Dear Readers,
I want you to know I write this blog because I love Rachel Myatt. I write this blog because I love God. I write this blog because I love people. To me Rachel Myatt was one in a million but she never saw that in my heart. I loved all of her and even her flaws were perfections in my mind. When God gives you true love in your life you never turn your back on it. It is the kind of love that a mother has for a child, a husband for a wife, a faithful family pet has for its owner. It was and is unconditional. I have had very few detractors of my blog just people telling me how proud they are at me standing my ground. Many people are asking where is the "Letter to Rachel" book Byron? Its coming. Where is the "Letters to Rachel" album its being finished. I have to pray on these things and make sure that spiritually and morally when I release them that they are put out to show Rachel the True Christian Love I have for her. If you have read this from the perspective of me being a scorned ex lover or boyfriend you have read wrong. I am a Christian who loves God who loves Rachel Myatt. I believe in the power of His Love. I believe in the beauty of forgiveness, of reconcilation, and of making peace. If people want to call me crazy and put me down for loving someone who did greivous harm to me that is fine. Rachel tried to make people think there was something wrong with me and hurt me with her words but you know what it just made me stronger. Until she loses a parent then she could never know what I was going through and to judge me and say things as she did knowing how much I loved her and how I was willing to do anything for her was almost unforgivable. Except that is just it God wants us to forgive move on and love that friend or person we had a falling out with. Each time I write this blog it is my hand reaching out to Rachel to end this cycle of hurt. I love her that much that I am willing to put myself out her on the internet. I have had people invade my privacy, break into my email, try to alter my blog, youtube account, and do other stuff and still I continue on. My kingdom is in Heaven and my heart is with God. I will not apologize for my faith and and for doing what is good and right. I could have turned to evil and got quick and easy revenge on Rachel. I could post things that are not true but instead I try to hold a mirror up to her and tell her what happened and how she made me feel. I also have bettered myself through the situation. I have learned that in your darkest hour God can lift you up to be sucessful and something great. Adversity leads to Accomplishment, Tragedy into Truimph, Hate into Love. One thing I have never done is hate Rachel Myatt and I love her and Jonathan so much and each day I look at this picture and my pictures and letters she wrote me and our emails and just wish that I could hold them again. Rachel hurt me so much because all I ever wanted was to continue to have Jonathan and her in my life. What is really hurtful is that I am a man who wants a family and I only wanted it with her. There are millions of women in this world but God led me to her and He still has that in my heart even after all that has happened He put it in my heart to never give up on her regardless of the detractors and naysayers. A True Christian Love is one that endures no matter what is thrown at us. I am no longer a victim but a solder for love, a soldier for justice, a soldier for Christ and that is greater than any other honor that one could have in life. So I want to say this before I end this blog in Scripture and Song today.
Rachel Myatt I forgive you. In turn I want your forgiveness. I ask the Lord for your return to my life everyday.
Rachel Myatt I love you more than any friend I have ever had. I call you sister, best friend, and true love and maybe you cant understand that because other people abandoned you but I have been right here whole souled and whole heartedly devoted to you. I would never do all the things I do if I didn't love you and Jonathan so much and I am calling out to you to make peace with me. I can't live my life denying the love for you and I wont hate you. I wont give up on you and if you or others want to make fun of me, call me a stalker, obsessed or any of that its fine. God sees the true peace and love in my heart and so do others each day. Your words of rejection and hurt no longer hurt me they inspire me to love you more. I pray every night for you and Jonathan and just let God know I love you. I wish you truly loved me. I can only leave it all in God's hands and that I continue to do.
I just wanted to end this blog today with a scripture or two and song to let all those who read this know how much I truly do love Rachel Myatt.
For Peace I share with you this scripture. This is the peace I dream of with you Rachel
Micah 4:3
He will judge between many peoples and will settle disputes for strong nations far and wide. They will beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks. Nation will not take up sword against nation, nor will they train for war anymore.
This is for the love I have for you as my sister in Christ. You have always been a queen and best friend in my eyes and why I became an enemy in your eyes I do not know nor did I deserve but I still see you as my dear friend and I love you unconditionally.
Luke 6:35
But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.
I leave you with this song as a reminder of how great it is to put your faith in the Lord and love Him and not let others stop you from being full of love, kindness, forgiveness, and grace.
Sidewalk Prophets: Words I Would Say hv=k8Upaifttp://www.youtube.com/watch?PbqI
I will continue to believe in you Rachel Myatt. I will continue to love you. People have been touched by my love for you. They will continue to hear my story and how I forgive and love you. If you cant forgive and forget then that is fine. I hold or harbor no resentment in my heart for you. I love you with all my heart. If you picked up the phone I would tell you I love you and that I miss you and never mention anything that happened. I would ask you how your and your family was doing and I would hope that we could rebuild our friendship. I love you more than you could ever know and everyday you aren't in my life a piece of me is missing. I would never abandon you. I pray that if you don't hear the message in any of these blogs you read this one today and see how much I love you. My one wish for Christmas this year is that we put an end to this being apart and not talking and make peace. I love you Rachel Myatt always. One Last Note to Rachel, The New Church, and Pastor Glenn. If you think ignoring me will make me give up in defeat it just makes me believe more. Thank You
God Bless All
I want you to know I write this blog because I love Rachel Myatt. I write this blog because I love God. I write this blog because I love people. To me Rachel Myatt was one in a million but she never saw that in my heart. I loved all of her and even her flaws were perfections in my mind. When God gives you true love in your life you never turn your back on it. It is the kind of love that a mother has for a child, a husband for a wife, a faithful family pet has for its owner. It was and is unconditional. I have had very few detractors of my blog just people telling me how proud they are at me standing my ground. Many people are asking where is the "Letter to Rachel" book Byron? Its coming. Where is the "Letters to Rachel" album its being finished. I have to pray on these things and make sure that spiritually and morally when I release them that they are put out to show Rachel the True Christian Love I have for her. If you have read this from the perspective of me being a scorned ex lover or boyfriend you have read wrong. I am a Christian who loves God who loves Rachel Myatt. I believe in the power of His Love. I believe in the beauty of forgiveness, of reconcilation, and of making peace. If people want to call me crazy and put me down for loving someone who did greivous harm to me that is fine. Rachel tried to make people think there was something wrong with me and hurt me with her words but you know what it just made me stronger. Until she loses a parent then she could never know what I was going through and to judge me and say things as she did knowing how much I loved her and how I was willing to do anything for her was almost unforgivable. Except that is just it God wants us to forgive move on and love that friend or person we had a falling out with. Each time I write this blog it is my hand reaching out to Rachel to end this cycle of hurt. I love her that much that I am willing to put myself out her on the internet. I have had people invade my privacy, break into my email, try to alter my blog, youtube account, and do other stuff and still I continue on. My kingdom is in Heaven and my heart is with God. I will not apologize for my faith and and for doing what is good and right. I could have turned to evil and got quick and easy revenge on Rachel. I could post things that are not true but instead I try to hold a mirror up to her and tell her what happened and how she made me feel. I also have bettered myself through the situation. I have learned that in your darkest hour God can lift you up to be sucessful and something great. Adversity leads to Accomplishment, Tragedy into Truimph, Hate into Love. One thing I have never done is hate Rachel Myatt and I love her and Jonathan so much and each day I look at this picture and my pictures and letters she wrote me and our emails and just wish that I could hold them again. Rachel hurt me so much because all I ever wanted was to continue to have Jonathan and her in my life. What is really hurtful is that I am a man who wants a family and I only wanted it with her. There are millions of women in this world but God led me to her and He still has that in my heart even after all that has happened He put it in my heart to never give up on her regardless of the detractors and naysayers. A True Christian Love is one that endures no matter what is thrown at us. I am no longer a victim but a solder for love, a soldier for justice, a soldier for Christ and that is greater than any other honor that one could have in life. So I want to say this before I end this blog in Scripture and Song today.
Rachel Myatt I forgive you. In turn I want your forgiveness. I ask the Lord for your return to my life everyday.
Rachel Myatt I love you more than any friend I have ever had. I call you sister, best friend, and true love and maybe you cant understand that because other people abandoned you but I have been right here whole souled and whole heartedly devoted to you. I would never do all the things I do if I didn't love you and Jonathan so much and I am calling out to you to make peace with me. I can't live my life denying the love for you and I wont hate you. I wont give up on you and if you or others want to make fun of me, call me a stalker, obsessed or any of that its fine. God sees the true peace and love in my heart and so do others each day. Your words of rejection and hurt no longer hurt me they inspire me to love you more. I pray every night for you and Jonathan and just let God know I love you. I wish you truly loved me. I can only leave it all in God's hands and that I continue to do.
I just wanted to end this blog today with a scripture or two and song to let all those who read this know how much I truly do love Rachel Myatt.
For Peace I share with you this scripture. This is the peace I dream of with you Rachel
Micah 4:3
He will judge between many peoples and will settle disputes for strong nations far and wide. They will beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks. Nation will not take up sword against nation, nor will they train for war anymore.
This is for the love I have for you as my sister in Christ. You have always been a queen and best friend in my eyes and why I became an enemy in your eyes I do not know nor did I deserve but I still see you as my dear friend and I love you unconditionally.
Luke 6:35
But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.
I leave you with this song as a reminder of how great it is to put your faith in the Lord and love Him and not let others stop you from being full of love, kindness, forgiveness, and grace.
Sidewalk Prophets: Words I Would Say hv=k8Upaifttp://www.youtube.com/watch?PbqI
I will continue to believe in you Rachel Myatt. I will continue to love you. People have been touched by my love for you. They will continue to hear my story and how I forgive and love you. If you cant forgive and forget then that is fine. I hold or harbor no resentment in my heart for you. I love you with all my heart. If you picked up the phone I would tell you I love you and that I miss you and never mention anything that happened. I would ask you how your and your family was doing and I would hope that we could rebuild our friendship. I love you more than you could ever know and everyday you aren't in my life a piece of me is missing. I would never abandon you. I pray that if you don't hear the message in any of these blogs you read this one today and see how much I love you. My one wish for Christmas this year is that we put an end to this being apart and not talking and make peace. I love you Rachel Myatt always. One Last Note to Rachel, The New Church, and Pastor Glenn. If you think ignoring me will make me give up in defeat it just makes me believe more. Thank You
God Bless All
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