I want to end this with you

I love you Rachel I want to end this all with you tonight.  I am on my knees praying you will contact me but if you dont I will keep trying but I love you so much my friend and I hope that some how you get this and I can put an end to this blog and to us being enemies. I remember when I had someone who was there for me and I was there for her. A Best Friend. I love you Rachel. I am praying to God right now I am tired. I am weary. I am sad that we are apart but I have never given up on God's promise to put it all in his hands.  I know there is love in your heart and that you are ready to end this too. It is because of something Pastor Glenn said to me today that I want this all to end. I love you too much to want to hurt you and if you felt the same way for me you would pick up the phone and end this.  Rachel Myatt you are my best friend and I need you.