Rachel Myatt,
You were my dream girl. You were the one in which I wanted to have a familly. You pretended to want to have that with me and when you messed with my dream well.... That is something you just don't do to people who believe in themselves. I am confidant, I am strong, and despite you knocking me down I went out and did all the things I said I would and I came to you and loved you and believed in you. One day you will look back and realize how much someone truly loved you and just how much damage you are causing and have caused not only with me and other people. What kind of person would let other people have to deal with her mistakes instead of step up and be responsible for them? What kind of person would like to have their dirty laundry aired on the internet instead of talk to the person they hurt and make peace? What kind of person would have their reputation tested even if it is the truth and not defend themselves? I sure wouldn't? Yet you let others compensate for your actions, you let others take some sort of guilty by association blame whether it be your Pastor, Your Church, or Your family. Your actions toward me someone who truly loves you have led to all this. How hard would it be to change your life and be proud of who you are? How hard would it be to realize that God does allow people to love you as much as I do? I have never done anything but believe in you. I thought you were the most beautiful, intelligent, caring person and even after all the rotten stuff you said and did. I forgive you and still love you. I could hate you and go on slagging you and placing blame but that is not what the Lord wants. He wants me to continue to love you and believe in you. So this is a message to Rachel Myatt and her family. I love Rachel and I am going to continue to do so if even from a far. My songs are almost ready to share with the world. My videos are almost ready. I am still deciding if I should put out this book I am having others read it and proofread it. I want it to do justice to how much I love Rachel. Rachel what guy has went through so much to show you that he loves you? None? That is why you ran, that is why you still hide, and that is why ultimately you will realize how hurtful and wrong your treatment of me was. You stepped on my dream because my dream was to be a husband and father but only with you and Jonathan because God saw all the hurt and pain I went through and wanted me to have the best and I thought you were the best out of all the other choices because you loved God. Apparently you didnt think I loved God and you had no idea how much this life means to me or you and Jonathan meant to me. So when you are reading this today just know you can always change things. You can sit back and wallow in the past or you can make your own future. I am making a future bright where people all over the world know how much I loved and love Rachel Myatt even if she doesnt acknowledge me and pretends like I never existed. I love you. http://www.youtube.com/user/ILoveRachelMyatt4eva?feature=mhee
Songs to let you know how much I love you today
Step Into My World - Hurricane #1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zxYfabJSKI&feature=related
You're the One - Tracy Bohnam http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnEBpJ8REeI
This next song is because you really broke my heart and changed how I look at people for the longest time I was so sad and destitute after the way you treated me I just wanted to do drugs, start alcohol, and become devoid of all the pain and numb it. I wanted to go around and treat girls like crap because I had been so good to you and you just abused it. Its not right and no one deserves to be treated bad and I realized that even if you dont think so someday what you did to me will be returned to you in some form or fashion and I will still be full of love like I am now not miserable and not hurting people like you do Rachel. This song is about falling pray to that and giving up.
Open the Door - Magnapop http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDMq7rZHZPg
I waited a lifetime to meet someone special like you and to give all my love too. In the process I fell in love with wanting to be with not only you but Jonathan. I was a man who had so much love to give to you and you abused and squandered it. I am wounded and I will probably never trust another woman but the saddest thing is I tried to make peace with you and I do love you even after you have done the worst thing possible to me. I believe in love and you continue to deny that.
Matthew 7:8For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.
I ask you Rachel Myatt to walk through the door of forgiveness because I truly love you.
Rachel Myatt means the world to me and when we were dating I sent her this song one day one because they are from my home area but two because I always choose love and forgiveness over hate and grudges.
Love Like We Do - Edie Brickell and the New Bohemians http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYjVvEc5pj4
Rachel you were the one
God Bless All
You were my dream girl. You were the one in which I wanted to have a familly. You pretended to want to have that with me and when you messed with my dream well.... That is something you just don't do to people who believe in themselves. I am confidant, I am strong, and despite you knocking me down I went out and did all the things I said I would and I came to you and loved you and believed in you. One day you will look back and realize how much someone truly loved you and just how much damage you are causing and have caused not only with me and other people. What kind of person would let other people have to deal with her mistakes instead of step up and be responsible for them? What kind of person would like to have their dirty laundry aired on the internet instead of talk to the person they hurt and make peace? What kind of person would have their reputation tested even if it is the truth and not defend themselves? I sure wouldn't? Yet you let others compensate for your actions, you let others take some sort of guilty by association blame whether it be your Pastor, Your Church, or Your family. Your actions toward me someone who truly loves you have led to all this. How hard would it be to change your life and be proud of who you are? How hard would it be to realize that God does allow people to love you as much as I do? I have never done anything but believe in you. I thought you were the most beautiful, intelligent, caring person and even after all the rotten stuff you said and did. I forgive you and still love you. I could hate you and go on slagging you and placing blame but that is not what the Lord wants. He wants me to continue to love you and believe in you. So this is a message to Rachel Myatt and her family. I love Rachel and I am going to continue to do so if even from a far. My songs are almost ready to share with the world. My videos are almost ready. I am still deciding if I should put out this book I am having others read it and proofread it. I want it to do justice to how much I love Rachel. Rachel what guy has went through so much to show you that he loves you? None? That is why you ran, that is why you still hide, and that is why ultimately you will realize how hurtful and wrong your treatment of me was. You stepped on my dream because my dream was to be a husband and father but only with you and Jonathan because God saw all the hurt and pain I went through and wanted me to have the best and I thought you were the best out of all the other choices because you loved God. Apparently you didnt think I loved God and you had no idea how much this life means to me or you and Jonathan meant to me. So when you are reading this today just know you can always change things. You can sit back and wallow in the past or you can make your own future. I am making a future bright where people all over the world know how much I loved and love Rachel Myatt even if she doesnt acknowledge me and pretends like I never existed. I love you. http://www.youtube.com/user/ILoveRachelMyatt4eva?feature=mhee
Songs to let you know how much I love you today
Step Into My World - Hurricane #1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zxYfabJSKI&feature=related
You're the One - Tracy Bohnam http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnEBpJ8REeI
This next song is because you really broke my heart and changed how I look at people for the longest time I was so sad and destitute after the way you treated me I just wanted to do drugs, start alcohol, and become devoid of all the pain and numb it. I wanted to go around and treat girls like crap because I had been so good to you and you just abused it. Its not right and no one deserves to be treated bad and I realized that even if you dont think so someday what you did to me will be returned to you in some form or fashion and I will still be full of love like I am now not miserable and not hurting people like you do Rachel. This song is about falling pray to that and giving up.
Open the Door - Magnapop http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDMq7rZHZPg
I waited a lifetime to meet someone special like you and to give all my love too. In the process I fell in love with wanting to be with not only you but Jonathan. I was a man who had so much love to give to you and you abused and squandered it. I am wounded and I will probably never trust another woman but the saddest thing is I tried to make peace with you and I do love you even after you have done the worst thing possible to me. I believe in love and you continue to deny that.
Matthew 7:8For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.
I ask you Rachel Myatt to walk through the door of forgiveness because I truly love you.
Rachel Myatt means the world to me and when we were dating I sent her this song one day one because they are from my home area but two because I always choose love and forgiveness over hate and grudges.
Love Like We Do - Edie Brickell and the New Bohemians http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYjVvEc5pj4
Rachel you were the one
God Bless All
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