Dear Rachel,
The reason why this has to happen is that you are a very judgmental person. If someone doesnt live the way you do they are weird or not normal. Many people may think how you live is not normal but they would still love you and not judge you either way. If you wanted to date someone who lives like you then you should have kept it within the confines of your church. Instead you date someone from a whole different country and culture and then you blast me the whole time we are dating when all I did was love you, support you and believe in you. I never put down your faith but you constantly put down mine. You spent so much time talking about all the good things you did with your ex it was apparent to me in time you didnt want to love anyone but him. You are not a loyal friend either. Integrity and loyatly are at the top of my list and you lied to me, you demeaned me, and you infringed on my happiness as a human being by playing with my want to be your boyfriend and be there for you and Jonathan. All I wanted was a family and I wanted to grow that only with you and Jonathan. It is a pity you asked your Pastor not to post any pictures of you and Jonathan up. You are scared to put anything up now because you know what you did was wrong. Rachel lies and things left unfixed in this condition just keep going and by the time I am done it is truly going to be a worldwide affair. I have written an album that one day I would like to see played on the radio called "Letters to Rachel" it is my masterpiece and my defining moment. Just imagine sharing the music and telling the story to people all over the world of Rachel Myatt and the New Church and it becoming popular. That is my dream now I am going to work hard at promoting it and letting you know how much damage your lies, hate, and selfish attitude caused. I have done nothing for the past 14 months but love and believe in you still and you keep quiet. You tell the Pastor that you dont want to be contacted by me. You blew me off cause you knew how screwed up what you did. So how do I react. I will let everyone around the world know about you and know about the teachings of your Church and how you used them against me. Plain and simple I have all the letters, emails, prayers from both you and the New Church. I have every letter I have written your Pastors and Reverends. I have every card you ever sent me, every text message, every Interpals conversation. Rachel all I have is proof and it will set me free. I am sorry you couldnt be adult about this and talk to me but someone has to show you the error of your ways and though the other guys may have got upset you did something worst to me. You made fun of me when I was grieving, you slandered me and my mom. You disrespected the fact that I had to go through hell just to come see you with my passport and the flight into Canada. You slept with me knowing I only wanted to share intimacy with you if we were going to be a couple. Worst of all we took that sketch picture together and it will always haunt me because that was your idea not mine. I really thought you loved me and wanted to stay with me but it is the coldest most evil reminder of your deceit. I am sad you disrespected the promise ring I gave to you and all the love and time I put into our friendship and relationship. My friends have written the Church and Pastor Glenn has gotten a lot of the letters but most of all he got one from Scott my closest friend besides you dear Rachel and it was a testament of our friendship and how much love I had for you dear Rachel Myatt. You are a bully plain and simple you like to make fun of people but when a dose of your own medicine comes your way you cant handle it. I just am going to continue to do what I do and not stop loving you but you must know you walked all over me and I am no ones doormat or pawn and that is the reason that I am doing what I am doing Rachel. You have the ablity to change this all you have to do is pick up the phone. Be an adult for once and dont run from things face them head on. I was willing to spend 1000 dollars sleep in hotel in Dawson Creek come have Pastor Glenn mediate peace between us and then fly back home that is how much I love you Rachel Myatt but you are too stubborn and too selfish to understand that. I mean you sent my Christmas card back last year and I dont think I can ever forgive that it was just pure evil. Anyways I am done explaining myself to you I just want you to know what you are in for and that I have always been serious. I was serious about the Letters to Rachel to the New Church all around the world and I did it. I am serious about the youtube videos and next one will be me telling the story in words and pictures do you want that Rachel? On top of that I am going to put the pictures of me and you so you will have to be seen with me to the public and since you are so ashamed of me I know you will like that. At the end of the day Rachel Myatt I loved you with all my heart and you were very cruel and hateful and I should try to get some evil eye for an eye tooth for a tooth revenge on you but my heart nor my psyche doesnt work that way. I have loved you since the moment I met you and I will only do something that will be a testament and I am doing it worldwide now.
xoxo
The reason why this has to happen is that you are a very judgmental person. If someone doesnt live the way you do they are weird or not normal. Many people may think how you live is not normal but they would still love you and not judge you either way. If you wanted to date someone who lives like you then you should have kept it within the confines of your church. Instead you date someone from a whole different country and culture and then you blast me the whole time we are dating when all I did was love you, support you and believe in you. I never put down your faith but you constantly put down mine. You spent so much time talking about all the good things you did with your ex it was apparent to me in time you didnt want to love anyone but him. You are not a loyal friend either. Integrity and loyatly are at the top of my list and you lied to me, you demeaned me, and you infringed on my happiness as a human being by playing with my want to be your boyfriend and be there for you and Jonathan. All I wanted was a family and I wanted to grow that only with you and Jonathan. It is a pity you asked your Pastor not to post any pictures of you and Jonathan up. You are scared to put anything up now because you know what you did was wrong. Rachel lies and things left unfixed in this condition just keep going and by the time I am done it is truly going to be a worldwide affair. I have written an album that one day I would like to see played on the radio called "Letters to Rachel" it is my masterpiece and my defining moment. Just imagine sharing the music and telling the story to people all over the world of Rachel Myatt and the New Church and it becoming popular. That is my dream now I am going to work hard at promoting it and letting you know how much damage your lies, hate, and selfish attitude caused. I have done nothing for the past 14 months but love and believe in you still and you keep quiet. You tell the Pastor that you dont want to be contacted by me. You blew me off cause you knew how screwed up what you did. So how do I react. I will let everyone around the world know about you and know about the teachings of your Church and how you used them against me. Plain and simple I have all the letters, emails, prayers from both you and the New Church. I have every letter I have written your Pastors and Reverends. I have every card you ever sent me, every text message, every Interpals conversation. Rachel all I have is proof and it will set me free. I am sorry you couldnt be adult about this and talk to me but someone has to show you the error of your ways and though the other guys may have got upset you did something worst to me. You made fun of me when I was grieving, you slandered me and my mom. You disrespected the fact that I had to go through hell just to come see you with my passport and the flight into Canada. You slept with me knowing I only wanted to share intimacy with you if we were going to be a couple. Worst of all we took that sketch picture together and it will always haunt me because that was your idea not mine. I really thought you loved me and wanted to stay with me but it is the coldest most evil reminder of your deceit. I am sad you disrespected the promise ring I gave to you and all the love and time I put into our friendship and relationship. My friends have written the Church and Pastor Glenn has gotten a lot of the letters but most of all he got one from Scott my closest friend besides you dear Rachel and it was a testament of our friendship and how much love I had for you dear Rachel Myatt. You are a bully plain and simple you like to make fun of people but when a dose of your own medicine comes your way you cant handle it. I just am going to continue to do what I do and not stop loving you but you must know you walked all over me and I am no ones doormat or pawn and that is the reason that I am doing what I am doing Rachel. You have the ablity to change this all you have to do is pick up the phone. Be an adult for once and dont run from things face them head on. I was willing to spend 1000 dollars sleep in hotel in Dawson Creek come have Pastor Glenn mediate peace between us and then fly back home that is how much I love you Rachel Myatt but you are too stubborn and too selfish to understand that. I mean you sent my Christmas card back last year and I dont think I can ever forgive that it was just pure evil. Anyways I am done explaining myself to you I just want you to know what you are in for and that I have always been serious. I was serious about the Letters to Rachel to the New Church all around the world and I did it. I am serious about the youtube videos and next one will be me telling the story in words and pictures do you want that Rachel? On top of that I am going to put the pictures of me and you so you will have to be seen with me to the public and since you are so ashamed of me I know you will like that. At the end of the day Rachel Myatt I loved you with all my heart and you were very cruel and hateful and I should try to get some evil eye for an eye tooth for a tooth revenge on you but my heart nor my psyche doesnt work that way. I have loved you since the moment I met you and I will only do something that will be a testament and I am doing it worldwide now.
xoxo
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