Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Prayer to God about my love for Rachel

My Heavenly Father,
Thank you for the day that you have given us. Thank you for putting Rachel in my life and all the good times that we shared.  Thank You for the love that did exist between us and I pray that the love You instilled in my heart never changes for her. I know it is Your will for me to continue to love her even if she turns a blind eye and deaf ear.  I think the world of Rachel and despite my short comings and flaws I will continue to seek true love, forgiveness, and friendship with her with You as my guide.  Forgive me Father for if I have said hurtful things against Rachel and her Church but also give me the strength to be strong and dilligent in my love and the work you have ahead for me.  I ask that you continue to bless Rachel, Jonathan, the Myatt family, the Friesen Family, Pastor Glenn and his family.  Please bless all the New Church Pastors, Reverends, and Representatives that have written me back and have prayed for me. May their prayers not go unanswered.   I only want peace with Rachel.  I love her so much dear Lord and I know that through You I can achieve anything. I never doubted Rachel or all the good and love in her heart. Please Lord help her look deeper into the beautiful person she is and see how much I truly love her.  Please let her know that I would give my life for her and Jonathan and that she is my sister through your beautiful sacrifice and love My Lord.  Please hear my humble prayer and hear the love in my heart for Rachel.  Do not let the evil spirits consume me with bitterness and revenge but instead compel me to continue to love Rachel and believe in her even if she is distant.  Forgive me Father for my transgressions against Pastor Glenn as I have never meant to attack him personally.  I see the beauty of his calling to You and how you use him as an instrument of your love and healing.  I ask that you give him the guidance to see the love in my heart and that the love I have for Rachel is of you My Lord.  I ask for peace with Rachel and to have my best friend back and to let her know that with 3 cords she and I can rebuild a friendship that was damaged and torn but with you Our Lord, Our God, Our Christ we can do the impossible and forgive and forget.  I ask all of this in your name. 

Amen


I love you Rachel Myatt.  I still only want peace with you for Christmas you are my best friend and all I have asked for is for people to pray that you will see how much I love you. No material things and nothing else.   You mean that much to me.

God Bless
Matthew 7:8
For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.
Mark 11:24
Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.

I ask that God take all that is bad between us put it aside and let us be able to love again Rachel. This is not about a relationship this is about the true friendship we had.  I love you with all my heart and I ask God this today. For Christmas and beyond. If you cant see the true love I have for you as a brother in Christ and true friend then I may as well give up hope in humanity but I have never given up because I believe in the Father. I believe in His Love, His Wisdom, and His Spirit. It is through the Lord that I believe in you Rachel Myatt.  I love you forever, unconditionally, unwavering no matter what you do or think of me.

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