Miles Away

I wonder if you still think of me
We are so far away, but my heart still aches to be with you.
Sometimes I still cry and the music almost left me to die
But I fell to my knees and I started to pray
So I was lifted like a flower and I still believe in you
You can keep walking away from what is real just like you always do
Whatever feels good at the moment what is right for your moment in time
It was ok for you to feel the way you do only your heart mattered not mine

So you laughed and you called me sick
I was hurting and I reached out to you to be there for me
You said you would and then you threw me out to sea to drown
Miles Away from you and you still put me down......

Now im a little bit stronger and the days are longer
I no longer live in the shadow of a cloudy day
So you try to hide and you wont be able to this time
I will put your cruelty to others out on display
When I needed you the most, You were not a gracious host
As your naked body I remember ever kiss and every caress
Then you tried to deny the love in your bed that we lie
Try to forget me for ever and a day
I will burn in your conscience till the day you die even though I am Miles Away...

So go ahead and don't forgive let your selfishness prevail
I will soon be free of you and you will be lost like my letters sent back in the mail
I gave you everything and kept my word and my promises
No one will ever love you like I did, Each night I think of you and your kid
How we could have been a family, No i think of what you did to me
I will never trust another, you tried to pretend we were never lovers.
You wanted to brush me under the rug like some bad memory
Miles Away when the truth comes out you will be
Then I will be free.........................................................