Rachel and I were the closest of friends. I had told her for the first time how much I loved her. I had shunned off every other woman who made advances on me and had to hurt a friend of mine to tell her that Rachel was the one for me because she was my dearest friend, a Christian woman, and I loved her and her son and all I wanted to do was be with her. I wish that you would remember that Rachel. Remember how you felt when you got the scrapbook, the ring, and the promise I made to you. It was one of the happiest days in my life when you said you would be my girlfriend. Rachel I miss hearing about your days. I miss hearing about Jonathan and his progress. I miss hearing about your family. Most of all I miss you. I miss our chats, I miss our talks on the phone. I miss our text. Where did all that love go? In one short couple of days it all went out the door. The person who I believed in just stopped believing in me and gave up on me. I would have never given up on you. I still believe in you. I still love you and if the only way for you to know this is for me to keep up this blog and my worldwide tour then I will. I want you to know you and Jonathan are loved more than words can say. I said a long prayer yesterday that you and I find peace with each other. I ask God everyday that you and I reconcile. We both said and did nasty things but through it all Christ love heals all wounds in time and I have seen my worst enemy become my best friend and I can see my dearest friend become my friend and care about me again. I know you can Rachel. I believe in Christ and through Him all things are possible. I will never give up on you. Even if you or your family think I am crazy I am just doing what I always do. I am being the loving, fighting, and caring person that people have come to know. I would never turn my back on you or Jonathan my dear Rachel. You were and are still my family. I will not forget you, I forgive myself for all I did to hurt you and the Lord has forgiven me and washed that away. He has given me a tremendous love that I am now going to bestow on the Myatt, Friesens, and the New Church to show you that I love you. People from all over are reading this and I just want you to know that if someone truly loves you they will go through any legal means to show you they care. I am not a lunatic, a stalker, or a nut. I am just a guy who always goes the extra mile to show those he loves that they mean something to him even the people who hurt me. Are we not supposed to love our enemies as we love ourselves so how disheartening is it when our love ones act as our enemies? We continue to love them and pray for them and to never give up on them as I wont give up on loving you and Jonathan. Thank you for your time. For all those who believe in true love pass this blog on to other people and share it with someone who has lost their best friend, lover, or anyone that was close to them.
Rachel and Jonathan Myatt I love you with all my heart. I ask once again today that through Christ grace and mercy you forgive me and and we can live together in peace and true friendship.
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