Dear Readers(Especially those of the New Church),
I just want to thank all those who read my blog and all who have prayed for me. Whether you be of the New Church or of any faith I appreciate all those who read, leave kind words, and who see the love in what I am doing. I want The New Church to know one thing. I am still going to launch my campaign in 2012. You will not know the hour, nor will you know how I will launch it but I am going to stick to my word so that Rachel can see that when you use religion and faith to hurt others that it can make a difference in people's life. I am full of love for Rachel Myatt and her entire family. I have love and respect for many Pastors in the New Church especially those who wrote me in the "Letters to Rachel" summer campaign. I am inspired to do more. I just want Rachel to know if she reads this and to Pastor Glenn of the Dawson Creek New Church in British Columbia, Canada to know one thing. "Its On" meaning I am not going to back down, I am not giving up on Rachel, and the whole world is going to know of how things happened and how I asked to make peace with her and she turned a deaf ear. I was inspired and moved by the Bible, by popular singer Adele's album 21 about her break up with her boyfriend. I went back and listened to my favorite all time album "The Downward Spiral" by Nine Inch Nails" I was moved to take my body of music in the "Letters to Rachel"album and make it a concept album. I am now using dialogue from correspondence between us in between and in the body of some of the actual songs. My wish is that Rachel will call my Christmas Eve or Christmas day but I am highly doubtful she will. All I know is that I love her and so much love is coming her way in Dawson Creek, British Columbia. I will spend 2012 really letting her know I love her and maybe then she will understand that when God is truly with you there is nothing you cant and wont do. I love you Rachel Myatt and I will stand my ground. My faith will not be shaken and I will not be your enemy or an enemy of the New Church. I will stand proud in my love of God and I will stand against you with both love and wisdom. My pen, my thoughts, my videos, my love of music, and my love of God will be all that I have to take into battle. It will be in this Rachel Myatt that you will truly know how much I love you and Jonathan.
1 Peter 5:10
And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
Luke 6:48
They are like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on rock. When a flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built.
For Rachel and Jane Myatt since you chose to mistake me describing my surroundings and the hell I went though growing up as being mentally ill. You chose to take me telling the truth about what I had been through as being unhappy or damaged. I call it reality and the truth. Didn't mean I was unhappy so you can live your sheltered life in Northern Canada with no violence, no killings, shootings, and drugs everywhere but dont you dare judge me for loving you enough to tell you about myself like you both seemed to do. Viva La Revolution to both you and the New Church. Im about to call bigotry, hatred, and intolerance. Most all to people who act with a double standard. Act one way at Church and treat others another way when they are not around the Church.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UEwki01-tY&feature=related
I am about to make my video about the New Church much like the one above.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zStxvq_Qqow
For being sheltered and not being able to love people who are different than you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HernHe5Ctek
This is so you can learn to love people who just are themselves no matter what others think of you. You could have loved me for who I was Rachel but you chose to treat me like an outcast and find all my flaws and imperfections and treat me like crap. I am beautiful and full of love and I would never treat you as less of a person.
You were my best friend Rachel. I love you more than anyone else in the world and if you really knew how I felt you would come back.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iRk2aWKrA4&feature=related
I guess showing the world how much I love you is what you want than to just make peace with me.
I just want to thank all those who read my blog and all who have prayed for me. Whether you be of the New Church or of any faith I appreciate all those who read, leave kind words, and who see the love in what I am doing. I want The New Church to know one thing. I am still going to launch my campaign in 2012. You will not know the hour, nor will you know how I will launch it but I am going to stick to my word so that Rachel can see that when you use religion and faith to hurt others that it can make a difference in people's life. I am full of love for Rachel Myatt and her entire family. I have love and respect for many Pastors in the New Church especially those who wrote me in the "Letters to Rachel" summer campaign. I am inspired to do more. I just want Rachel to know if she reads this and to Pastor Glenn of the Dawson Creek New Church in British Columbia, Canada to know one thing. "Its On" meaning I am not going to back down, I am not giving up on Rachel, and the whole world is going to know of how things happened and how I asked to make peace with her and she turned a deaf ear. I was inspired and moved by the Bible, by popular singer Adele's album 21 about her break up with her boyfriend. I went back and listened to my favorite all time album "The Downward Spiral" by Nine Inch Nails" I was moved to take my body of music in the "Letters to Rachel"album and make it a concept album. I am now using dialogue from correspondence between us in between and in the body of some of the actual songs. My wish is that Rachel will call my Christmas Eve or Christmas day but I am highly doubtful she will. All I know is that I love her and so much love is coming her way in Dawson Creek, British Columbia. I will spend 2012 really letting her know I love her and maybe then she will understand that when God is truly with you there is nothing you cant and wont do. I love you Rachel Myatt and I will stand my ground. My faith will not be shaken and I will not be your enemy or an enemy of the New Church. I will stand proud in my love of God and I will stand against you with both love and wisdom. My pen, my thoughts, my videos, my love of music, and my love of God will be all that I have to take into battle. It will be in this Rachel Myatt that you will truly know how much I love you and Jonathan.
1 Peter 5:10
And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
Luke 6:48
They are like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on rock. When a flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built.
For Rachel and Jane Myatt since you chose to mistake me describing my surroundings and the hell I went though growing up as being mentally ill. You chose to take me telling the truth about what I had been through as being unhappy or damaged. I call it reality and the truth. Didn't mean I was unhappy so you can live your sheltered life in Northern Canada with no violence, no killings, shootings, and drugs everywhere but dont you dare judge me for loving you enough to tell you about myself like you both seemed to do. Viva La Revolution to both you and the New Church. Im about to call bigotry, hatred, and intolerance. Most all to people who act with a double standard. Act one way at Church and treat others another way when they are not around the Church.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UEwki01-tY&feature=related
I am about to make my video about the New Church much like the one above.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zStxvq_Qqow
For being sheltered and not being able to love people who are different than you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HernHe5Ctek
This is so you can learn to love people who just are themselves no matter what others think of you. You could have loved me for who I was Rachel but you chose to treat me like an outcast and find all my flaws and imperfections and treat me like crap. I am beautiful and full of love and I would never treat you as less of a person.
You were my best friend Rachel. I love you more than anyone else in the world and if you really knew how I felt you would come back.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iRk2aWKrA4&feature=related
I guess showing the world how much I love you is what you want than to just make peace with me.
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