I Miss You: I Believe In You: I Have Faith In You

Dear Rachel,

I think back to how special it was around this time last year. I had just told you how much I loved you and we were officially a couple for about a month.  You were my best friend in the world.  My mom was still alive.  I remember sharing music and all the Cds I made and sent you. I still have copies. I wish you would pull out the scrapbook and look at how much love I had and still have for you.  I wanted you and Jonathan to be in my life forever. Now look at what we have. One person that avoids the other and one who loves the other too much to avoid her.  We all make mistakes and we all hurt others but the saving grace is can we make things write when the time comes.  I remember how much you love Against Me.  Next week I will see them at the Warped Tour on Friday 24th. Maybe I will just share my story with people there in form of my spoken word cd "Letters to Rachel" I don't know where will be so many people there and I don't really want to waste my time not watching bands.  I love you so much and I wish you would lay down all the hurt and animosity and forgive.  We can never forget what we did to each other but I am the one that was wronged the most and if I am willing to reach out and forgive you and love you unconditionally I don't see what is stopping you.  I as always have my arms open to you 100% and I will just keep trying, writing, campaigning, and loving you.  I hope that soon you will get the message. It has been almost 10 months in July and I have never stopped loving you and love you just as much.  My plans just keep getting bigger but the one thing I haven't stopped doing is loving other people and caring with all my heart just as God would have wanted me too. Everyday I honor my Mothers memory by loving you. It was her blessing she gave to you and your family and her love.  Each day you ignore me or turn your head you dishonor her and you hurt me even more.  I hope you will pick up your Bible if you read this and just pray on things. I will never stop loving you and Jonathan I hope you will come around soon. I have faith in The Lord Jesus Christ that you will soon be back in my life. He is my strength, my determination, and the reason I still love you.  Have a  blessed day dear Rachel and to my readers. Please pray today for Rachel and I to reconcile. I have friends that pray everyday and the kind prayers of strangers and concerned people is the greatest love of all. Thank You.

Hebrews 13:2
Do not forget to show hospitality to strangers, for by so doing some people have shown hospitality to angels without knowing it.                                     

Thanks to my friend Sonja for reminding me of how powerful and important this Scripture is.