Dear Rachel
If You Only Knew How Much I truly Loved you then you would put your pride aside and call.
If You Only Knew How deeply you damaged my soul, my trust, and my love for people then you would lay down your arms and let it all go.
If You Only Knew How Your Words Cut Like Razors and How The Wounds Are Still fresh. You would make peace with me.
If You Think That I Am Done I Am Just Beginning.
If You Think All That I Am Saying I Am not going to do just look at all I have done already.
If You Want to Continue to hide and think this will just all go away and you can go about your life. Then feel free to have that disillusion. It is your choice.
If You Can Live with yourself knowing on the Day of Christ being born that someone asked you to make peace and you denied them that then I am sad because that is not why Christ died so that we could hurt one another but be willing to love, forgive, and make peace.
If You Think I put the picture up of you and Jonathan up to hurt you I never did. It is a reminder of how much I love you and how you should know that I would never bring a kid into this mess. It is out of my love for both of you and after all these blogs you just dont get it Rachel Myatt. I love you and Jonathan and this is the only way I get to see you each day.
My heart is truly broken and what makes me the saddest is you would rather hurt people than take the time to love them.
God Bless you Rachel. I am sorry for whatever reason loving you unconditionally and wanting to be with you and grow with you made you hate me so much and treat me like less a person. I always thought that you were worth so much more. This is petty and I will just tell my story of love.
I love you Rachel
Everyday that has passed I have missed you more. You continue to act like I never existed. My heart is sad because I truly loved you and you never believed in me like I believed in you and Jonathan. If I had one wish is that God opens your heart to how much I love you. He can hear my prayer and my love but only you can open your heart to that love.
While you were busy doubting, judging me, and putting me down. I was busy believing in you. Putting my trust in God. Loving you in all your flaws, insecurities, and imperfections. You were the one who was negative because all you do is hurt people Rachel Myatt.
For Judging Me, Calling Me Mentally Ill while I was grieving,calling me a loser, damaged, and sick when all I did was love you, your son and your family. I want to leave this song for you. It is called "Eyes of A Stranger." I am sorry that you are such a mean spirited hurtful person but I wont ever hate you and I will continue to love you even though you turned your back on me and perscuted me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4duZjxusGM&feature=relmfu
2 Corinthians 6:14
14 Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness?
If You Only Knew How Much I truly Loved you then you would put your pride aside and call.
If You Only Knew How deeply you damaged my soul, my trust, and my love for people then you would lay down your arms and let it all go.
If You Only Knew How Your Words Cut Like Razors and How The Wounds Are Still fresh. You would make peace with me.
If You Think That I Am Done I Am Just Beginning.
If You Think All That I Am Saying I Am not going to do just look at all I have done already.
If You Want to Continue to hide and think this will just all go away and you can go about your life. Then feel free to have that disillusion. It is your choice.
If You Can Live with yourself knowing on the Day of Christ being born that someone asked you to make peace and you denied them that then I am sad because that is not why Christ died so that we could hurt one another but be willing to love, forgive, and make peace.
If You Think I put the picture up of you and Jonathan up to hurt you I never did. It is a reminder of how much I love you and how you should know that I would never bring a kid into this mess. It is out of my love for both of you and after all these blogs you just dont get it Rachel Myatt. I love you and Jonathan and this is the only way I get to see you each day.
My heart is truly broken and what makes me the saddest is you would rather hurt people than take the time to love them.
God Bless you Rachel. I am sorry for whatever reason loving you unconditionally and wanting to be with you and grow with you made you hate me so much and treat me like less a person. I always thought that you were worth so much more. This is petty and I will just tell my story of love.
I love you Rachel
Everyday that has passed I have missed you more. You continue to act like I never existed. My heart is sad because I truly loved you and you never believed in me like I believed in you and Jonathan. If I had one wish is that God opens your heart to how much I love you. He can hear my prayer and my love but only you can open your heart to that love.
While you were busy doubting, judging me, and putting me down. I was busy believing in you. Putting my trust in God. Loving you in all your flaws, insecurities, and imperfections. You were the one who was negative because all you do is hurt people Rachel Myatt.
For Judging Me, Calling Me Mentally Ill while I was grieving,calling me a loser, damaged, and sick when all I did was love you, your son and your family. I want to leave this song for you. It is called "Eyes of A Stranger." I am sorry that you are such a mean spirited hurtful person but I wont ever hate you and I will continue to love you even though you turned your back on me and perscuted me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4duZjxusGM&feature=relmfu
2 Corinthians 6:14
14 Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness?
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