Rachel Myatt and my readers I am different. I am beautiful. I am blessed. I am proud of who I am and though I let Rachel tear me down and believe that there was an honest loving Christian woman in her. I learned that she wasn't. She is afraid to love, afraid to tell people the truth but shallow, self centered, and cowardly so she has to put down other people in order to make her self look like somebody. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahobQNHBV-M Yeah I am proud I am an individual. I loved you and your son. I was willing to be selfless and give you all of me and want to spend my life with you and Jonathan, Rachel Myatt and what did you do. You played me like a game. So now that I am doing everything I said I would how do you feel? My tour has only just begun. My book has now turned into a full multimedia project an exhibit of art, music, spoken word and I am going to show as many people as I can. You didn't believe me but yes I am doing this and I am not looking back. You can sue me, do whatever you feel like doing, I don't give a flying flip!!!! I may have gotten sad, depressed and felt like I wanted to die when you abandoned me but the one thing I didn't do is lose my faith in God and my faith in myself. See that is the difference between me and you. I go out and do stuff that I say I am going to do. I keep my promises. I don't back down. You say things and then back down, you let others influence you, or you don't speak your mind fully. You were that bully girl in high school that made fun of others and now you are just a nobody so you have nothing to fall back on.
You are so hung up on the guy that didn't want you. Jonathan's dad that you didn't allow yourself to be loved by me. You saw that I was for real, that I loved you for real, and that I would stick around and do anything and you ran scared. Am I obsessed with you. Hell NO!! Do I Care About you? Yes I do. Do I still love you? Yes as my sister in Christ you will always have my love. Do you or did you deserve any of my love? No because you abused it. You played with it. You lied. and most of all you used God's name in vain to do it. You even wanted me to hate you! You know I am not capable of that. So what I want to say today is that to Rachel Myatt I am far from done. You can sit back and know life goes on. Your lies catch up with you, you may not pay for it today, or tomorrow but somewhere down the line for all the lies and games you played with me it will be returned to you and even worst. I asked for peace with you so my heart is clear and free. I don't need your forgiveness, I don't need your reconciliation, I don't even need to hear your name again. What you did was disgusting, hateful, and you deserve ever bit of whatever comes to you in the future. For making fun of me and calling me sick because I lost my mom I have to say this and once again I am a Christian but I fall short sometimes I have to say FUCK YOU RACHEL MYATT, FUCK YOU AND any Religion that Teaches that it is OK to act like that to Someone who has lost a relative or loved one. WHAT IF JONATHAN DIED do you think I would ridicule you and break up with you because you were under the weather. No! So FUCK YOU RACHEL MYATT. FUCK YOU NOW and FUCK YOU LATER and I hope that nothing ever happens as hateful and hurtful as what you did to me because I don't have evil in my heart like you do. I am proud of who I am, I don't back down to anyone. The Letters To Rachel Project Tour starts in the Northwest in September and I am not kidding. Your church will see what I am talking about. You will see what I am talking about and you will think the next time you say you love someone, say you want to be there for them, then talk shit about them, and kick them when they are down. I loved you and Jonathan and was willing to give my life for you two. What were you willing to give for me. Yeah you are a selfish, uncaring, self righteous, pretender and I intend to expose you to all those guys you hurt before and so you wont hurt anyone else. I do this for my Brothers who don't need to put up with your crap. I love you and still care for you but you lie in your bed now sleep in it!!!!!!!!!!!
You are so hung up on the guy that didn't want you. Jonathan's dad that you didn't allow yourself to be loved by me. You saw that I was for real, that I loved you for real, and that I would stick around and do anything and you ran scared. Am I obsessed with you. Hell NO!! Do I Care About you? Yes I do. Do I still love you? Yes as my sister in Christ you will always have my love. Do you or did you deserve any of my love? No because you abused it. You played with it. You lied. and most of all you used God's name in vain to do it. You even wanted me to hate you! You know I am not capable of that. So what I want to say today is that to Rachel Myatt I am far from done. You can sit back and know life goes on. Your lies catch up with you, you may not pay for it today, or tomorrow but somewhere down the line for all the lies and games you played with me it will be returned to you and even worst. I asked for peace with you so my heart is clear and free. I don't need your forgiveness, I don't need your reconciliation, I don't even need to hear your name again. What you did was disgusting, hateful, and you deserve ever bit of whatever comes to you in the future. For making fun of me and calling me sick because I lost my mom I have to say this and once again I am a Christian but I fall short sometimes I have to say FUCK YOU RACHEL MYATT, FUCK YOU AND any Religion that Teaches that it is OK to act like that to Someone who has lost a relative or loved one. WHAT IF JONATHAN DIED do you think I would ridicule you and break up with you because you were under the weather. No! So FUCK YOU RACHEL MYATT. FUCK YOU NOW and FUCK YOU LATER and I hope that nothing ever happens as hateful and hurtful as what you did to me because I don't have evil in my heart like you do. I am proud of who I am, I don't back down to anyone. The Letters To Rachel Project Tour starts in the Northwest in September and I am not kidding. Your church will see what I am talking about. You will see what I am talking about and you will think the next time you say you love someone, say you want to be there for them, then talk shit about them, and kick them when they are down. I loved you and Jonathan and was willing to give my life for you two. What were you willing to give for me. Yeah you are a selfish, uncaring, self righteous, pretender and I intend to expose you to all those guys you hurt before and so you wont hurt anyone else. I do this for my Brothers who don't need to put up with your crap. I love you and still care for you but you lie in your bed now sleep in it!!!!!!!!!!!
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