Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Sentiment of People of The Dawson Creek Church of the New Jerusalem(I Dont Stutter Nor Apologize for the Truth)




Rachel once said to me her brother was the baddest Redneck in all of Dawson Creek.  She was proud of that? I live in Texas where that is a common site and most of them hate people like me based on just the color of my skin. She never intended to love me all she did was put me down for my differences and all I did was love her for who she was.  I never asked for anything but to be loved and it seems this is what Rachel and her family are like.  I doesnt matter if you have an adopted black niece and you will never know that pain that child will go through when she gets older but if you see her tears and her hurt one day Rachel you will understand what I had to go through just for being the color of my skin. So all you New Church People who are being blasphemous this is why Rachel couldnt love me and be with me because someone in Northern Canada said something about me being different and it was not who I was on the inside it was on the outside.  The heart and the good person on the inside is not what mattered.  The fact that I loved Rachel for who she was and believed in her didnt matter.  The fact is someone didnt want a black man to love a white girl and be different and made her feel uncomfortable and that is why all this is happening now.  Someone couldnt see love over color, unconditonal love over hate and I stand by this statement and I will not falter.  God loves us all and we are all equal but you cant tell Pastor Coleman Glenn or anyone anything less so I will continue on this point.

I have held this in for almost 2 years but now its time I speak on it.  If you dont want your Church associated with this then prove me wrong Pastor Glenn.  Show me reasons I was not discriminated against Religiously and Racially.  See this is about acceptance I am not on here trying to drum up the Great White North people being racist I love many Canadian people all of which are white and of Scandinavian or European decent.  One of my best friends lives in Nova Scotia and she is white as snow.  I was never raised to not love other people for color of skin or difference of religion but Rachel never even knew that not only was she hurting me with her Relgious Bigotry I felt that she was made to feel that she couldnt love me either by her family or other people when I was finally there because of the color of my skin.  If some of you white people knew how hard it was to simply exist in a world where sometime you dont even get a fair chance at a job or at life because someone looks down at you before you can look up at them then now you know.  All I saw was a woman I loved in Rachel nothing more or nothing less.  Sometimes people judge me and when I open my mouth and they find out my intelligence and my dialect they are amazed and impressed.  I know I am a good person, I am beautiful, and I am worth loving and Rachel played with that love and because she was embarrased by me she put me down and treated me bad.  I may not be the best looking guy, or the whitest guy, or even the guy with the most money but I am the guy who loves unconditionally, who is faithful, and who is honest so before all you come on here and judge my statement and blog today about Racebaiting and playing the Race Card take a look at what I said.  I am just the opposite. I am accepting and loving embodying and embracing all with love.
If you are offended by either video I dont care its about Racism, Bigotry, and not being able to accept others and that is how I was treated by certain people I have mentioned.  I dont apologize. I dont pull the race card hell I loved Rachel and you can go on my facebook and myspace and not only see Rachel and her family but all bands and people I love who are of different faiths, colors, and religions.

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO BE LOVED.  I NEVER SAW COLOR, RELIGION, CREED, OR BELIEF and Rachel , Her Family, and Her Pastor and Church made a Mockery out of that on top of disrespecting my mother. Still I love them and Bless them ALL

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