Dear Rachel and Readers,
I am just going to say that it has been over a year. I still love and care for Rachel and Jonathan Myatt with all my heart. She can continue to ignore me but I cannot ignore what God has put in my soul. There are two kinds of people in this world the kind that give up in defeat and the kind that never give up. While I could have looked at the glass half empty I look at it half full always. Rachel always doubted my love for her and I never doubted the love I had for her and that she had for me. She was never sure of herself on things and I was always sure. I could have blown her off the first time I had to hang up on her but I didn't I continued to love her unconditionally and just believe in her. I wish she would give me that same love and respect. So what I want to say in this short blog today is that in the New Year 2012. I am not going to give up on her. I am already making plans to love her stronger, harder, and bigger. I am writing more, I am singing my songs and I am sharing my story. I want to make peace with her and with God nothing is impossible. So Rachel if you are reading. I am not going anywhere. In the next couple of weeks my love for you and Jonathan will be a beacon of hope and it will be all over the place. It is up to you how you react. You can step into the light or you can continue to hide in the darkness. You know what a good man I am and how much I truly love you. Why do you hide and let others shape your view of what you know to be true? I am not afraid of you. I am not afraid of the love I have for you. God has lifted my heart to a place so full of love, forgiveness, and kindness that you will have to take note. Anyways I hope your New Year is great and I love you Rachel Myatt. At Midnight I wish it was your lips I was kissing tonight because after the airport that day I never kissed another woman. I love you so much and I pray 2012 is the end of this and you will return to my heart. I want to leave you with a song called "How Much Love?" by Vixen to let you know how much I loved you and would go through for us to be at peace and in each others lives again. I truly care for you and Jonathan with all my heart. Please stop running this is true love from God. I am not obssesed with you. I don't want to hurt you. I have to keep trying no matter what Rachel. This is for you and Jonathan. Please let me in I will never leave you and never have.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPV7AUU1b8c&feature=related
God Bless All
I am just going to say that it has been over a year. I still love and care for Rachel and Jonathan Myatt with all my heart. She can continue to ignore me but I cannot ignore what God has put in my soul. There are two kinds of people in this world the kind that give up in defeat and the kind that never give up. While I could have looked at the glass half empty I look at it half full always. Rachel always doubted my love for her and I never doubted the love I had for her and that she had for me. She was never sure of herself on things and I was always sure. I could have blown her off the first time I had to hang up on her but I didn't I continued to love her unconditionally and just believe in her. I wish she would give me that same love and respect. So what I want to say in this short blog today is that in the New Year 2012. I am not going to give up on her. I am already making plans to love her stronger, harder, and bigger. I am writing more, I am singing my songs and I am sharing my story. I want to make peace with her and with God nothing is impossible. So Rachel if you are reading. I am not going anywhere. In the next couple of weeks my love for you and Jonathan will be a beacon of hope and it will be all over the place. It is up to you how you react. You can step into the light or you can continue to hide in the darkness. You know what a good man I am and how much I truly love you. Why do you hide and let others shape your view of what you know to be true? I am not afraid of you. I am not afraid of the love I have for you. God has lifted my heart to a place so full of love, forgiveness, and kindness that you will have to take note. Anyways I hope your New Year is great and I love you Rachel Myatt. At Midnight I wish it was your lips I was kissing tonight because after the airport that day I never kissed another woman. I love you so much and I pray 2012 is the end of this and you will return to my heart. I want to leave you with a song called "How Much Love?" by Vixen to let you know how much I loved you and would go through for us to be at peace and in each others lives again. I truly care for you and Jonathan with all my heart. Please stop running this is true love from God. I am not obssesed with you. I don't want to hurt you. I have to keep trying no matter what Rachel. This is for you and Jonathan. Please let me in I will never leave you and never have.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPV7AUU1b8c&feature=related
God Bless All
No comments:
Post a Comment