Dear Rachel,
Its saddens me that people like your Reverend Coleman would just like me to lay down and give up my love for you. Yet in his reply to me he says he hopes I continue to seek God's will. I have been doing that the whole time. I never would have believed in you or given you my love if I had not of thought it God's will. I am here with a purpose, a design, and a great love that He the one most high gave me for you. Whether you realize it or not I have not given up on you because it was never His will for me too. I am just going to leave you with a little sketch of one of the songs I have almost finished writing for the yet to be released "Letters To Rachel" album. I leave it for all you to see today
Because Jesus Loves Me...... From the upcoming album "Letters to Rachel" by A Chapter of Fault
Ive had so many shots thrown at me
Now I am immune to the pain
The stones I'm constantly pelted with
Are like embers dancing in the falling rain
Beaten down, broken, hated , and put to the test
At the end of the day I'm still blessed
Because Jesus loves me.....
You point the finger at me
Judge me for all that I have been through
Still I wish you no harm and unconditionally love you
Be an example and give of yourself like Christ
He is the only one who could save with His Sacrifice
I walked the path of darkness when you cursed me and left me behind but at the end of the day
I found the narrow path into the light, You can only run from your lies so long my dear
Know when you are ready to forgive and move on I will still be here
Open armed and open hearted because in my soul you have never departed I love you always
Because Jesus loves me....
Rachel when you left me for dead
When I lie there crying for you in my bed
I asked God to never let me hate you
And my prayers were answered with more than love
You can choose to keep ignoring me and turn a blind eye
Fact is because of His love I will care about you till the end of time
I will always call you sister, I will always call you friend, the love I have for you all time and space transcends.
It doesn't matter because soon the truth will shine, you can revel in the past
You can get caught up in your lies
Or we can forgive and seek a brighter day for all
But I will still love you till the day my final breath keeps me from standing tall
I will never give up on you and I will keep you in my prayers constantly
I know there is hope in His promise and I love you Because Jesus Loves Me......
I am sorry for anyone that thinks what I am doing is uncouth, has stalker qualities to it, or doesn't agree with your conventional way of telling someone you love them. I am trying to make peace with someone who deeply hurt me, criticized me and tried to make me look small. I have Reverend and Pastors trying to make me feel like what I am doing is crazy or not right in their eyes but can they see what God has in store for me. No only that is revealed to me so to Reverend Coleman and any other New Church clergy that think that what I am doing is so far fetched then you don't know what its like to truly love someone unconditionally and to tell someone to not seek forgiveness and to find peace with someone who has wronged you saddens me coming from a spiritual leader. I have every reason to hate Rachel Myatt but I don't I may talk about how she hurt me and say things that seem harsh or mean but the fact is I am doing this because I am truly in love with all that she is and everything about her. She knows she doesn't deserve my love or my friendship and so she hides, she knows what she did is wrong, I have brought it out in the open and now she has to make a choice what to do. Does she put all the happened behind her and make peace with me or continue hiding, wondering what I am going to write, or who is writing, and what is next. If we made peace this blog wouldn't be here and I could set her free if that is what she wants. I am asking her to set me free by making peace with me. God will never let me give up on that because that is an attribute of His love. I love you forever and always Rachel Myatt. I hope you can find it in your heart to make peace with me soon. You hurt me deeply but here I still stand with forgiveness and love and stand against all those who oppose my love for you and my forgiveness and willingness to not give up the beautiful person you are and are going to be.
Luke 17:3
So watch yourselves. “If your brother or sister sins against you, rebuke them; and if they repent, forgive them.
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