A Promise to Rachel of Unconditional Love, The Lords Prayer, Peace, and a True Love

Dear Rachel and My dear Readers,


My dearest Rachel on Monday August 8th it will have been a year since my mother passed away. She gave me her blessing to love you and to never give up on you no matter what happens. If you truly love someone then even when things seem bleak you stand your ground and believe.  That being said my love for you is not only in honor of my loving mother but to you as my sister in Christ, my dearest friend, and a testament to how much I love you though Gods love.  Nobody here thinks I am crazy in the persistence and love I have had in trying to get you to realize.  You can tell your Reverend Glenn, your family, and anyone else all the mistruths you want about me but deep in your heart I did nothing but love you and be faithful to you as the words from you email were submitted in the blog preceding this one.  My mother was a good Christian woman and she never gave up on those people who persecuted her, put her down, or made her look small.  Each day I continue to love you even though you ignore me and know that you cause me pain is another day that I grow stronger in the Lord's love and in my mothers footsteps which were always to walk in the way of the Lord.  We are all imperfect and we all stumble but the most humble things we can do is forgive and make peace with people.  I asked you for those things for almost a year it will be September 9th .  So once again this is an open letter to anyone who reads this blog to pray for Rachel and I to find reconciliation and peace.  Rachel you are my dearest friend and I hold you as family in my heart.  I leave you with these two last thing.


1.  The only thing I want for Christmas is peace with you this year.  I know it is only August but to all my friends, family, and readers who read this.  I never ask for material things.  Say a little prayer that Byron and Rachel make peace and I will appreciate your prayers.  That is the kindest thing anyone could ever do for me.  The gift of love is all I have wanted all my life and Rachel didn't understand how much she hurt me when she played with the only thing I wanted which was to be a family with her and Jonathan.


2. I leave you all with the Lord's Prayer.  I hope you look to God for spiritual guidance both in times of good and bad.  Never give up on what you believe in and always trust in HIM.  Thank you and God Bless.

  The Lords Prayer

 Matthew 6:9-13

⁹ Pray then like this:

  "Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name. ¹⁰ Your kingdom come, your will be done,
    on earth as it is in heaven.

¹¹ Give us this day our daily bread, ¹²and forgive us our debts,
   as we also have forgiven our debtors.

¹³And lead us not into temptation,
   but deliver us from evil.

 I will continue to love you Rachel and Jonathan till the day when your heart opens to me and you and I can speak again. I love you unconditionally from the deepest regions of my heart and I will continue to till the day I fall asleep in death from this earth. 

This is a song called "Two Kinds of Right" by my friend Patience and her friends the Australian band "The Grates" it has a beautiful message and I dedicate it to Rachel and to anyone who reads this who loves someone who they have had a falling out with and wants to make peace and sense of things.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xLOLZeopTI