Dear Rachel,
I Believe in the Good in You and all that you are.
I Love you and your son regardless of what you think of me.
I Believe that you do want to forgive and believe in true friendship and forgiveness but you heart hasn't let you know the best way to go about it. I will wait for it is God's love and will so I am patient just as I always was with you.
I Believe that at the time even though you said all those mean and hurtful things to me that you loved me and you still care.
I Believe in loving people and being an example in Christ even if they turn on you, treat you as an enemy, or put you down for who you are.
I Believe in the love I have for you so I have not and will not walk away from it.
I Believe in all you are, all you are going to be, and all you have been. I love you through hell, good times and bad, rain, sleet, snow, and death. The love I have for you and Jonathan transcends that and I will continue to let you know how much you mean to me.
No earthly person can tell me what God has in store for me so all those people who doubted me mean nothing. The people that have cared and have participated in this and the coming "I Believe In Rachel" tour are my true friends.
Last I love you Rachel Myatt. I love you and your son and no matter what you are thinking. Whatever you do in your life. I do care. You can shun me, ignore me, put me down to your family, your Pastor, make fun of my attempts but the fact is that my life and love is much more than that and I will never look to vengence , retaliation, or revenge to get my point across. Everything I am doing is because I love you and Jonathan. I am going to write your name across the sky and sing at the top of my lungs. Then even if you still ignore me others will know and you will have to hear. There is no hiding from someone with a heart and love so pure. Ask my friends. You may think I am crazy but I am just a person who got kicked and put down so much I learned to rise above the oppression, discrimination, and hate and become someone who makes their dreams happen. You said I would never love you and be with you. There I was though doing both! I NEVER Hold myself to that word because you never know when things might change. The only thing that is sure is that because Christ loves me I will NEVER stop loving and caring about you. If you have a love through HIM it is eternal, long suffering, and true. I love you Rachel Myatt and if it hurts you that I care I am not sorry. I am not sorry for loving you and Jonathan. I am not sorry for wanting to care and forgive you even if you cant care and forgive me. I wish you nothing but blessings, good will to your family especially Amanda. I care for you and Jonathan more than you will ever know but your pride won't let go of it. The only pride I have is that I am proud that we met, that I loved you, and that I still loved you. I am proud I don't hate you and that God turned what could have been evil into good. I am proud that people read this and continue to read this blog and know that I do love you. I am proud to be a child of God and to be able to love, forgive, and be charitable to others without hurting them, judging them, or looking down on them.
God Bless have a good night Rachel Myatt
1 Corinthians 13:13
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
I have great love for you Rachel, that springs forth from faith, and though the works of God, He has given me the courage, foresight, friends and family to continue loving you and not give up. I am a fighter but only someone who fights for good, for love, and for causes that matter. You and Jonathan matter to me.
Hebrews 11:6
And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
I Believe in the Good in You and all that you are.
I Love you and your son regardless of what you think of me.
I Believe that you do want to forgive and believe in true friendship and forgiveness but you heart hasn't let you know the best way to go about it. I will wait for it is God's love and will so I am patient just as I always was with you.
I Believe that at the time even though you said all those mean and hurtful things to me that you loved me and you still care.
I Believe in loving people and being an example in Christ even if they turn on you, treat you as an enemy, or put you down for who you are.
I Believe in the love I have for you so I have not and will not walk away from it.
I Believe in all you are, all you are going to be, and all you have been. I love you through hell, good times and bad, rain, sleet, snow, and death. The love I have for you and Jonathan transcends that and I will continue to let you know how much you mean to me.
No earthly person can tell me what God has in store for me so all those people who doubted me mean nothing. The people that have cared and have participated in this and the coming "I Believe In Rachel" tour are my true friends.
Last I love you Rachel Myatt. I love you and your son and no matter what you are thinking. Whatever you do in your life. I do care. You can shun me, ignore me, put me down to your family, your Pastor, make fun of my attempts but the fact is that my life and love is much more than that and I will never look to vengence , retaliation, or revenge to get my point across. Everything I am doing is because I love you and Jonathan. I am going to write your name across the sky and sing at the top of my lungs. Then even if you still ignore me others will know and you will have to hear. There is no hiding from someone with a heart and love so pure. Ask my friends. You may think I am crazy but I am just a person who got kicked and put down so much I learned to rise above the oppression, discrimination, and hate and become someone who makes their dreams happen. You said I would never love you and be with you. There I was though doing both! I NEVER Hold myself to that word because you never know when things might change. The only thing that is sure is that because Christ loves me I will NEVER stop loving and caring about you. If you have a love through HIM it is eternal, long suffering, and true. I love you Rachel Myatt and if it hurts you that I care I am not sorry. I am not sorry for loving you and Jonathan. I am not sorry for wanting to care and forgive you even if you cant care and forgive me. I wish you nothing but blessings, good will to your family especially Amanda. I care for you and Jonathan more than you will ever know but your pride won't let go of it. The only pride I have is that I am proud that we met, that I loved you, and that I still loved you. I am proud I don't hate you and that God turned what could have been evil into good. I am proud that people read this and continue to read this blog and know that I do love you. I am proud to be a child of God and to be able to love, forgive, and be charitable to others without hurting them, judging them, or looking down on them.
God Bless have a good night Rachel Myatt
1 Corinthians 13:13
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
I have great love for you Rachel, that springs forth from faith, and though the works of God, He has given me the courage, foresight, friends and family to continue loving you and not give up. I am a fighter but only someone who fights for good, for love, and for causes that matter. You and Jonathan matter to me.
Hebrews 11:6
And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
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