Our Father in the Heavens,
Thank you for this day of life and the beauty of the gift of the human birth that you granted us so that we may live through you. Thank you for giving us the opportunity to not be burdened by sins, but to be washed clean to love, to live, and to care for others. On this Christmas Day I ask of only one thing O Lord. I ask that you start and initiate the peace between Rachel and I. Dear Lord it has been so hard trying to not seek revenge, wanting to do evil, or enact retaliation but you have kept the love in my heart. Please let Rachel see that. I sit humbly on my knees each night praying for us to find the way back into each others lives and though she may think I hate her and just want to hurt her it is the exact opposite. My prayers are real and I am confident in your love and I will go to the ends of the earth telling of my love for you and the love I have for Rachel. Jesus wash away the animosity between Rachel and I and let her see there is a man who is her true friend that hurts everyday that she and Jonathan are not in my life. Let her and her family see that I am not eaten up with evil and revenge but I have a love so deep for her that it is in my every fiber. So on this Holy Day of your birth dear Lord please let Rachel Myatt know that I love her, nothing I have done has been because I want to hurt her but because I love her so and she is hurting me. I didn't ask for anything material just prayers on the day of your beautiful birth. So I am asking for the most beautiful gift that is a reflection of your love Lord. I want Rachel to know that I love her and for her to be able to love me again and not be my enemy. Thank you for hearing my prayer Lord Jesus Christ.
Amen
Rachel if you read this I love you and Jonathan with all my heart. I love your family and you hurt me everyday when you dont respond. I'll spend another year telling you I love you, writing, doing whatever because that is how much I care for you. I would rather you pick up the phone or email me and for the healing process begin. You can make fun of me if you want, call me obssesed, crazy, or whatever insult you want to make but I truly love you. My family has seen it, my friends believed in the love enough to write your Pastors and Reverends, and even your Pastor has seen the true love I have for you. If you want to live your life hiding and not living it to the fullest that is fine. You think I am out to get you and hurt you that is far from what I have tried to accomplish. I lay down my arms this Christmas day and ask you to return to my heart through the Lord Jesus Christ love. I never asked for any presents, no material things, money or anything. I asked everybody to pray for Rachel and I. One of my coworkers said I should just go ahead and get revenge on you to me the other day or it would eat me up for the rest of my life. I told them that I do not seek revenge on you only to love you. Rachel what did I do but believe in you and keep my word to deserve such cruelty? All I know is I love you and if you want to live your life everyday in fear and hiding that is up to you. I am out in the open and I do love you.
You can say whatever you want about me, you and your family and Church can think whatever you will about me the truth is I dont care. I love you Rachel Myatt and I am following God's principal and God's love.
I loved you, I wanted a family with you and Jonathan with all my heart. I kept my promises to you despite my mother dying. I put my faith in God. The love I have is from Him and if others want to doubt that, throw stones, and make fun of that it is fine. I am not going to back down. All the insults you hurled made me stronger and it tested and made my love for you stronger. It makes my life more fulfilling to love you and I am sorry you didn't respect me and my love for you and Jonathan but I don't hate you. I will never love anyone more than I love you Rachel and I was the man who accepted your faith, I accepted your son, your and all you were. You couldn't love me back in the same way and you had to be cruel about it and mislead me. I treated you with respect and love and I wanted the same back. I never deserved to be treated like your enemy. I know my mother forgives you for the things you said because she through Jesus love taught me how to love and forgive. I hope that you will respond to this dear Rachel but if you don't please know I am not done. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2k0RzhVJSxE&feature=fvwrel
God Bless All
Thank you for this day of life and the beauty of the gift of the human birth that you granted us so that we may live through you. Thank you for giving us the opportunity to not be burdened by sins, but to be washed clean to love, to live, and to care for others. On this Christmas Day I ask of only one thing O Lord. I ask that you start and initiate the peace between Rachel and I. Dear Lord it has been so hard trying to not seek revenge, wanting to do evil, or enact retaliation but you have kept the love in my heart. Please let Rachel see that. I sit humbly on my knees each night praying for us to find the way back into each others lives and though she may think I hate her and just want to hurt her it is the exact opposite. My prayers are real and I am confident in your love and I will go to the ends of the earth telling of my love for you and the love I have for Rachel. Jesus wash away the animosity between Rachel and I and let her see there is a man who is her true friend that hurts everyday that she and Jonathan are not in my life. Let her and her family see that I am not eaten up with evil and revenge but I have a love so deep for her that it is in my every fiber. So on this Holy Day of your birth dear Lord please let Rachel Myatt know that I love her, nothing I have done has been because I want to hurt her but because I love her so and she is hurting me. I didn't ask for anything material just prayers on the day of your beautiful birth. So I am asking for the most beautiful gift that is a reflection of your love Lord. I want Rachel to know that I love her and for her to be able to love me again and not be my enemy. Thank you for hearing my prayer Lord Jesus Christ.
Amen
Rachel if you read this I love you and Jonathan with all my heart. I love your family and you hurt me everyday when you dont respond. I'll spend another year telling you I love you, writing, doing whatever because that is how much I care for you. I would rather you pick up the phone or email me and for the healing process begin. You can make fun of me if you want, call me obssesed, crazy, or whatever insult you want to make but I truly love you. My family has seen it, my friends believed in the love enough to write your Pastors and Reverends, and even your Pastor has seen the true love I have for you. If you want to live your life hiding and not living it to the fullest that is fine. You think I am out to get you and hurt you that is far from what I have tried to accomplish. I lay down my arms this Christmas day and ask you to return to my heart through the Lord Jesus Christ love. I never asked for any presents, no material things, money or anything. I asked everybody to pray for Rachel and I. One of my coworkers said I should just go ahead and get revenge on you to me the other day or it would eat me up for the rest of my life. I told them that I do not seek revenge on you only to love you. Rachel what did I do but believe in you and keep my word to deserve such cruelty? All I know is I love you and if you want to live your life everyday in fear and hiding that is up to you. I am out in the open and I do love you.
You can say whatever you want about me, you and your family and Church can think whatever you will about me the truth is I dont care. I love you Rachel Myatt and I am following God's principal and God's love.
I loved you, I wanted a family with you and Jonathan with all my heart. I kept my promises to you despite my mother dying. I put my faith in God. The love I have is from Him and if others want to doubt that, throw stones, and make fun of that it is fine. I am not going to back down. All the insults you hurled made me stronger and it tested and made my love for you stronger. It makes my life more fulfilling to love you and I am sorry you didn't respect me and my love for you and Jonathan but I don't hate you. I will never love anyone more than I love you Rachel and I was the man who accepted your faith, I accepted your son, your and all you were. You couldn't love me back in the same way and you had to be cruel about it and mislead me. I treated you with respect and love and I wanted the same back. I never deserved to be treated like your enemy. I know my mother forgives you for the things you said because she through Jesus love taught me how to love and forgive. I hope that you will respond to this dear Rachel but if you don't please know I am not done. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2k0RzhVJSxE&feature=fvwrel
God Bless All
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