The First video is about freedom of speech even though it is a hip hop song there are no profanities. The second is to let my readers know how much I love Rachel and how cold she treated me and why this blog became my response it is by Canadian singer and artist Lights entitled "ICE"
Dear Readers and Emailtray Snitch..............
I want to talk to you first about the freedom of speech. If you were to look at my College Transcript you would see a Class I took in 2009 for my major called Communication Law. You would also see that I recieved an A in that Class. To show you Im an honest man and that I am not hiding from anyone here is one of my presentations from that class even so loyal to my friend I used her book as an example and gave two copies away as gifts to my classmates and collegueshttps://docs.google.com/present/edit?id=0AXY6D1M8bthbZGdqbnB3cjZfMGduNHozM2c3 This is for the Church of the New Jerusalem so they can understand that I never set out to attack Rachel Myatt or the Church of the New Jerusalem I was attacked, demeaned, slandered and almost destroyed by someone who said she loved me, was there for me, and cared for me. She used her faith to libel me and so when I lashed back at her , her family, and her Church she couldnt take it. You claim to be Christians and here I am with a message of forgiveness, reconcilation, and love and you all make excuses for the love and me following Christ example of forgiveness. Let me share from you all this bit of knowledge from the New Church........
The New Church is seen by members of New Church organizations as something which the Lord is establishing with all those who believe that the Lord, Jesus Christ, is the one God of heaven and Earth and that obeying his commandments is necessary for salvation. Therefore, it is thought that any Christian holding these beliefs is part of this New Church movement. New Church organizations also acknowledge the universal nature of the Lord's church: all who do good from the truth of their religion will be accepted by the Lord into heaven, as God is goodness itself, and doing good conjoins one to God. Adherents believe that the doctrine of the New Church is derived from scripture and provides the benefit of further enlightenment concerning the truth, and that this leads to diminished doubt, a recognition of personal faults, and thus a more directed and happier life.
If the part in bold and red was true then why did Miss Myatt constantly even in our relationship feel like she had to put my love of God down and ridicule me. Why when I was greiving did she feel the need to slander me. Why would she care if I retaliated by speaking my mind and telling the truth. I am only using her words and telling a true story. I am not on here trying to break the law and I truly wanted to show Rachel she was loved but to the New Church I am just some troublemaker on here trying to ruin Rachel's good and perfect name and that of Pastor Coleman Glenn. No one gave a flying flip when I was hurting or be demeaned.
Let me tell you what Rachel said and why this blog is still up almost 2 years after the fact.
After Ms Myatt engaged in a relationship with me she then preceded to say this about me to make her doing evil toward me justified.
She said I was mentally ill, damaged, and unstable.
Fact: I have never been diagnosed with any mental illness and have been checked and have been around and helped people who are mentally challenged or ill. I also helped save my friend from committing suicide last summer by calling the crisis center here in Dallas
Rachel said I was sick, that I needed help, called me a loser, told me that my love for her was a mistake. Fact: I needed love , compassion, and encouragement not mental help. I had just lost a parent. I was put down, cursed out Rachel used the F word so many times it wasnt funny. Who are you to tell another person how much they love you. I never told Rachel that she had to love me she said she did and she believed me and pretending to love me if she didnt want to be with me was a cruel joke especially to someone who wanted nothing more than to be there for you.
Rachel said I manipulated her.Fact: You cant manipulate anyone who lives 2000 miles away from you. She agreed to date, she agreed to intimacy, she agreed to the relationship much as I did and so she cannot blame me in wanting that which she promised and said that she wanted with me. On top of insulting me you lied to me,
Pastor Coleman Glenn I am sorry that you may feel like you are being attacked constantly but...
Fact: I reached out to you about the situation. You seemed not to care how Rachel's actions would reflect on your flock or the New Church Organization. My friends and family sent you letters. Pastor James Cooper blatantly didnt want to address the situation so he sent me some excuse letter and an insult. So he is as much to blame about this blog as you are. I will continue to stand up for what I know is right and if it means calling you constantly on hypocrisy and showing it to a wide audience in print and exposing you and Rachel I will because I came at all of you with nothing but love. Don't preach one thing and then tell me another. I have every right to call you out especially "Lesser Evil" http://www.patheos.com/blogs/goodandtruth/2011/10/the-lesser-evil/which was a clear way to say its ok to do bad things to people because eventually God will work it out. That is not how God operates and it is His will that we strive not to do evil at all and your poor sermon on excusing evil shows where Rachel gets her worldview from and I can't blame you for a lifetime of being indoctrinated that way but I can call both you and her on the harm it does to both yourselves and to other people that either may want to learn about your faith or find God in general.
If Your Feelings are hurt Rachel Myatt, The Myatt family, or Pastor Glenn or anyone in the New Church then I apologize for being blunt and honest but I wont apologize for the content, the questioning of your beliefs, and the skepticizm. I really don't owe Rachel any kindness or grace because of her saying anything ill about my deceased mother. What I have tried to do is make peace with her. So I have on thing to say to you Church of the New Jerusalem.
Sue me if you feel that I am taking it to far. I will gladly turn over all proof of Rachel and I having a relationship. I will give all the copies of letters I wrote the New Church and documents to any law enforcement agency. They will also see that I never threaten any bodily harm or harrass rather I tell that I am going to share my story with people and that is what I do. It is my story to tell and if Rachel had of respected me this never would have happened. She brought her family, her Pastor, and the Church of the New Jerusalem in this by her wishy washy doubt. She doubted the beautiful woman I know she is inside and out but most of all anyone who is different and doesnt live like her she ridicules and puts down and that is the lesson and spiritual journey Rachel will come to learn from what I am doing.
I love you Rachel Myatt but I was never your doormat or game to play. I was a true friend and someone who loves and still loves you and is your true friend.
P.S. TO THE EMAILTRAY Snitch why dont you try to contact me instead of sending my blog to your Pastor Buddies. Confront me and be real defend your beliefs.
If you don't have anything nice to say then don't open your mouth and disrespect others. I was in love with Miss Myatt and still love her very much but she crossed the line in her treatment with me and I reacted. I reacted the best way I knew how and that was to bring the fight to someone who talks a big game and hides. You want to point out others flaws and insecurities. Well dont be surprized when the mirror gets thrown back in your face. You want to put down other Christians who are here by God's same intelligent design and use the teachings of a man as Divine then dont be suprized when I look to the Bible to repudiate that. You wanted to call me stupid and unintelligent Rachel Myatt when it is you who are afraid to become what you are. Anything I want or desire to become I go out and do it and try it. You limit yourself to being a foster parent because you are scared of actually facing the real world and adult relationships while your sisters worked their tails off went to school and have families. One guy comes along and thinks the world of you and you insult me, lie to me, and doubt the true love I had for you. Of course I am not going to take this lying down. You and your family and your Church need to think about the implications of what I have said. I am a human being and I love you very much If I hated you there would be no blog, no attempt at peace, and certainly I wouldn't waste my time on you. What I am doing I have done to others and you know what they came back because they realized how much I loved them. It is your choice to decide but I am not going to give up caring about you Rachel Myatt.
God Bless ALL
Dear Readers and Emailtray Snitch..............
I want to talk to you first about the freedom of speech. If you were to look at my College Transcript you would see a Class I took in 2009 for my major called Communication Law. You would also see that I recieved an A in that Class. To show you Im an honest man and that I am not hiding from anyone here is one of my presentations from that class even so loyal to my friend I used her book as an example and gave two copies away as gifts to my classmates and collegueshttps://docs.google.com/present/edit?id=0AXY6D1M8bthbZGdqbnB3cjZfMGduNHozM2c3 This is for the Church of the New Jerusalem so they can understand that I never set out to attack Rachel Myatt or the Church of the New Jerusalem I was attacked, demeaned, slandered and almost destroyed by someone who said she loved me, was there for me, and cared for me. She used her faith to libel me and so when I lashed back at her , her family, and her Church she couldnt take it. You claim to be Christians and here I am with a message of forgiveness, reconcilation, and love and you all make excuses for the love and me following Christ example of forgiveness. Let me share from you all this bit of knowledge from the New Church........
The New Church is seen by members of New Church organizations as something which the Lord is establishing with all those who believe that the Lord, Jesus Christ, is the one God of heaven and Earth and that obeying his commandments is necessary for salvation. Therefore, it is thought that any Christian holding these beliefs is part of this New Church movement. New Church organizations also acknowledge the universal nature of the Lord's church: all who do good from the truth of their religion will be accepted by the Lord into heaven, as God is goodness itself, and doing good conjoins one to God. Adherents believe that the doctrine of the New Church is derived from scripture and provides the benefit of further enlightenment concerning the truth, and that this leads to diminished doubt, a recognition of personal faults, and thus a more directed and happier life.
If the part in bold and red was true then why did Miss Myatt constantly even in our relationship feel like she had to put my love of God down and ridicule me. Why when I was greiving did she feel the need to slander me. Why would she care if I retaliated by speaking my mind and telling the truth. I am only using her words and telling a true story. I am not on here trying to break the law and I truly wanted to show Rachel she was loved but to the New Church I am just some troublemaker on here trying to ruin Rachel's good and perfect name and that of Pastor Coleman Glenn. No one gave a flying flip when I was hurting or be demeaned.
Let me tell you what Rachel said and why this blog is still up almost 2 years after the fact.
After Ms Myatt engaged in a relationship with me she then preceded to say this about me to make her doing evil toward me justified.
She said I was mentally ill, damaged, and unstable.
Fact: I have never been diagnosed with any mental illness and have been checked and have been around and helped people who are mentally challenged or ill. I also helped save my friend from committing suicide last summer by calling the crisis center here in Dallas
Rachel said I was sick, that I needed help, called me a loser, told me that my love for her was a mistake. Fact: I needed love , compassion, and encouragement not mental help. I had just lost a parent. I was put down, cursed out Rachel used the F word so many times it wasnt funny. Who are you to tell another person how much they love you. I never told Rachel that she had to love me she said she did and she believed me and pretending to love me if she didnt want to be with me was a cruel joke especially to someone who wanted nothing more than to be there for you.
Rachel said I manipulated her.Fact: You cant manipulate anyone who lives 2000 miles away from you. She agreed to date, she agreed to intimacy, she agreed to the relationship much as I did and so she cannot blame me in wanting that which she promised and said that she wanted with me. On top of insulting me you lied to me,
Pastor Coleman Glenn I am sorry that you may feel like you are being attacked constantly but...
Fact: I reached out to you about the situation. You seemed not to care how Rachel's actions would reflect on your flock or the New Church Organization. My friends and family sent you letters. Pastor James Cooper blatantly didnt want to address the situation so he sent me some excuse letter and an insult. So he is as much to blame about this blog as you are. I will continue to stand up for what I know is right and if it means calling you constantly on hypocrisy and showing it to a wide audience in print and exposing you and Rachel I will because I came at all of you with nothing but love. Don't preach one thing and then tell me another. I have every right to call you out especially "Lesser Evil" http://www.patheos.com/blogs/goodandtruth/2011/10/the-lesser-evil/which was a clear way to say its ok to do bad things to people because eventually God will work it out. That is not how God operates and it is His will that we strive not to do evil at all and your poor sermon on excusing evil shows where Rachel gets her worldview from and I can't blame you for a lifetime of being indoctrinated that way but I can call both you and her on the harm it does to both yourselves and to other people that either may want to learn about your faith or find God in general.
If Your Feelings are hurt Rachel Myatt, The Myatt family, or Pastor Glenn or anyone in the New Church then I apologize for being blunt and honest but I wont apologize for the content, the questioning of your beliefs, and the skepticizm. I really don't owe Rachel any kindness or grace because of her saying anything ill about my deceased mother. What I have tried to do is make peace with her. So I have on thing to say to you Church of the New Jerusalem.
Sue me if you feel that I am taking it to far. I will gladly turn over all proof of Rachel and I having a relationship. I will give all the copies of letters I wrote the New Church and documents to any law enforcement agency. They will also see that I never threaten any bodily harm or harrass rather I tell that I am going to share my story with people and that is what I do. It is my story to tell and if Rachel had of respected me this never would have happened. She brought her family, her Pastor, and the Church of the New Jerusalem in this by her wishy washy doubt. She doubted the beautiful woman I know she is inside and out but most of all anyone who is different and doesnt live like her she ridicules and puts down and that is the lesson and spiritual journey Rachel will come to learn from what I am doing.
I love you Rachel Myatt but I was never your doormat or game to play. I was a true friend and someone who loves and still loves you and is your true friend.
P.S. TO THE EMAILTRAY Snitch why dont you try to contact me instead of sending my blog to your Pastor Buddies. Confront me and be real defend your beliefs.
If you don't have anything nice to say then don't open your mouth and disrespect others. I was in love with Miss Myatt and still love her very much but she crossed the line in her treatment with me and I reacted. I reacted the best way I knew how and that was to bring the fight to someone who talks a big game and hides. You want to point out others flaws and insecurities. Well dont be surprized when the mirror gets thrown back in your face. You want to put down other Christians who are here by God's same intelligent design and use the teachings of a man as Divine then dont be suprized when I look to the Bible to repudiate that. You wanted to call me stupid and unintelligent Rachel Myatt when it is you who are afraid to become what you are. Anything I want or desire to become I go out and do it and try it. You limit yourself to being a foster parent because you are scared of actually facing the real world and adult relationships while your sisters worked their tails off went to school and have families. One guy comes along and thinks the world of you and you insult me, lie to me, and doubt the true love I had for you. Of course I am not going to take this lying down. You and your family and your Church need to think about the implications of what I have said. I am a human being and I love you very much If I hated you there would be no blog, no attempt at peace, and certainly I wouldn't waste my time on you. What I am doing I have done to others and you know what they came back because they realized how much I loved them. It is your choice to decide but I am not going to give up caring about you Rachel Myatt.
God Bless ALL
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