Dear Rachel,
Today is a bit of sadness for me. North America gets the release of the new Rise Against album "Endgame" I knew how much you loved them so I even wrote singer Tim Mcllrath to write you. I personally hurt when I hear their music now. I think of you driving me to the airport our last kisses and how I thought I'd see you and Jonathan again and how right before I walked through I ran back to kiss you again and said "Don't forget I love you". I will never stop loving you. I also want you to know through my mothers death and everything thing else that was going on at the time when I was with you when I was with you I was free so today I dedicate the song "I Felt Free" by Circa Survive. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ROr9HTmfCY&playnext=1&list=PL27105BFE4BF03EE5 I wish you truly knew how much I cared and how much being with you was healing me and giving me a hope for the future. I wish you could put your pride aside and see you have a chance to do good and that us reconciling and putting all the things behind us is what God was worth. If you weren't worth my time then I would have given up long ago against my better judgment. I stand tall and believe in the one who gave me life and who washed me of my sins. Christ is my reason for still loving you and no matter what you do to ignore, hide, or not pay attention eventually you will be faced with the reality of what you did and have to come full circle with it. So as I prepare to let the whole world know how much I love you I would rather you contact me and put this behind us so that I wont have to take things that far but I will if it means you will eventually face me. Pick up the phone and talk to me and be free also. I love you Rachel Myatt.
To anybody reading this who believes in true love, may you receive it.
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