Dear Rachel,
My blog will be plain and simple today. It is about offering forgiveness in the deepest sense. I forgive you because I know in forgiving you I am following Christ example. Its not a petty forgiveness either. I do still love you and I want reconciliation with you not just some cheap words and saying something to make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. The kind of forgiveness I have for you is true justice what do I mean by the term True Justice?
True Justice means that I am seeking to give you forgiveness as Christ gave us all forgiveness. He said "Forgive them Father, For they know not what they have done" at His Crucifixion. In this Christ gained true justice to those who tormented and oppressed Him. How you might say. Jesus didn't seek revenge or want them to "get what they deserve". He could have sent vengeance on all who wished him harm but instead He gave us all His mercy, forgiveness, and His grace. He died so that we all my live and our sins be forgiven. That was the ultimate example of True Justice. It is the kind of justice, love, and forgiveness I am trying to show you Rachel Myatt.
I love you and Jonathan and when you first hurt me yes it was the age old cycle of Eye for an Eye , Tooth for a Tooth that was taught in the Old Testament. It is one of the reasons that people still fight today. They haven't transcended from the old ways to the ways of Jesus. The way of Jesus is to love your enemy or to make peace with those who have wronged you. I have sincerely trying been trying to do that with you for close to a year. I do love you as much as I say I do Rachel or I never would have taken the time or effort to write this blog, start a campaign of love for you, my friends wouldn't be interested in writing the Church. I wouldn't write letters or still send you things. The choice is inevidibly up to you dear Rachel. Do you forgive me, talk to me and we slowly rebuild are friendship. That is what God wants. That is what Jesus strives for us to do. Or do you constantly ignore me. Do I keep reaching out to you and you act like you don't hear or see when it is right there in your face that someone loves you, cares for you, misses you, and needs you. I need you Rachel Myatt. I always needed you. I needed you because I believed in you. I needed you because I trusted you. I needed you because I know that you have hurt and been hurt before and that I loved you enough to change that. Look at all I did to get to you and I am still here even after you abandoned me and put me down. It is saddening and hurtful that you don't respond and that you deny me that peace in my life when I have said my peace and just let you know I love you. I will continue to write. I am going to start another website to let you and Jonathan know how much I love you and I have been working on my first video to tell the world on Youtube how much I love you. I hope you will like it. Rachel you are my best friend. It feels like we have just been apart for awhile but I can still feel you here. Everyday when I look at your picture I still hear your voice, I still feel your kiss and your arms around me. I can still see Jonathan's smile and his happiness. I love you with all my heart and today once again I forgive you. I will not stop asking for your reconcilation and your forgiveness and I will continue to tell my story and ask it worldwide until you speak. I ask you for your forgiveness again today Rachel Myatt. Mark 11:25
And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive them, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins.”
Here is a beautiful video that was on youtube about forgiveness I will hope you will take the time to read the message in it because it sort of fits the way I am feeling and the love I have for you Rachel Myatt. Anyone else reading forgive those who have hurt you and be free. Love them even if they turn a blind eye to you. I will always love Rachel Myatt until the day I die.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3D4VMZb8wLY
My blog will be plain and simple today. It is about offering forgiveness in the deepest sense. I forgive you because I know in forgiving you I am following Christ example. Its not a petty forgiveness either. I do still love you and I want reconciliation with you not just some cheap words and saying something to make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. The kind of forgiveness I have for you is true justice what do I mean by the term True Justice?
True Justice means that I am seeking to give you forgiveness as Christ gave us all forgiveness. He said "Forgive them Father, For they know not what they have done" at His Crucifixion. In this Christ gained true justice to those who tormented and oppressed Him. How you might say. Jesus didn't seek revenge or want them to "get what they deserve". He could have sent vengeance on all who wished him harm but instead He gave us all His mercy, forgiveness, and His grace. He died so that we all my live and our sins be forgiven. That was the ultimate example of True Justice. It is the kind of justice, love, and forgiveness I am trying to show you Rachel Myatt.
I love you and Jonathan and when you first hurt me yes it was the age old cycle of Eye for an Eye , Tooth for a Tooth that was taught in the Old Testament. It is one of the reasons that people still fight today. They haven't transcended from the old ways to the ways of Jesus. The way of Jesus is to love your enemy or to make peace with those who have wronged you. I have sincerely trying been trying to do that with you for close to a year. I do love you as much as I say I do Rachel or I never would have taken the time or effort to write this blog, start a campaign of love for you, my friends wouldn't be interested in writing the Church. I wouldn't write letters or still send you things. The choice is inevidibly up to you dear Rachel. Do you forgive me, talk to me and we slowly rebuild are friendship. That is what God wants. That is what Jesus strives for us to do. Or do you constantly ignore me. Do I keep reaching out to you and you act like you don't hear or see when it is right there in your face that someone loves you, cares for you, misses you, and needs you. I need you Rachel Myatt. I always needed you. I needed you because I believed in you. I needed you because I trusted you. I needed you because I know that you have hurt and been hurt before and that I loved you enough to change that. Look at all I did to get to you and I am still here even after you abandoned me and put me down. It is saddening and hurtful that you don't respond and that you deny me that peace in my life when I have said my peace and just let you know I love you. I will continue to write. I am going to start another website to let you and Jonathan know how much I love you and I have been working on my first video to tell the world on Youtube how much I love you. I hope you will like it. Rachel you are my best friend. It feels like we have just been apart for awhile but I can still feel you here. Everyday when I look at your picture I still hear your voice, I still feel your kiss and your arms around me. I can still see Jonathan's smile and his happiness. I love you with all my heart and today once again I forgive you. I will not stop asking for your reconcilation and your forgiveness and I will continue to tell my story and ask it worldwide until you speak. I ask you for your forgiveness again today Rachel Myatt. Mark 11:25
And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive them, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins.”
Here is a beautiful video that was on youtube about forgiveness I will hope you will take the time to read the message in it because it sort of fits the way I am feeling and the love I have for you Rachel Myatt. Anyone else reading forgive those who have hurt you and be free. Love them even if they turn a blind eye to you. I will always love Rachel Myatt until the day I die.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3D4VMZb8wLY
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