Dear Rachel and Readers,
I want to make one simple point today about forgiveness especially in my case. I love Rachel Myatt with all my heart and she chose to abandon me not me abandon her. She told me that she wanted to be with me and that she loved me then a couple of days later was cruel, uncaring, and hateful when she dumped me and left me for dead. I was angry, sad, and even wanted to die but through it all I forgave her even at the beginning. She could not forgive me. I reacted to her hurtful actions and she tried to make me the villain. I don't want revenge on her or vengence. I want her to take to time to reflect on the things she did and said and to look into her heart and forgive. That is the only true way to move forward. I am not afraid to show her how much I love her and that I still care for her with all my heart after all that has happened. The next couple months I will launch my video campaign to tell her that I love her and that I am willing to go to the ends of the earth to make peace with her. It is all up to her. I want to use a song by Morrissey today as my musical example to let Rachel know just how serious I am. The song from the 1994 album Vauxhall and I "The More You Ignore Me, The Closer I Get" here is the Youtube video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nAMFWDuDEI You can't escape your past or your future Rachel. All I know is that God has given me this path and I have never shied away from it or my love for you. You chose to tell me the things you did then throw it all away not knowing how it would affect you in the future. Maybe you will learn through this that the world does not revolve around you and that everything you do has an equal and opposite reaction. I will end this today with this simple truth. Everyday Rachel you pray the Lord's Prayer but isn't one of the parts of the prayer about forgiveness. You are the one who wronged me but still I offered you my forgiveness. Yet you can't follow God's simple prayer and grant someone who truly loves you forgiveness. Oh the Hypocrisy!!!!
The Lord's Prayer
I would forgive you every time but you cant forgive me even once. I don't need your forgiveness, I ask of your forgiveness, and I ask of you to think about what was beautiful about being in each others life and why you just decided to kick me when I was down. It made me stronger. It gave me more love. Most of all Rachel I never stopped loving you. You just gave up on me. I will continue this worldwide campaign without a stop until I hear from you my friend. I seek or wish you no evil only love and a return to my heart.
Matthew 18:35
I want to make one simple point today about forgiveness especially in my case. I love Rachel Myatt with all my heart and she chose to abandon me not me abandon her. She told me that she wanted to be with me and that she loved me then a couple of days later was cruel, uncaring, and hateful when she dumped me and left me for dead. I was angry, sad, and even wanted to die but through it all I forgave her even at the beginning. She could not forgive me. I reacted to her hurtful actions and she tried to make me the villain. I don't want revenge on her or vengence. I want her to take to time to reflect on the things she did and said and to look into her heart and forgive. That is the only true way to move forward. I am not afraid to show her how much I love her and that I still care for her with all my heart after all that has happened. The next couple months I will launch my video campaign to tell her that I love her and that I am willing to go to the ends of the earth to make peace with her. It is all up to her. I want to use a song by Morrissey today as my musical example to let Rachel know just how serious I am. The song from the 1994 album Vauxhall and I "The More You Ignore Me, The Closer I Get" here is the Youtube video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nAMFWDuDEI You can't escape your past or your future Rachel. All I know is that God has given me this path and I have never shied away from it or my love for you. You chose to tell me the things you did then throw it all away not knowing how it would affect you in the future. Maybe you will learn through this that the world does not revolve around you and that everything you do has an equal and opposite reaction. I will end this today with this simple truth. Everyday Rachel you pray the Lord's Prayer but isn't one of the parts of the prayer about forgiveness. You are the one who wronged me but still I offered you my forgiveness. Yet you can't follow God's simple prayer and grant someone who truly loves you forgiveness. Oh the Hypocrisy!!!!
The Lord's Prayer
Our Father, which art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy will be done in earth,
As it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive them that trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom,
Hallowed be thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy will be done in earth,
As it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive them that trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom,
The power, and the glory,
For ever and ever.
Amen.
I would forgive you every time but you cant forgive me even once. I don't need your forgiveness, I ask of your forgiveness, and I ask of you to think about what was beautiful about being in each others life and why you just decided to kick me when I was down. It made me stronger. It gave me more love. Most of all Rachel I never stopped loving you. You just gave up on me. I will continue this worldwide campaign without a stop until I hear from you my friend. I seek or wish you no evil only love and a return to my heart.
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