Church. I put my faith in God. Even with Rachel in the end when I finally give the world my songs and story about how she abandoned me and how the New Church made excuses for evil and that its ok to treat people as she did I still loved her and still do.  I won't sit back and play the victim nor feel sorry how it affects her life or those around her.  Lord knows she didn't care about how her selfishness affected me or my family.  The saddest thing of all is my father who I did not get along with was happy that I found Rachel and for the first time he supported me and was proud of the fact I was in love.  Rachel not only embarrassed me but made a mockery and when she called the police and fire department it was the first time I saw my dad cry about anything I did because I really did want to die. I choose to live that night. I could have been selfish and ran off the road or just hid and ended it all. I drove right past the cops and fire department looking for me and they were none the wiser.  I came back because I loved Rachel and I didn't want to have my death hanging over her head. I wanted to show her that her selfishness would come back in a large way and it did.  When I campaigned and put her picture up that I took and told my story all over the world to the New Church and the blog she could not hide.  She told me she would lie about us ever being together and a whole lot of other things but when you leave a paper trail best be prepared about being out in the open.  So I leave you with this Rachel Myatt if you or any of your family read this have the courage to reach out to me.  There is still time to end this.  I never have to go any further. If you are truly of God's love and the New Church is truly of charity, love of neighbor, and reconciliation then you will have no problem after 4 and a half years putting things right.  If not then you are giving me permission to go out tell my story in song and media and take proof and truth with me this happened.  I reached out to you.... God Bless