The Power of Prayer and Forgiveness.

I ask you today dear Rachel to look into your heart and forgive me. Come back to me my friend, my sister, my love one. I have no hate, no animosity, and no negativity toward you. All that I am doing I do because I love you. If your family doesn't understand then I will offer my words to them to. I want them to know just how much I love you and that I would still walk the world telling people how much you mean to me. Forgive me as Christ forgives all of us everyday for our sins and transgressions.  I will leave you with two simple things today that may help you change your mind one is Scripture and the other is Prayer. I hope you will forgive me I miss you and Jonathan so much and most of all I miss you being in my life.

Colossians 3:12-14  ¹² Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. ¹³ Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. ¹⁴ And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

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The Lords Prayer

Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as in heaven. Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us. Save us from the time of trial and deliver us from evil. [For the kingdom, the power, and the glory are yours now and for ever.] Amen.

Nothing we can do can change the past but we can always make things better by making amends and righting wrongs. I have never stopped loving you Rachel Myatt. If you cant see the true and pure love I have for you then I don't know what else to do to prove how much I love you. I wont give up on you though or discard you though. Just like my Father in Heaven my love is patient, kind, and long suffering. Even though you hurt me and kicked me when I was down I prayed for things to be right and I have for months now. I encourage you to show this to your family and I encourage you to take this into your heart. I have never loved anyone like I love you and I still desire to be with you and your son. What didnt't kill me made me many times stronger and Gods love and guidance was always here for me. Everything happens for a reason and I was pushed to the limit of my love and what I could bare. The whole time you were pushing me away and abandoned me and I wanted to die God carried me and He gave me a reason to live and He showed me without a doubt that I did love you and my love for you was not a mistake. Why do you think out of nowhere I would want to tell the world how much I love you. No other woman has made me feel this way. I have had no desire to love anyone like I love you. I ask for you to comtemplate and think about things for the next couple of days. My email is always open to you, you may text or call me anytime. If anyone from your family wants to talk to me they may contact me and make an appointment and if they are civil and want to talk like men or women I will oblige. What man loves a woman so much that he would write the Church about the woman he loves, What mans ex girlfriend would write you and tell you how beautiful a person I am and the love I had and still have for her and that my love is worth it. What man has friends that will write the woman he loves and tries to convince her that I truly do love her. A man that is loved by many Rachel and a man that loves you. Most of all God loves me so I am asking you today to please put all this behind us and come back into my heart and into my favor. I love you and I will never stop loving you. 

This is how much I love you and how painful it felt when you walked away from me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZ5av3dglzY