Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Friday, December 9, 2011

Letting Go, Moving On, and Proving Those Who Hurt Us Wrong.(Ode to Swedenborg)

Dear Readers,

First of all I will have to make myself clear since some people who don't understand will try to make this blog and my intentions out as something it is not.   I am a peaceful man. I do not wish hate or hurt on anyone. Evil was done and said toward me and my family in this case by someone who claimed to love me.


1. I do not make idle threats of violence toward anyone, that being said I make promises of things I say I am going to do and make good on those actions.  I am a peaceful man, I love God, I am a vegetarian I love animals. You know who else I love. You guessed it Rachel Myatt!

2. This is not an attack on the Church of The New Jerusalem. It is a reaction to Rachel Myatt, The Dawson Creek New Church Hierarchy and the General New Church of Canada.  I can honestly say in my heart that The New Church people in the United States are some of the kindest people ever. I do not have a problem with the Church as a whole and I will make myself clear.

3. Rachel Myatt told me all these things I would never do and I did them. I proved her wrong and I wasn't even looking to prove her wrong. When we first started talking she said I would never be her boyfriend, I would never see her, I would never do this and never do that. A total doubter. The one thing she told me when she was putting me down and belittling me is that I was stupid for wanting to take this to the Church and that if I told people we slept together and all the other things we really did she would just deny it and that her family or nobody else would believe me. She thought just because she was in Canada nothing I did would matter and she said what she did would never have any consequences. Ladies and Gentleman I have so many emails and messenger conversations and even text messages I can transcribe to prove my point but that is just petty. When you give someone enough rope they hang themselves.

4. I have the right to use the pictures as fair game as long as they are on my camera or on the internet. Rachel is upset about my picture of her and Jonathan. I am using your likeness only to tell you I love you. Not to cause you harm. It is my picture. I own it. I took it. We were together and it is also on my facebook and myspace along with pictures of you and your mother and Jonathan. I will not take them down and the other ones you gave me. Sue me. I have every document between us lined up to give anyone if try to go forward with any litigation for me telling a true story. When you opened your mouth and said all those hateful things you slandered me and I am only trying to tell a story and I have proof and friends that are willing to back me up. Its not any his word against hers. It is I was smart enough to keep our correspondence between each other if you tried to lie about the relationship.

5. I have nothing but respect for Pastor Coleman Glenn the presiding Pastor over the Dawson Creek New Church of British Columbia. That being said we don't agree on many things and I am trying to get him to really look into what he is teaching and to have an open mind about all that is around him. If he really were the true enlightened person that Swedenborg talks about in his Writings then he would see the beauty in what I have done and the beauty in the person I am and would have thought twice about some of the things you said ot me as a pastor. I truly do love Rachel and I have forgiven her. That does not mean I have to let go of the evil that was done. That is the reason for the worldwide call to arms I am about to put out to other Christians. It is up to you how you want your flock to be portrayed Pastor. I am strong. I will not back down. I will tell my story unashamed, unafraid, and truthfully.

I want to fully let go of this and walk away from this blog but God still has work for me. I do love Rachel Myatt with all my heart and any New Church Members who read this and are offended I ask you to think what if someone disrespected not only the love you had for them but put you down and said cruel things about a loved one who had barely been dead a month. Put yourself in my shoes. On top of that think about the supposed loving and caring attitude of the New Church and imagine someone using that for hurt, hate, and selfishness.  Ok then enough said. Move on and stop making excuses for Rachel. 

I am ending it with these two songs dedicated to Rachel Myatt.
one is a kiss off song to someone who was selfish and evil and was determental to growth in a relationship. It is called Bye Bye Beautiful. by Nightwish . It was a response to their former lead singer and all her actions.  This is dedicated to Rachel I exorcise all the hate and hurt you did to me and promise to just continue loving you.I wont let that hate eat me up and become someone evil or who is not full of love.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpG0sZXLKD8&feature=related

The final song is "Let It Die" by Feist.  Leslie Feist is one of my favorite singers and she is also Canadian so I hope this is dear to you Rachel.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2D-BL62dreo

You missed out on a great person and I will no longer give you a window into what I am doing through this blog. You dont even deserve a warning I am just going to do stuff.  I wish you a Merry Christmas. Lots of love and blessings to the Myatt and Friesen families, and much love to Pastor Glenn and his family and the entire congregation of the New Church in Dawson Creek.  Too bad I am only worth Rachel sending back my Christmas Card like she did last year...............


Most Important of All. I will not lower myself to persecuting another brother or sister of faith. I have a story to tell and not once did I ever call the New Church teachings stupid or tell someone else they were wrong yet people in the Dawson Creek New Church are being conditioned to do so. 
I thought that this is what Swedenborg said so why have I and others been treated contradictory to this saying.

 " All religion is of the life, and the life of religion is to do good
." Emanuel SwedenborgStop the Hypocrisy, Stop Hurting your other brothers and sisters in Christ who love you. Stop using God's name to justify the hurt you do to each other. That is not of Christ and it is evil plain and simple. Evil is not the twisting of good as Pastor Glenn would have you think. Evil is evil there is no good evil it always hurts and does something that brings negative aspects. When you treat life like that you use free will as a vice to do whatever you want without consequences and I see where Rachel got her flawed reasoning from.  http://www.patheos.com/blogs/goodandtruth/2011/10/the-lesser-evil/

Fin?

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