Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Thursday, December 1, 2011

One Love

Dear Readers,
Last night I had a revelation. It seems that Pastor Coleman Glenn of the New Church of Dawson Creek, British Columbia would rather have people talking about his Church negatively then to take care of the problems in his flock.  I pointed out the worst bigotry of all and he chooses not to see it. What he doesn't understand that one act of bigotry and evil can go along way.  I have come at these people with nothing but love and they choose not to see it. Rachel lied and decieved me in the worst way and it seems that Pastor Glenn would rather protect her as one person than have his whole flock under fire.  Rachel is a cruel individiual and I should never forgive her but I have. I have called on her to forgive me I am calling for that today.  If you want all this to go away Pastor Glenn then all she has to do is be woman and handle her business. What if i were cruel to you and disrespected your family. What if I said horrible things about Rachels family and put them down.  I haven't I have nothing but love for Rachel's family but she disrespect me everyday that she lets this go on so I write about it. She can't change the past but she can change the future. Are you really ready Pastor Glenn for your small church to be glorified on this scale and have other Christians put you under a microscope.  Is Rachel ready for the implications of her cruelty finally coming back at her.  How do you think this looks to other New Church Members? You know the other night I got a prayer from one of the New Church Representatives in the U.S. he prayed that I find peace and love and he prayed for Rachel and I and all of the people like you Pastor Glenn that I have a problem with.  He realized that this was bigger than what he could handle and his prayer was the kindest most loving thing he could do. If Rachel wants to avoid me that is fine but know both she and you were given a chance to make things right.  I would never as a Pastor talk down to a person as you did to me in the beginning or ignore a person about a matter of bigotry and hurt that pertained to my teachings.  I want you to know that you have opened Pandora's Box because of the way you treated me and Rachel will be the one to blame when I it all goes down.  If she decieved me then I can imagine how she twist the story about me.  One day she was the closest person the next day she was like a venomous stake but its ok because its ok in the New Church to treat people like a dog and God will forgive you and there is never any consequences for your actions.  Do you see where I am getting at Pastor Glenn? Obviously you don't this is going to get bigger than you ever imagined and Rachel has dragged you and your church into because she used the Church for evil and to put down another. That if anything is what you should be talking to her about.  You should have been talking to her about being selfish and being charitable to the Church.  You should talk to her about religious bigotry.  You should talk to her about personal responsibility. She thinks cause she is in Canada that she is so far away she doesn't have to deal with me. I am not a criminal. I have never had a felony, I have never been arrested, I have never done anything against the law.  I have a clean record and I am welcome in Canada.  Rachel is was my fourth Canadian girlfriend and 2 of them I am still friends with and one I lost touch with but I love her just the same.  One person can make a difference.  You need to stop and think about how selfish Rachel is being. She is willing to put her whole congregation under scrutiny for bigotry and hate instead of pick up the phone and talk to someone for a couple of minutes. She would rather her own selfish desire be before the needs of the many.  I am sorry Pastor but you know the point I am getting at and it is not charitable at all.  So you can keep on not conveying my messages to Rachel and you can keep on ignoring me if you want.  I haven't backed down yet and Rachel is not a nice person and all I ever did was love her.  For the rest of my life I will remember her cruelty to me, my family, and my mom and until she is woman enough to apologize to me personally about disrespecting my mother then I will continue to put this out in the open. It would have been over and done with months ago if she had of just been loving and said I was wrong because she was wrong.  If Howard or Jane died I would never have said anything disrespectful toward Rachel even if we had of broken up. If your parents had of died Pastor Glenn I would never say anything disrespectful to you at the time or about you. You dont seem to get where I am coming from and you condone this kind of evil in your Church and for the rest of my life.  I will remember how the New Church turned their back on someone who needed encouragement, love, and support.  I will remember how Rachel and the Myatts judged me when I was just a little downtrodden and broken. It never meant I wasn't happy I was just trying to learn to live without my mom around.  It saddens me that anyone would judge anyones mental or spiritual state like that.  I am tired of hypocritical people and people that claim to be of love and charity but would slit your throat and throw you under the bus the first chance they get. I have felt that by the New Church of Dawson Creek, By Rachel Myatt, and by you Pastor Glenn.  I have nothing but love for you and I pray that after reading this you take this matter in deep prayer and deep thought.  I am a warrior, I am a strong person, I am humble, love unconditionally, and long suffering.  I seems though if I were cruel and hateful that you and Rachel would respond better to that than to my loving efforts of true forgiveness, of true love, and of brother and sisterhood in Christ.

I leave you with two songs today.

Abuse Me - Silverchair http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdqcBTtSrs4
I want to dedicate this song to you Pastor Glenn because you may think I am trying to attack you but I am not. I am trying to show you and Rachel as a Christian how much I love you and how Rachel abuses people, she uses them, she treats them cruel and she uses your theology as a means to do so.  You want me to point out to the masses this I will and I will use your Church as a starting point because personally it is the truth and it was how I was treated. You did ignore me when I brought this to your attention last year and it was the truth. Think of how different it could have been if you had of taken this into consideration when it truly mattered. It was like it was a joke to you.  No matter I am unashamed, unafraid, and I will say what I have to say about the Church and Rachel truthfully and unapologetically because you dont care.



Soul Position - One Love   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8h2tt9mUzY
This is a hip hop song about loving the people around you. Taking responsibilty for what you say. Loving, forgiving, learning, and moving on.  Rachel cares not about personal responsibility she does what feels good and thinks that she can just walk over people.  I don't live my life like that. I wont burn bridges and hurt people like she does and if that is what the New Church of Dawson Creek preaches then I want other Churches in Canada especially in Dawson Creek to know that and how little you think of anyone that thinks different.  Religious intolerance and personal responsibility go hand in hand.


God Bless All

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