Dear Bishops, Pastors, and Reverends,
I hereby affirm to you this day August 11th 2011 that I love Rachel Myatt as my friend, my sister in Christ, and someone I will always care about. You recently received letters about my love for her that I sent out all around the world. I did that because I deeply care about Rachel and I am writing this reply especially to Pastor James Cooper of the Olivet New Church and Day School of Toronto,Ontario and to Coleman Glenn of the New Church of Dawson Creek, British Columbia. I wrote you as spiritual leaders because of the deep love I have for Rachel. I wrote you because I believe in her and because her actions toward me were shocking and very hurtful after all the love and promise she showed as my dear friend and girlfriend. She acted loving and kind and then all the sudden became hostile, hateful, and hurtful toward me. I wrote you because at the time I lost my mother things were sad, I was lost, and hurting but I came to Rachel for love, for true friendship, and for caring and she used the teachings of the New Church to tear me down because she couldn't have her way. She wanted me to stop loving her which I could not do, she wanted to abandon me, curse me, and put me down and then tell me there would be no consequences for any actions she took toward me. Her actions sent me into a deep depression, she thought that I would just walk away and let her walk all over me after her cruelty, lies, and deception. No I thought about revenge at first but in the end the best way to be is loving. So I started the Letters to Rachel Worldwide Campaign to let her know I love her. It was not meant to hurt her but to hold a mirror up to her face and show her that even though she lied, abandoned me, and was cruel to me when I needed her most after my mother died. I still love her, I still care, and I want everyone to know it. I don't care what you or anyone else thinks of me Pastors, Reverends, and Bishops. All I care about is what God wants. Free will allows us to be selfish and hurtful and that is what Rachel chooses. I choose to love and try to use my logic, my writing, and thought to win battles. I know that I am doing the right thing because Rachel and her family are the ones suffering not me. Rachel used to love to make movies and put pictures up on the internet. She doesn't now because she was so cruel to me she thinks I will use them against her. She doesn't answer my call to peace because she knows she was wrong and her actions were wrong. I did some wrong things to but I also know that I truly loved her and that was never a mistake, it was always God's will, and I continue to love her. So to Pastor Cooper who wrote me a short letter about how continuing a conversation about a romantic relationship with woman who isn't interested in me would be inappropriate. Well this was never about a romantic relationship and Rachel sure did act like she wanted me I have hundreds of lies from her on my computer and phone and pictures to prove it. We were intimate, we were close, and she was my best friend so to me it seems like as a spiritual leader and someone I came to in confidence you just are afraid to deal with things. One guy from Texas who told you he loved someone who used your theology to hurt and you have nothing better to say. Sounds kind of weak to me. You can't defend your religion when someone questions your beliefs and points out that someone is using it for evil. Do you endorse being cruel to those who are grieving and mourning and hurting them because that is why I wrote the letter because of Rachel's actions toward someone who loved her so much that they were willing to put that aside for a minute and come all the way from another country and spend time with the person they loved? Even my mother in her last words to me on her deathbed told me to love Rachel and never give up on her 3 weeks before I went to see her and I have never let my mom or God down for that matter. I intend to let others know how you acted because the American Pastors and Reverends that have written me back who received my letter gave their insight and scripture and that was loving and kind. Even Reverend Glenn attempted to do so and I apologize to him if he thinks I don't appreciate his insight because I do. I just don't think he fully understood the nature or implications of Rachel's actions. You on the other hand Pastor Cooper the assistant to the Bishop of the whole General New Church of Canada and you blow me off like you did. That is a shame. It is almost laughable. Just cause I don't have a theology degree doesn't mean I don't know a thing or too and it seems you are too lofty and haughty to answer me. You didn't truly read my letter. You sit and think you are so much better than me and I don't have time to indulge this person's heartfelt reply. You look down on me because you think I lack the intelligence, the insight, or knowledge to have a conversation worthy of your stature. I came to you as a Christian because I love another Christian who believes different than me and who used what you believed in to put me down thus ruining our friendship, our bond, and trying to make me stop loving her. God's love is unconditional and we as humans should strive to be the same way. If you believe in Christ then you believe it is right to always do what is good and that may not always be what we think is right. Putting down others regardless of your feelings is not what is good. It is not or ever justified. I thought you could talk to Rachel about your theology, morals, and the exacting love of truth and purity. That is why I contacted you and every Pastor, Reverend, and head of the New Church in the World I could. I love Rachel Myatt and her son Jonathan that much and once again it saddens me that you felt you couldn't do more than blow me off. You were surprised to get my letter because no one ever challenges you the way I did. Rachel knew how strong I was and that is why she hides. I am humble, pure of heart, and never give up on what and who I believe in. I have dealt with friends and family that have been drug addicts, liars, thieves, and all sorts of things but in the end we are all human and I seek peace and love with Rachel Myatt. If you can't appreciate that and you claim as a religion to be about love and God's love then you are just being hypocritical. I wanted peace with someone who hurt me, who lied to me, who said she wanted to be with me then turned her back on me. I have all her words to put on display but that is so petty but I showed some just to make a point. So I will close this letter and say I am sorry Pastor James Cooper of the Olivet New Church and Day School that you think so little of others. I had nothing but respect for you and I applaud Reverend Glenn for at least trying to use scripture and for showing some kind of interest even though we didn't see eye to eye. You on the other hand disappoint me and your arrogance precedes you. I am sorry you didn't like or understand the message in my letter but as the head of a Church after all the time and effort I put into that and to send it out to so many people and even personalize one for you you could have shown more interest. If you think that ignoring me and not giving me an audience or time of day will make me go away think again. I haven't given up on Rachel and its been a year so that option is out. I go against the grain and I am a leader not a follower or sheep. If you want to endorse religious bigotry yet have the people in your flock look down on others and put up your site about how you accept all religions and religion is of life fine go ahead. Don't be a hypocrite and bigot though when I am trying to explain to you that is why I came to you not merely cause I am pissed off that a relationship didn't work out. I hope you continue to look to God for guidance and even though you don't respect me I have the highest respect for you. I am sorry you didn't take the time to look into what was in my heart and that is true love for another human being.
B
I hereby affirm to you this day August 11th 2011 that I love Rachel Myatt as my friend, my sister in Christ, and someone I will always care about. You recently received letters about my love for her that I sent out all around the world. I did that because I deeply care about Rachel and I am writing this reply especially to Pastor James Cooper of the Olivet New Church and Day School of Toronto,Ontario and to Coleman Glenn of the New Church of Dawson Creek, British Columbia. I wrote you as spiritual leaders because of the deep love I have for Rachel. I wrote you because I believe in her and because her actions toward me were shocking and very hurtful after all the love and promise she showed as my dear friend and girlfriend. She acted loving and kind and then all the sudden became hostile, hateful, and hurtful toward me. I wrote you because at the time I lost my mother things were sad, I was lost, and hurting but I came to Rachel for love, for true friendship, and for caring and she used the teachings of the New Church to tear me down because she couldn't have her way. She wanted me to stop loving her which I could not do, she wanted to abandon me, curse me, and put me down and then tell me there would be no consequences for any actions she took toward me. Her actions sent me into a deep depression, she thought that I would just walk away and let her walk all over me after her cruelty, lies, and deception. No I thought about revenge at first but in the end the best way to be is loving. So I started the Letters to Rachel Worldwide Campaign to let her know I love her. It was not meant to hurt her but to hold a mirror up to her face and show her that even though she lied, abandoned me, and was cruel to me when I needed her most after my mother died. I still love her, I still care, and I want everyone to know it. I don't care what you or anyone else thinks of me Pastors, Reverends, and Bishops. All I care about is what God wants. Free will allows us to be selfish and hurtful and that is what Rachel chooses. I choose to love and try to use my logic, my writing, and thought to win battles. I know that I am doing the right thing because Rachel and her family are the ones suffering not me. Rachel used to love to make movies and put pictures up on the internet. She doesn't now because she was so cruel to me she thinks I will use them against her. She doesn't answer my call to peace because she knows she was wrong and her actions were wrong. I did some wrong things to but I also know that I truly loved her and that was never a mistake, it was always God's will, and I continue to love her. So to Pastor Cooper who wrote me a short letter about how continuing a conversation about a romantic relationship with woman who isn't interested in me would be inappropriate. Well this was never about a romantic relationship and Rachel sure did act like she wanted me I have hundreds of lies from her on my computer and phone and pictures to prove it. We were intimate, we were close, and she was my best friend so to me it seems like as a spiritual leader and someone I came to in confidence you just are afraid to deal with things. One guy from Texas who told you he loved someone who used your theology to hurt and you have nothing better to say. Sounds kind of weak to me. You can't defend your religion when someone questions your beliefs and points out that someone is using it for evil. Do you endorse being cruel to those who are grieving and mourning and hurting them because that is why I wrote the letter because of Rachel's actions toward someone who loved her so much that they were willing to put that aside for a minute and come all the way from another country and spend time with the person they loved? Even my mother in her last words to me on her deathbed told me to love Rachel and never give up on her 3 weeks before I went to see her and I have never let my mom or God down for that matter. I intend to let others know how you acted because the American Pastors and Reverends that have written me back who received my letter gave their insight and scripture and that was loving and kind. Even Reverend Glenn attempted to do so and I apologize to him if he thinks I don't appreciate his insight because I do. I just don't think he fully understood the nature or implications of Rachel's actions. You on the other hand Pastor Cooper the assistant to the Bishop of the whole General New Church of Canada and you blow me off like you did. That is a shame. It is almost laughable. Just cause I don't have a theology degree doesn't mean I don't know a thing or too and it seems you are too lofty and haughty to answer me. You didn't truly read my letter. You sit and think you are so much better than me and I don't have time to indulge this person's heartfelt reply. You look down on me because you think I lack the intelligence, the insight, or knowledge to have a conversation worthy of your stature. I came to you as a Christian because I love another Christian who believes different than me and who used what you believed in to put me down thus ruining our friendship, our bond, and trying to make me stop loving her. God's love is unconditional and we as humans should strive to be the same way. If you believe in Christ then you believe it is right to always do what is good and that may not always be what we think is right. Putting down others regardless of your feelings is not what is good. It is not or ever justified. I thought you could talk to Rachel about your theology, morals, and the exacting love of truth and purity. That is why I contacted you and every Pastor, Reverend, and head of the New Church in the World I could. I love Rachel Myatt and her son Jonathan that much and once again it saddens me that you felt you couldn't do more than blow me off. You were surprised to get my letter because no one ever challenges you the way I did. Rachel knew how strong I was and that is why she hides. I am humble, pure of heart, and never give up on what and who I believe in. I have dealt with friends and family that have been drug addicts, liars, thieves, and all sorts of things but in the end we are all human and I seek peace and love with Rachel Myatt. If you can't appreciate that and you claim as a religion to be about love and God's love then you are just being hypocritical. I wanted peace with someone who hurt me, who lied to me, who said she wanted to be with me then turned her back on me. I have all her words to put on display but that is so petty but I showed some just to make a point. So I will close this letter and say I am sorry Pastor James Cooper of the Olivet New Church and Day School that you think so little of others. I had nothing but respect for you and I applaud Reverend Glenn for at least trying to use scripture and for showing some kind of interest even though we didn't see eye to eye. You on the other hand disappoint me and your arrogance precedes you. I am sorry you didn't like or understand the message in my letter but as the head of a Church after all the time and effort I put into that and to send it out to so many people and even personalize one for you you could have shown more interest. If you think that ignoring me and not giving me an audience or time of day will make me go away think again. I haven't given up on Rachel and its been a year so that option is out. I go against the grain and I am a leader not a follower or sheep. If you want to endorse religious bigotry yet have the people in your flock look down on others and put up your site about how you accept all religions and religion is of life fine go ahead. Don't be a hypocrite and bigot though when I am trying to explain to you that is why I came to you not merely cause I am pissed off that a relationship didn't work out. I hope you continue to look to God for guidance and even though you don't respect me I have the highest respect for you. I am sorry you didn't take the time to look into what was in my heart and that is true love for another human being.
B
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