Dear Rachel and Readers,
I want to write today about Personal Responsibility real quick. In the great worldwide web we are responsible for everything we write, we say, and we do. That being said I am fully aware of the things I say. I take great care in what I do say on here. I mean all of it and I am willing to take any consequences. I have said things about Rachel that may have been hurtful but most of them are true. I have reacted to the New Church the way they have reacted to me and that is truthful. The Americans acting loving and concerned and the Canadians pushing things off to the side. I truly do love Rachel Myatt and that will never change. I think she is toxic and hurtful toward people and I started this blog and worldwide revolution so that in the future she may be truthful to people and not lie to them. I am about to embark on a journey of art and media around North America to share the project I made about how Rachel broke my heart and betrayed my friendship. That is why I am saddest. The kind of friendship I had for her was beyond any romantic type love I had for her it was true, honest, and unconditionally and I have about 5 friends in this world that I love like that. Rachel I still love you like that. You can read this and you can think about it and you can put all your pride and ill feelings behind you. As much as you hurt me I have forgiven you. I am doing what I am doing now because God has put me on this path because He knows how much love I have as a person and how I never give up on those I care for. It is your choice. Continue being selfish and I will continue showing the love I have for you worldwide. Or you can pic up the phone and we can talk as adults do and as they say in the ghetto. "We can squash this Beef!" I would really like to put all this animosity and hurt behind us. I love you and I know that you can't just be living your life thinking you were able to escape the damage you done because you have shown that by your actions on the internet. You have affected your family, your church, and yourself by being selfish. Do what is right for the greater good before it gets any bigger. I love you Rachel Myatt. Show you love me at least as a friend and let all the evil and bad feelings go. I still believe in you. I still love you with all my heart. I pray that soon this will end happily for both of us. Until then I will continue my worldwide campaign of showing you how much you and Jonathan mean to me and when it becomes huge there will be nothing you can do to stop it. I gave you a chance to keep it at a small level now I have started taking it to the world. Peace.
Food for thought Rachel.
1. You showed Religious Bigotry and Bias to me the whole time we were together I showed tolerance acceptance and love.
2. I never lied to you, you were the only girl I ever wanted, I desired you and told you I only wanted intimacy if you wanted to be in a relationship. You played with that.
3. You played with a man's want an desire to have a family. Some men don't want to take care of their own children let alone accept another man's child as their own but there I was full of love for Jonathan and I loved both of you more than my own life. I was ready to give up all that I had here and be with you. You played with that true love, that devotion, and my loyalty to you. Then you have the audacity to call me damaged and unstable. Especially after I had just lost my mom.
Rachel you really need to think about the harm and damage you have done and why I am warranted in using my free will to do what I am doing. I am telling a story because of the way you acted. I am man enough to admit that part of the way I reacted was wrong but it was not without merritt . You can only hope to be as strong when one of your parents dies and then and only then will you understand what I was going through. The fact though that I loved you enough to still keep my promise to you, allowed you a chance to break up with me if you wanted to, then have you lie and treat me with such disrespect. You only care about your own happiness and selfish free will. You have no idea what it is like to sacrifice for others, save Jonathan. If you give true love a try, selfless, unconditional love a try. Then and maybe only then will you be able to truly live a life of good. You are so judgmental of others but this whole time I have loved you, sought forgiveness from you even though I did nothing wrong. If you felt manipulated I am sorry but your lies to me killed me and I wasn't nor shouldn't have held that back. You need to see what not being truthful did to people and you are getting what you deserve. I am sorry that you have been put out there like this but I put all my personal business out there too so I am no longer afraid or scared of anything. After your hurtful and heinous act against friendship, love, and trust. I have no faith in humanity anymore. The only thing that would bring that back and redeem it in my eyes is if you were to pick up the phone and end this.
I want to write today about Personal Responsibility real quick. In the great worldwide web we are responsible for everything we write, we say, and we do. That being said I am fully aware of the things I say. I take great care in what I do say on here. I mean all of it and I am willing to take any consequences. I have said things about Rachel that may have been hurtful but most of them are true. I have reacted to the New Church the way they have reacted to me and that is truthful. The Americans acting loving and concerned and the Canadians pushing things off to the side. I truly do love Rachel Myatt and that will never change. I think she is toxic and hurtful toward people and I started this blog and worldwide revolution so that in the future she may be truthful to people and not lie to them. I am about to embark on a journey of art and media around North America to share the project I made about how Rachel broke my heart and betrayed my friendship. That is why I am saddest. The kind of friendship I had for her was beyond any romantic type love I had for her it was true, honest, and unconditionally and I have about 5 friends in this world that I love like that. Rachel I still love you like that. You can read this and you can think about it and you can put all your pride and ill feelings behind you. As much as you hurt me I have forgiven you. I am doing what I am doing now because God has put me on this path because He knows how much love I have as a person and how I never give up on those I care for. It is your choice. Continue being selfish and I will continue showing the love I have for you worldwide. Or you can pic up the phone and we can talk as adults do and as they say in the ghetto. "We can squash this Beef!" I would really like to put all this animosity and hurt behind us. I love you and I know that you can't just be living your life thinking you were able to escape the damage you done because you have shown that by your actions on the internet. You have affected your family, your church, and yourself by being selfish. Do what is right for the greater good before it gets any bigger. I love you Rachel Myatt. Show you love me at least as a friend and let all the evil and bad feelings go. I still believe in you. I still love you with all my heart. I pray that soon this will end happily for both of us. Until then I will continue my worldwide campaign of showing you how much you and Jonathan mean to me and when it becomes huge there will be nothing you can do to stop it. I gave you a chance to keep it at a small level now I have started taking it to the world. Peace.
Food for thought Rachel.
1. You showed Religious Bigotry and Bias to me the whole time we were together I showed tolerance acceptance and love.
2. I never lied to you, you were the only girl I ever wanted, I desired you and told you I only wanted intimacy if you wanted to be in a relationship. You played with that.
3. You played with a man's want an desire to have a family. Some men don't want to take care of their own children let alone accept another man's child as their own but there I was full of love for Jonathan and I loved both of you more than my own life. I was ready to give up all that I had here and be with you. You played with that true love, that devotion, and my loyalty to you. Then you have the audacity to call me damaged and unstable. Especially after I had just lost my mom.
Rachel you really need to think about the harm and damage you have done and why I am warranted in using my free will to do what I am doing. I am telling a story because of the way you acted. I am man enough to admit that part of the way I reacted was wrong but it was not without merritt . You can only hope to be as strong when one of your parents dies and then and only then will you understand what I was going through. The fact though that I loved you enough to still keep my promise to you, allowed you a chance to break up with me if you wanted to, then have you lie and treat me with such disrespect. You only care about your own happiness and selfish free will. You have no idea what it is like to sacrifice for others, save Jonathan. If you give true love a try, selfless, unconditional love a try. Then and maybe only then will you be able to truly live a life of good. You are so judgmental of others but this whole time I have loved you, sought forgiveness from you even though I did nothing wrong. If you felt manipulated I am sorry but your lies to me killed me and I wasn't nor shouldn't have held that back. You need to see what not being truthful did to people and you are getting what you deserve. I am sorry that you have been put out there like this but I put all my personal business out there too so I am no longer afraid or scared of anything. After your hurtful and heinous act against friendship, love, and trust. I have no faith in humanity anymore. The only thing that would bring that back and redeem it in my eyes is if you were to pick up the phone and end this.
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