Dearest Rachel,
I have no idea what you are doing, where you are, who you are with and what has been going on in your mind all this time but I do love you. I know so much more than you think. When God gives you a love like I have for you then it is the strongest kind that could ever exist. Tomorrow is the first day of my New Church Project. I wont tell you much but that it is letters and they will be distributed to places undisclosed to you or the New Church. Each day I will do the same thing. I am also fasting for the next 30 days in hopes that we will still find peace. It is a symbol of discipline and the love I have for you. I would really love to hear your voice and for us to end all this but it is your choice to be reluctant and miss out on true love and friendship. If I hated you and didnt truly love you I wouldn't give you the time a day. I spend at least 30 minutes or an hour a day writing my blog to you. You never appreciated my love Rachel Myatt. You think it is your right to treat everyone cruel and at your disposal but now that I have done the things I have done and not backed down you have learned otherwise. You can't do things without thinking I will be looking for you. Don't flatter yourself. I love you but I don't sit on the computer for hours looking up information on you. That is for someone with no life and who is a stalker. My blog is because I love you and truly want peace with you. My videos are symbol of my hurt but that I still love you. I love Jonathan just as much and I would never put up pictures of a child that wasn't mine unless the pictures were mine and that person was special to me. He is so important to me as are you. You can continue to hide Rachel because I am out in the open now. I am out to your Church in the U.S. and Canada. They know my name and they know of how I feel. I have told them how I felt and what I am going to do and I have free will and the right to do it. How I do it is the question and what I end up doing will affect you, the Church, and your family. I am a peaceful person. I am a Christian Anarchist which means do or believe whatever you want as long as you dont hurt others or impose your beliefs on them You chose to hurt me Rachel with your self righteousness nd arrogance. I accepted your beliefs and you spit on me by not even being able to pray with me. You pretended to love me and want to be in a relationship with me and then all of the sudden try to cut ties with me and then use your Religion to justify the evil that you did. You know why all this is happening Rachel? You are not a very nice person. I love you but you do not have humility, you are kind to certain kinds of people and then the other people you dont give a chance. You treat men disrespectful. After all I went through and did to get to you Rachel and you just abandon me and slander me and here I am still seeking peace with you. What kind of Christian are you? I am not going to rant on this too much I just wanted to wish you a Happy 2012 and I love you and Jonathan dearly but I am not going to hold back as of 12am. I have to press forward in my revolution and kindness toward you and soon people everywhere both New Church and others will know the story and know how much I truly love you. When you tried to get rid of me the saddest thing you did is forget about all the pictures and all the emails we shared. They are the defining moment in my campaign because they show the truth in what I am saying and show how you mislead and played with me in wanting true love and a family. I am extending my olive branch to you this first day of the new year Rachel Myatt. I said a prayer. I am having my first meal of my fasting which is unleavend bread and blackeyed peas for good luck. I don't need luck though because I have God and He is the greatest love and game changer anyone could have on their side. I want you and Jonathan back in my life that is your choice to keep ignoring all the love, the letters, the concern by your fellow New Church members and everything. I am through trying to prove anything to you I am just going to do what I said I am and you will have to deal with the consequences and how they apply to your life. After all this that has happened between us I still love you. I gave you so many chances and never gave up on you. Why cant you give me this one chance and make peace with me. You Decide!
God Bless All
Happy New Year!
I have no idea what you are doing, where you are, who you are with and what has been going on in your mind all this time but I do love you. I know so much more than you think. When God gives you a love like I have for you then it is the strongest kind that could ever exist. Tomorrow is the first day of my New Church Project. I wont tell you much but that it is letters and they will be distributed to places undisclosed to you or the New Church. Each day I will do the same thing. I am also fasting for the next 30 days in hopes that we will still find peace. It is a symbol of discipline and the love I have for you. I would really love to hear your voice and for us to end all this but it is your choice to be reluctant and miss out on true love and friendship. If I hated you and didnt truly love you I wouldn't give you the time a day. I spend at least 30 minutes or an hour a day writing my blog to you. You never appreciated my love Rachel Myatt. You think it is your right to treat everyone cruel and at your disposal but now that I have done the things I have done and not backed down you have learned otherwise. You can't do things without thinking I will be looking for you. Don't flatter yourself. I love you but I don't sit on the computer for hours looking up information on you. That is for someone with no life and who is a stalker. My blog is because I love you and truly want peace with you. My videos are symbol of my hurt but that I still love you. I love Jonathan just as much and I would never put up pictures of a child that wasn't mine unless the pictures were mine and that person was special to me. He is so important to me as are you. You can continue to hide Rachel because I am out in the open now. I am out to your Church in the U.S. and Canada. They know my name and they know of how I feel. I have told them how I felt and what I am going to do and I have free will and the right to do it. How I do it is the question and what I end up doing will affect you, the Church, and your family. I am a peaceful person. I am a Christian Anarchist which means do or believe whatever you want as long as you dont hurt others or impose your beliefs on them You chose to hurt me Rachel with your self righteousness nd arrogance. I accepted your beliefs and you spit on me by not even being able to pray with me. You pretended to love me and want to be in a relationship with me and then all of the sudden try to cut ties with me and then use your Religion to justify the evil that you did. You know why all this is happening Rachel? You are not a very nice person. I love you but you do not have humility, you are kind to certain kinds of people and then the other people you dont give a chance. You treat men disrespectful. After all I went through and did to get to you Rachel and you just abandon me and slander me and here I am still seeking peace with you. What kind of Christian are you? I am not going to rant on this too much I just wanted to wish you a Happy 2012 and I love you and Jonathan dearly but I am not going to hold back as of 12am. I have to press forward in my revolution and kindness toward you and soon people everywhere both New Church and others will know the story and know how much I truly love you. When you tried to get rid of me the saddest thing you did is forget about all the pictures and all the emails we shared. They are the defining moment in my campaign because they show the truth in what I am saying and show how you mislead and played with me in wanting true love and a family. I am extending my olive branch to you this first day of the new year Rachel Myatt. I said a prayer. I am having my first meal of my fasting which is unleavend bread and blackeyed peas for good luck. I don't need luck though because I have God and He is the greatest love and game changer anyone could have on their side. I want you and Jonathan back in my life that is your choice to keep ignoring all the love, the letters, the concern by your fellow New Church members and everything. I am through trying to prove anything to you I am just going to do what I said I am and you will have to deal with the consequences and how they apply to your life. After all this that has happened between us I still love you. I gave you so many chances and never gave up on you. Why cant you give me this one chance and make peace with me. You Decide!
God Bless All
Happy New Year!
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