Enemies

Rachel has treated me like an enemy. She treated me UNCHRISTIAN, unkind, unladylike and she is hurting now because she cant take responsibility for anything she did. She plays the victim and all I did was present the truth to the world. If you run your mouth and cash checks that your mouth cant cash then you get what you deserve.  I am not here to play the victim. I was here to truly make peace with this person who I love who  I thought would wise up and make peace with me.  I am still here for you Rachel Myatt.  You were so scared just to be loved.  You let other people jade you or make you feel uncomfortable with who I was instead of actually take the time and realize my true worth and how much I love you. Now you have brought shame on yourself, your family, your church and hurt everyone around you including me.   You cannot escape the things you do. Eventually your lies and evils come back to haunt you I know.  I am doing this blog out of love for you and so that you also learn a lesson that you can be cruel to people and you can talk bad about them but dont expect people to lie down and submit to you. Byron is nobodies bitch pardon my french Christians but it had to be said. My family and friends are so proud of me for sticking with this blog and not writing and doing it thinking how it will affect Rachel. Rachel really didn't care too much for me she abused my love, she walked on my heart, and she was arrogant, pompous, and just plain evil so now a little taste of how she treats people is being thrown back at her on a big scale and she doesn't like it. Tough luck you didnt care when you were talking bad about my mom or making fun of my mental state. You didnt care I was grieving and all the horrible things you said. You dont care about anyone but yourself and you treated one of your most loved and trusted people on your life like an enemy.  I loved and still love you Rachel Myatt but how you treated me was detestable and the fact that I am still her with love and arms wide open is detestable that you deny my call for peace but you are mad that I have a story to tell. So you know what I have to say to you today. Too Bad.  You made your bed you lie in it and I will keep living my life loving, caring, being good to people, and not slandering them like you slandered me. Everything I say in this blog about you is true. I could put up numerous emails and messenger conversations but in the interest of in my heart I am still your friend even if you dont claim to be mind I dont. I have that much respect for you. And Forgiveness.  I have forgiven you but the things you said about my mom that is why you should make peace with me because that is bad karma talking ill of the dead and so that is why all this is happening to you Rachel.  I am not going to back down and stop telling my story. I have that right as a person in a free country and a strong willed person. I will pass it out, tell it on the internet, and do whatever and you will never want to show your face again. Its my story too remember not yours.  You were one of the best part of my life at one time last year Rachel Myatt I loved you and Jonathan so much and I still do. You just cant seem to get it through your thick head that God loves me so much that He didn't allow revenge, hate,  retaliation to be in my heart. He allowed me to want to confront you, hug you, tell you I am sorry and hear that you are sorry and you have chosen to be unresponsive, to hide, and to continue to be hateful so you know what it is my free will to say what I have to say and live my life selfish, uncaring, and uncompassionate about others just like you do.  Are you beginning to see my point Rachel? You have now burned a bridge that will probably never be able to built again.  I reached out for peace with you for a year but instead you would rather treat me like an enemy. All the love we had for nothing you threw it away and you treated me like a rag doll so now face the consequences. Suck it up and take your medicine.  I wonder what you family thinks.  Mine think its funny that I havent mopped the floor with you because I have the ability to destroy and just level people. You know what I always choose love and forgiveness over revenge but in this case people wanted me to get revenge on you. I wont do that I will just keep telling my story, keep showing you how much I love you, and keep showing how hypocritical you are being, how you shame your church, your family, and what could have been such a great friendship and love.  So today I leave you with a video from the band Headlights since you treat me like your enemy and you like to wish evil upon others I leave you with the song "It Isn't Easy To Live That Well" from the Enemies EP. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fM9pMpvJUfk

It truly saddens me that you could just talk to me and make peace and all this would be resolved but its your hard lesson to learn.  This is happening because you disrespected my mother plain and simple and you should have chose your words wisely.  I have nothing but love for your mother Jane Myatt I would never slander or say mean things about her but you choose to disrespect my love for my mother and my grieving process Rachel Myatt so I should wish you to go to Hell for that but I don't wish evil like that on anyone but everyday you dont make peace with me you wish evil on me.  All I wanted for Christmas last year was peace with you and I ask the same of you this year. Are you going to turn down such a loving request and know that someone love you so much that on the special day of the Lord someone wants peace with you and He was born out of love so that we may live and you hold a grudge and hurt another human being who loved you as his sister in His name, who loved you as his best friend, who cherished you as the most beautiful woman he had ever met. Yeah you will deny me that because you don't know what it truly is to love people unless it fits your own selfish agenda and then you abandon people when it is not convienent to you. That is all I ever was to you was a boyfriend of convienence you never truly loved me you just used me and so for that you suffer what has happened to you.


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