This is to Rachel, Her Family, and any true believers of love out there that read this.
I am about to put my faith, my love, and the limits of my heart to the test. Starting in April I am going to let the world know how much I love Rachel through part of the book I have written. "Letters To Rachel" this book is true story. It is only culminated from out Emails, Text, and Messenger conversations with some commentary thrown in from me because it is my story and my heart. I do care about Rachel and how she feels and it is not put out to slander her or hurt her but rather to show her that she hurt and abandoned a true friend who loves her so much that they would go to the ends of the earth to let her know that. There are crazy stalker guys and girls out there I know I have a stalker but this is different. I live thousands of miles away from Rachel. I haven't tried to call anyone but Rachel though I did write letters to her sister and mother. Both of which I adore but they might never know it. I have been steadfast in my love and I haven't backed down and that is what Unconditional love and friendship is about. Rachel maybe you have never had that kind of love outside of your family. The other guys gave up on you or didn't want or need what I need. I needed a best friend who was willing to accept me for who I was and still after you left me you said you loved me and accepted me. It also seems that you are so enmeshed in your family and the kids you take care of that you don't even know how to manage a relationship with another adult. You are hostile and cruel to people who otherwise love and care for you. It is sad because the woman who loved me was just that. She was full of love and hope then she became this ugly monster contradictory to her faith, her attitude, and the beautiful person I fell in love with. You don't give yourself a chance to be truly loved. You spend so much time finding faults in others when they overlook yours and love you for who you are. I just wanted you to know that this blog is just the start and in a couple of months I hope we have put this all behind us and I can stop all this writing and campaigning but I won't give up till we mend what was broken and make peace. That is how much I love you baby. So I will give you a hint of where the first 1000's people will know about Rachel Myatt. Its a big U.S. festival in one of the biggest states. Oh and I gave you a t-shirt from last years event. Yep you know how big that audience and lots of Canadians will be there so I will keep my promise. Hope this inspires you to bury the hatchet I'm waiting with open arms and all the love in the world still and take a listen to Blindside's song again "Time Will Change Your Heart" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YmTkY1nJaE&playnext=1&list=PL4BD64D12E9DBE626
Remember a true friend will weather the storm and do anything for you. You chose to see my diligence and my unabashed love for you as a burden and a curse. Even though I was hurting and wanted you to hurt end the end God lifted me to a higher place. Can you reach that higher place Rachel and forgive and forget as I had to or will you hold onto your pride continue to be selfish and treat me like an enemy. Your Choice as you always used to tell me.
love to all
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