Well today I have finally realized what I have to do. I am on Youtube checking out Rachel's channel http://www.youtube.com/user/nofaintresemblance on which she just hides on and I see her making fun of some lady who is on making a video profile for a dating site. Rachel spends her time on the internet finding people to make fun of and putting rude comments up but she doesn't even love herself or have the guts to do some of the things half of these people do. She doesn't know how to love others because she takes care of kids all day and acts just like them. Childish. She doesn't have any adult relationship skills and constantly bitches about her baby daddy. She brings strange men into her home around these kids and is a foster mom. Hmmm maybe I should alert the Canadian Foster Agency? Anyways she is just cruel and insensitive towards people because she wishes she had the intestinal fortitude to do some of the things they do. I have had enough I am not going to hold back on my book, my statements, my videos or anything else. Rachel Myatt needs to learn to respect other people and their love of life. If you lived in a hole in Dawson Creek like she did you may be jaded too. Not knocking it either I have plenty of Mexican, Swedish, and Asian friends who come from little tiny towns. If you went to a Church where the majority of the 50 plus people are your family and aren't exposed to many outsiders then you might be enmeshed too. It just seems just because she lives in her own little vacuum she is not open to the rest of the world and that gives her the right to treat other people of different backgrounds like crap. Rachel makes fun of meeting someone on a dating site but she met me on a Pen Pal site. Go figure oh by the way I have all those conversations in my email box official and unchanged and I will release them as part of the book. I am sick and tired of this person though. All I did was love her and I know now why God kept me in her life it was to show her a lesson. So since I have control of all the documents and pictures that are mine I am going to go ahead and release it to the public. She has gotten out of hand, she is just hateful, selfish, judgmental and doesn't care who she hurts and what she does. Why should I? Why should I care what goes out to the Church, to friends, family, anything anymore. I was really trying to avoid being like this but I now know that I have to do this so someone will learn a lesson in humility. She claims to be a certain type of person and is the worst hypocrite of them all. So to you Rachel I am sorry I put up with your crap long enough. Thanks for pretending to love me, thanks for the sex, thanks for leading me on about being a family with you and Jonathan but now its time for me to give you something back and that is the truth to all the fine people around the world. I wish you would change and I wish we could find peace but you obviously don't want that.
ITS NO FUN WHEN YOU CHECK YOUR IPHONE AND SEE THE TRUTH BEING TOLD AND IT INFRINGES ON YOUR LIVELIHOOD IS IT? THEN AGAIN YOU DON'T CARE AS LONG AS EVERYTHING GOES WELL FOR YOU YOU DON'T CARE WHO YOU HURT. REMEMBER YOU MADE A CONSCIOUS CHOICE TO TREAT ME AS YOU DID. JUST LIKE YOU USED YOUR FREE WILL TO EXPRESS YOURSELF AND PUT ME DOWN I AM USING MINE TO LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL. SO IN THAT I AM DOING NOTHING WRONG.
Psalm 64:3
They sharpen their tongues like swords and aim cruel words like deadly arrows.
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