Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
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Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Pastor Coleman Glenn Blog / Call for Rachel Myatt to Forgive

Dear Readers,

I do not wish to disrespect the Pastor in anyway even though he has disrespected me at times I do want to point out that he refused to answer my opposing point of view on his blog about "The Lesser Evil" He didn't want to deal with it because I actually used the Bible, I also used New Church Text to reply.  Now it is his right because it is his blog but it also just shows that as a Pastor he doesnt want anyone who might disprove him or discredit him in anyway to start a true discussion that may arise from my questioning him.  My question basically was  it is always better to seek to do a degree of good than to do any degree of evil. End of story! Not only did I use scripture but text from Swedenborg.  I mean what kind of Pastor is scared of intelligent debate on a sermon he wrote.  Oh I get it because it in some way involved me putting in a hypothetical about Rachel's hypocrisy and bigotry and also it discredited part of his sermon.  He can ignore me all he wants I had nothing but respect for the guy. As a Christian though I find myself more open minded than the New Church is on things. They dont believe in the Immaculate Conception. They dont believe in a literal Adam and Eve.  They use a lot of text from a man who was deemed crazy by his peers. They preach "All Religion is Of Life, And the Life of Religion is to Do what is Good"  from their sacred text Doctrine of Life #1 by Emmanuel Swedenborg but yet he preaches a sermon about how its good to do lesser degrees of evil to people.  He also didnt condone Rachel's evil against me. What if I went up to Pastor Coleman and chopped off his arm and then said "Hey Buddy I didn't kill you so its a lesser degree of evil so that is ok" Sounds absurd and silly doesn't it. Well that is how it sounds to say one thing and then treat other people another way.  He didn't listen last year when I brought all that was happening to his attention and it was about Rachel's blatant bigotry. I mean if the Church wants to teach people to call other stupid and not want to deal with anyone who believes in the Immaculate Conception and who believe in Adam and Eve well then they better start telling all the Protestant and Catholic folks how stupid and ignorant they are.  Pastor Coleman actually thinks this is about Rachel breaking up with me.  Dude there are so many girls out in the world its just I felt for her bigotry, her lies, deception and hateful attitude she needed to be exposed for the bully, bigot, and two faced person she is no matter how much I love her. I am sorry I call all my friends on crap and I expect them to call me on it too. If Rachel truly cared for me she would have realized how ridiculous she was being. How hurtful and hateful her actions were by not only abandoning me after losing my mom but trying to judge a grieving persons mental state and make me look crazy to others. If I were afraid of what others think then I wouldnt still be writing this blog. This blog is worldwide and it is also public I could have hidden it but that is what cowards do.  I am proud to tell my story.  I will back up anything in words and writing and I will expose Rachel note for note if that is what she wants.  Pastor Coleman Glenn is a great man I think but I also think he is one dimensional and not looking at both sides of the spectrum both from a Christian standpoint and a moral standpoint.  Its ok for one person to be evil to another and not expect something back.  Well all I really have been trying to do is love people and if he wants to paint it otherwise that is his right to do so. I am so sorry Pastor Glenn that you dont want people to see two sides of the story you would rather bask in the good comments instead of the constructive critisizm of someone who doesnt believe what you believe. You would rather not have a real arguement but be praised for what you say without any kind of rational disagreement.  Its ok though there are lots of religious dictators and oligarchic leaders in this world.  I didn't think you passed for one.  I have nothing more to say. I will end on this Rachel Myatt opened up Pandora's Box and I am taking it all over the world. Her one cruel act could have been countered with an act of forgiveness and reconcilition but she would rather drag more people into this as long as she doesn't have to deal with the reality.  Please take the time to read some of Pastor Glenn's Blogs

http://colemanglenn.wordpress.com/2011/10/30/sermon-the-lesser-evil/  and please share them with others who may be interested in the subject.

This is on the front page of the New Church website and it is also what I believe is good and of God about the New Church. Pastors like this are inspiring and are showing the kind of love and compassion in their teachings that is becoming of a Christian. I call on you Pastor Glenn Coleman to listen to this if you havent. I also call on Rachel to forget and forgive. I truly do love you and I forgive you for all you have done to me. I wont forget but I can put it at the back of my mind and it has truly made me a stronger and more determined person. If you cant do it for me then do it for the blessings and faith my mother who loved you and never even met you left you and your family in death. She loved you Rachel as do I. I want you to think about forgiveness all of you who read and watch this tonight.
http://www.newchurch.org/activities/newchurchlive/archives/forgiveness/index.html

I also wanted to leave this video from musician, spoken word, and author Henry Rollins it is about Racism and Judging others.  It was instrumental to me hearing a person of a different ethicity realizing what someone like me actually has to go through.  I love all people but to hear Henry Rollins a white man understand what someone like me might have actually gone through and understand why I might fight and believe in stuff or give up and become part of a cycle of death or violence then maybe Rachel and others might understand where I am coming from. I do apologize for the profanity if it offends you dont listen to it.  It also has the N word but it is trying to prove a point. I was 15 when I heard this and I have shared it with many people to know why I never give up and put my faith in God otherwise I would have succumbed to the what Rollins was talking about especially people being scared of you, making fun of your differences, and not loving you for who you are. "Boy on A Train" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i71RFjkMAjI&feature=player_embedded#!


Dearest Rachel, I want forgiveness and peace with you. Do you know how much I love you. I am about to tell you. I love you so much that my friends have written your Church and Pastors in Canada. I love you so much I made a whole campaign just to tell you. I love you so much that I pray about you every night and just tell God how much I love and miss you and Jonathan.  Last but not least this is how much I love you. I will go away forever and never bother you again if you pick up the phone and make peace with me. That is my promise, my word to God, and and that is truly how much I love you.  Your move, your choice.
I loved you and you were my best friend. Since you wont make peace with me and just keep ignoring me I wanted to leave this song for you because I have felt this way every since you walked away from me.  You have killed my love for people. My trust in people but not my love. I am sorry you dont know how much you mean to me.  I never deserved someone so selfish and uncaring in my life I only deserved to be loved and cherished like I loved and cherished you.  You will never know how the story ended. Goodbye
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnu2kPF6ty8
God Bless All

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