The Lost Meaning of A True Friend.

Rachel was someone I called best friend. That is something that is few and far between these days.  I showed her honesty, compassion, fidelity, passion, truth, and most of all unconditional love.  I would like to share with everyone some words she shared with me from an email and how easy people can break their words and promises.  I will never love anyone again because I was treated like this and lied to especially after I was mourning the loss of my mother.  No one should ever say words like these then walk away from someone who has done nothing but love them and desire to be with them with all their heart and soul like I loved and wanted to be like Rachel. 

Below are the contents of that email.

I love you because you love God and look to Him for guidance

I love you because you know yourself, know what you want and you give 100% to achieve it

I love you because you desire a family and you dream of it being with me

I love you because you want to love my son as your own

I love you because you get my sense of humor and make me laugh in return

I love that you feel free to be open with me and let me see all aspects of your personality

I love you for being able to dream and that you share your dreams with me

I love you for being willing to learn and willing to try and accept me and my religion

I love you for your thirst of knowledge and eagerness to learn

I love you for your big heart full of love and compassion

I love you for your fearlessness to put everything you've worked for in Texas behind you just to be with me in Dawson Creek

I love you because you are deserving of love and want it to be my love

I love you because you are a great guy.

I love you because you love me and believe in me

I love you for your patience and kindness, your devotion and your seriousness

I love you for your yearning for play and fun, your child like attitude.

I love your passionate nature and your powerful emotion.

Dude, I just plain love you.

Thank you for loving me, believing in me and trusting me with your heart. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_94J5fttVnk



My heart is eternally wounded and broken because I loved her with all my heart. I wish you would take a second look Rachel at how much I loved you and how I showed you a love like no other.  Instead you pushed and turned me away.  I will never trust anyone again after being lied to and abandoned by someone who would say those things.


Dear Rachel and Dear Readers.  The Story Shall be Told to All

Rachel you were my sister, my dear friend, and the last woman I will ever love.
I am in too much pain because you continue to ignore me and my asking of your forgiveness so I shall tell my story for the rest of my days.  I loved you with the purest heart.  I wish you and your family well and many blessings even if you can't wish me the same and want me to be happy too.

Leviticus 19:18
“‘Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against anyone among your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD.