Dear Rachel, Readers, and Church of the New Jerusalem members,
You may wonder why I have My Little Pony as my video today. I was at a Comic Convention the other day and I had the oppurtunity to hear Sir Patrick Stewart of Star Trek(Joan Luc Picard), X-men(Professor Charles Xavier) and theater fame speak. Mr Stewarts nemesis on Star Trek: The Next Generation, Mr John de Lancie who played the villian Q joined him on stage. When Sir Stewart left Mr. de Lancie took the stage and one of the things both he and Sir Stewart talked about was how Star Trek was about people finding common ground, peace, and bringing people together. I was at a Comic Convention with 10,000+ people of all walks of life and I did not meet one person who I didnt befriend in line. I want you to understand that I love Rachel Myatt and this blog is about friendship it is about getting her to realize that I love her through all space and time and that love transcends anything we did to each other in the past. Much like Star Trek and much like some of the Science and transcendental places and heaven that Swedenborg describes in his books Rachel, her family, and Church should take a look at where my heart truly is and it is in a state of true love.
Back to Mr de Lancie. He was a voice actor for a villian called Dischord on season 2 of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. I myself am not a fan of the new My Little Pony but I did watch the original with my little girlfriends when I was a little boy. Mr de Lancie welcomed us all to be come part of the "Friendship of Magic" movement and I thought about Rachel the whole time he was talking to it. A tear rolled down my cheek because I thought of how much I loved her and how all this time has been wasted that we could have talked and made things right. It was in those few moments that I realized I had to try harder to let her know she means the world to me and nothing we did or said in the past will stop me from caring about her. Mr de Lancie is so passionate about My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic that he is making a documentary about Bronies which are teenage and adult male My Little Pony fans he is taking donations and though I don't know a thing about the movement I am interested and I will make donation in the near future because the message he is spreading is one of love, one of acceptance, one of unity. I dont think anyone should be made fun of for who they are, what they believe in, what they like, or their lifestyle. Rachel didnt understand that putting me down changed my life forever because all I did was love her and accept her and all she did was find fault with me. I loved her and still love her to this day unconditionally no matter how ugly or beautiful she is important to me. Here is the link to Mr. de Lancie's site. http://delancie.com/2012/05/13/john-de-lancie-on-bronycon/ I am proud to be person who looks beyond peoples differences and loves them for who they are and gets to know them in full before I make any kind of rash judgments. You never know what people have been through and the love that they are capable of but when you turn people away like Rachel, her family, and The Church of the New Jerusalem did me then you are only wasting the beauty of the Love Christ gave us to share with one another.
On June 2nd 2012 in different places around the world I will release as special pamphlet about the Church of the New Jerusalem and their treatment of people who dont think like them. It will be revealed to all in time. It is not an intenet piece it is a print peace that will be sent to various places from different allies around the world. The one thing I have done in my life time is make friends. I try to make friends wherever I go and to be polite to people and not make enemies. Rachel seems to thrive on hurting people and none of the other people ever called her on her attitude and unkindness but I have and will continue too because all I have ever wanted was love and peace with her.
Forgiveness and God's Love and Light.
Pastor Coleman Glenn. I listened to your sermon as I do most of them but what really does it mean if people like Rachel don't practice it in your faith. I mean I came to you and your congregation with love, forgiveness, questions, and you turned me away. Rachel sets an example not only for your congregation but is an example for the New Church worldwide. I am not directing traffic to this blog either people come here because they are interested and like reading my blog. To you it may be an endless circle or loop of the same but to me it is showing people that I am willing to fight for those I love. I am willing to put God's word up against any doctrine or religion that man has and I am willing to put God first in any situation. Can you honestly say you are doing that in your life right now, Can Rachel say she is doing that when someone is reaching out trying to make peace with her? That is for you to decide. You have free will as do I and my free will is also subject to the deeds I do and how God sees my actions. I would love to be selfish and hate Rachel and hate you and the New Church but God didnt make me that way. He gave me so much love that I never give up and even in my darkest hour all I thought about is how much I loved Rachel and if she cant see how much I love her. If she cant see that Friendship is Magic! Then it is her loss and she will continue to be a part of this story.
This weekend I also got to meet and take a picture with the Magnificent Stan Lee! If you are not familiar with his work then Check out The Amazing Spiderman, X-men, The Incredible Hulk, Fantastic Four and lots of other comics that he and Jack Kirby and others developed and made Marvel Comics what it is today. The one thing that Stan Lee did that changed so many peoples lives is that he wrote stories about people that were flawed and imperfect. Until Stan Lee started doing comics most superheroes were perfect but he wrote about real people. He made people like me who were made to be outcast because of how they looked, or how they dressed, or what they believed feel special. Just because we were different didnt mean we were less than anyone else. We should just learn how to use our gifts to help humanity and by this blog I am doing that. I am loving a woman who put me down, treated me like an outcast, ridiculed me, said ill words against my dead mother, and lots of other transgressions and showing the greatest superpower of all. God's Love
P.S. my favorite comic book characters are mostly women. Supergirl, Huntress(Selena Kyle(Catwoman) and Bruce Wayne's(Batman) love child Helena Kyle, Babara Gordon(Batgirl and Oracle), and my number one comic book character of all time is Rogue from the X-men because she was made to feel like she could not be loved because of her being able to absorb others memories and powers. She had to wear clothing to cover her skin and she was made to feel unloved and untouchable. Rachel that is what your actions did to me and after all the other lies and woman I had been through I believed in you and believed that my love was worth something to someone but you used it and played with it and thought that you could just treat me less than a person. I am saddened that you are just like all those judgmental people you said you were not like. http://x-men.wikia.com/wiki/Rogue Ive included A Rogues Tale as a video above start at 7:45 if you want to get Rogues Story. Also it shows how Rogue was guided to evil but eventually turned that evil into doing good. I could hate Rachel, I could do this blog and write things to get revenge on her but just like Rogue the pain Rachel caused me has been turned into love. I wont forget the hurt but I cannot let go of the true love that I have for her and that is the good that God has given to me. Rachel you used me but I truly loved you. It was never a mistake and I still care very much? Can you put aside the evil, can you forgive and be forgiven? Can you put God first and break the walls between us?
God Bless ALL
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