Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Thursday, December 22, 2011

I Deserved.................

Dear Readers,

I realized that with some people they will never learn. Rachel Myatt is one of those people. I tried to be kind, loving, make peace with her and even forgive her. I was met with criticizm, people of her Clergy making excuses for her actions, and people trying to make me feel like I was wrong.  I know what I have to do now. It is time for her to be told off worldwide. It is time to expose her and it is time to get on with my life and feel better about it when I do it. Just remember Church of the New Jerusalem when I start telling my story to others of different faiths and telling my story on video you all were pre warned and I gave Rachel every chance in heaven and hell to make things right.

SO I WANT YOU TO KNOW RACHEL WHY I HAVE TO DO THIS


1. Nobody disrespects another persons dead relative especially if they have only been dead 3 weeks. Let me ask you readers and Rachel. What if it had of been your mom, or your son, or your father or sister? Do you think I would have abandoned Rachel, put her down, or spoke ill toward her. No I would have supported her and been accepting of what she was going through and it would not have in anyway affected our relationship or friendship. How can you ever expect to be in any kind of relationship Rachel if you run from the bad. There will not always be good but if a crisis like death does happen you would have to be strong or your partner would have to be strong to deal with it. What if Jonathan died Rachel? I would have moved heaven and earth to support you and not give up on you and understand you. Did I receive any of that kindness? Hell No. I was told by Rachel I was sick and mentally ill and I needed help and I needed to see a doctor. Grieving after 3 weeks and for as much as I did like working and coming to see you Rachel and I needed to be checked into a mental hospital? Really Rachel? What a douche you were to me! Any of you New Church clergy who made excuses for Rachel doing this and that it was her free will to do that you are screwed in the head.  You are not kind, loving, and deserve to have your Pastors or Reverends papers revoked.

2. I deserve to be loved and have happiness like anyone else does. If someone stands in the way of my dreams and treats me like a doormat then I have every right to do what I have to do to be happy. I tried to make peace with Rachel but she doesn't want me to have closure so why should I care about what I do now.  I asked for people to pray, I have constantly sent letters of love, I have asked for forgiveness and gave forgiveness and if she is such an evil person that she doesnt see how much I love her and Jonathan then I deserve to do whatever I am doing. Whether it be a blog, a pamphlet, or what have you I am going to just let the world know my story and I dont care how she feels anymore I did and do love her but she never loved me from the way she treated me. So Rachel its your own fault.

3. I am Christian and like all human beings I have faults, imperfections, and flaws but instead of harp on others imperfections, short comings, and missteps I just love people for who they are and in all her imperfections  I loved Rachel Myatt for all that she was.  So to Rachel Myatt, The Myatt and Friesen Family, to Pastor Coleman Glenn, To the New Church of Canads and to the General New Church Worldwide I am sorry but I can no longer hold back what I have to say and I am not afraid and I am just going to say it. I don't care how Rachel feels because she never cared how I felt or about how much I loved her and you people preach love and charity but show bigotry, bias, and hypocrisy when someone is showing the greatest amount of love to someone who decieved, lied, and almost destroyed another.  I truly love my brothers and sisters in the world and anyone who would treat people as Rachel Myatt doesn't know the true meaning of loving others. She does love her family and I will give her that but anyone who isn't related to her she treats like cow manure and has little respect for anyone other than herself and it is a reflection on her New Church teachings.  So just remember that where I am coming from is a real place. It really happened and I tell my story truthfully and with sadness because I truly loved Rachel Myatt


To Any Detractors just remember on the Lord's Holy Day of Birth and Celebration I asked for peace with Rachel Myatt.  I prayed for her and her family and to God to make peace with her. I asked for forgiveness and forgave all the people who were in the line of the situation especially those in the New Church. Rachel denies that love and that call for forgiveness so when I am telling my story and people are listening and starting a quiet revolution that is negative to the New Church just remember I came to worship with you, I came to love, and I wanted to be there with you and you turned your back on me and so I have every right to say the things I say and do the things I do now.
God Bless All

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