Why I Still Love Rachel Myatt(Quick Version)

Dear Readers,
Maybe Rachel is hiding and she doesn't know what to make of this so far in the game.  She never dreamed she would meet someone like me.  She had abandoned and played with the others guys hearts but I am someone so strong and so determined that I actually believe in her.  I want to reiterate one thing to all my readers first and it is about the power of God and the power of Prayer. 

I used the song "Why Do You Love Me" by Garbage today to let Rachel know that no matter what she throws at me or how much she ignores me I love her and accept her for all that she is.


I put all my faith in God in this matter.  Rachel told me when we first started talking I would never be with her.  You know what ladies and gentleman I was.  I put that faith in God. I did not doubt God.  I did not doubt my love for Rachel.  Rachel used the word never a lot and doubted the fact that I did love her so much on many occasions and she is still doubting it to this day.  I am not sorry for being a broken man and having my mother die at the time I was with Rachel and I am sorry if my demeanor and attitude at the time was a little under the weather but Rachel should have taken that into consideration before making up and saying all the cruel things she did about me.  I love her and Jonathan with all my heart and to this day I still pray and believe in them.  One of my Co-workers at one of my job the other day who actually wrote Pastor Glenn on the matter of my love for Rachel said that she believed that because I love Rachel so much and am steadfast and dilligent she will come around.  People care about the love I have because they know how much I love people.  If Rachel were to pick up the phone and talk to me all would be forgiven.  I dont know if we would ever be able to have a relationship again but I know in my heart I would take her back and love her and Jonathan to no end.  She and Jonathan were all I ever wanted and she didn't nor does she understand the sincerity and the truth of the love instilled in my heart for her.   I just want everyone to know my heart is with the Lord Jesus Christ and no matter what Rachel, the Myatt and Friesen families,  Pastor Glenn or the Church of the New Jerusalem think or say,  I will continue to love Rachel and put my faith in God. 

Stop for a moment if you are a New Church Member, A friend or family member to Rachel, or Rachel if you are reading this yourself.  I have shared my story with people all over the world.  People contact me about my story.  People see the true love I have for you Rachel.  The only thing I have left to do is release my video about my love for Rachel and ask yourself Rachel do you really want me to be on the worldwide web telling this story in person and not knowing the effect it can have on you?  I would rather we privately squash our differences and rekindle our friendship no matter how broken and wrecked it is with God nothing is impossible and I believe that my love for you is God's gift for me. 

I want to end this blog with a few words for Rachel Myatt. Thank you for hurting me, for turning your back on me, and abandoning me for in that you allowed God to make me 10 times stronger and realize how much I truly love you.  If God hadn't of carried me and had a purpose for me to continue loving you then He would have let me use my free will for evil or even worst to let go of my life.  Rachel I know that you love me.  I know because you stand silent and your family stands silent.  Just because we are in different countries and you think you are so far in Canada that doesnt mean that you can hide. My message and my love for you has been spread worldwide.  What other guy has loved you enough to do something as crazy and forward as I have done.  I am willing to fight and die for you and Jonathan and I love you both with all my heart.  For mothers day there will be a special blog to you and all your family and it will be something posted on here that shows how you all hurt me and how much I loved you and your family.  Until then I want you to know Rachel despite all your flaws, short comings, and imperfections I have and always will love you.  You were my best friend and I would like that again.  I love God enough to keep pressing and hoping you will pick up the phone, text me, or write me an email none of those numbers or emails have changed.  You can write me at the same address but know this also my love.  I am still campaigning still telling the world of how much I love you and Jonathan and this blog is only one vessel and means now as I have many others.  I love you Rachel Myatt why cant you and your family see that? 


James 1:2-4

² Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, ³ because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. ⁴ Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.



1 Corinthians 13:4
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud