Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Revenge

From the Album Letters To Rachel...


Revenge

So now you are running scared, because you ran your mouth
You put me down said I wouldn't do all the things I am doing now
I've got the truth and light and my family and my friends by my side
What do you have now Rachel? Broken faith and a bunch of lies
You left me here for dead, After I slept in your bed
You said you loved me then abandoned me like an unwanted family pet
A year ago I was broken down, beaten bruised, and so small
Now you are the one who is hiding and hurting others I reveal what was really going on.
I wonder what your mother and father really think now
How could their daughter be so cruel and say such things to put another down
If you truly had the love in your heart that you pretend to have
We would be arm in arm hand and hand best friends again burying the axe

It seems you never appreciated having me as a friend
You didn't realize I belonged to you just like Taylor said
You were my one and only, the one I dreamed about
Your love was fake, unkind, and phony but my love for you  I never did doubt
If you were to come back I would welcome you with open arms
No hate, no regrets, nothing to say or do that would cause you harm
I love you and Jonathan with every inch of love that is in my heart
Jesus planted a seed in me and said that when watered you will grow a farm

We started a garden with a friendship that grew over time
I gave you all my love, but you abused mine
I would have done anything for you, you were my valentine
I walked through water to touch your heart and you just stepped on mine
Why am I bitter or angry or so you think. No I am disappointed in how you treated  me
So I tell the world my story, in words ,pictures ,and rhymes
In the hopes you will learn your lesson about treating other so unkind

If you think I'm going to stop then you purely are mistaken
I am going to take this all over the world maybe a movie will be in the making
Your picture and your name in lights, the drama, bigotry, and lies
You really messed up Rachel with this guy this time
I can see your mother saying as she looks in your eyes

Speaking of mother's how dare you disrespect mine
While she is up in heaven looking down on how you lied
You said you had my back and that you loved me enough to care
I reached out for your hand to love and you were never there
I can see her tears when it rains outside and the sky is cold and grey
It makes me sad and hurts me so that things turned out this way
Remember you had a choice Rachel to tell the truth or not
You let your own selfishness get in the way of being loved by someone who thought
The world of you ,  Yes I did I wanted to l love you always and your kid
You spit on that like you spit on my mothers grave
I should hate you but Revenge will never be the way

To Rachel Myatt who was once my best friend. I tried to make peace with her even after all the cruel things with her so the only way to get my revenge on her with love worlwide.  The only way to let her know how her evil actions made me stronger and I survived is to be a success with the Letters to Rachel project. I will continue to share my story all around the world and I will not back down. I love you all

To the Church of the New Jerusalem Dawson Creek British Columbia.  I am sorry your sister Rachel does not believe in forgiveness. I am sorry that she would lie to someone who loves her and cherished her as a friend and girlfriend. I am sorry you would condone the actions of someone who would slander someones dead mother and not be woman enough to apologize. This is why all the things are happening to Rachel. She disrespected my family.  She disrespected me by leading me on, playing with my dream of having a family, sleeping with me and telling me she loved me and then abandoning me after all these lies. This is for telling me I am stupid for believing in the Immaculate Conception,  The Virgin Birth, and that Adam and Eve were real people.  This is for calling me crazy, damaged, and sick when I was grieving and in mourning. This is for lying about everything and then being a coward and putting me down.  My revenge on you will simply be to keep loving you and bring this story out in the open so other people of other faiths will know of your bigotry, hate, and unkindness and so that other New Church members not treat other love ones outside their faith with such disdain for religious tolerance and freedom.

Love is always better than hate. Good is always better than evil. Reconciliation and the rebuilding of broken friendships is always better than holding grudges and Rachel Myatt all you have done is hold a grudge against me and you are the one who did all the damage.  So go on living your life in hiding afraid to truly take chances and hide and cower in your little corner. I already know what I did has made you think different about how you treat people.  I am going to level you to the ground with kindness, love, and goodness so everyone knows who the person who was evil is. It was never me.



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Static                            Silence            Calm                Retribution

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