Continuing to Love Rachel(Faith That Christ Answers Our Prayers In Time)

Dear Rachel and Readers,


My Heavenly Father
Give me the strength to continue to love Rachel. Make my heart pure and let the evils inside me be cast away.  Let Your Love and Wisdom guide me and make me whole.  Whatever decisions I make in showing Rachel and Jonathan that I still love them may they be of sound mind and of the greatest care.  God help me in my dealings with the New Church and let them know that what I am doing is an act of love and a chance for them to look deeper into their mininstry and the way they treat people of other faiths.  We all sin and we all fall short Lord.  Please help us all in our spiritual journey and to find the Love and Happiness that only comes through loving you.  Please be with the Myatts, Friesens, and anyone who is in Rachel's family during their time of loss and may they all have support, love, and encouragement and realize the blessings of family and friends when people are down.  I ask one last thing of you My Lord and that is that you let Rachel know that I still love her and my hand and heart is open to her.  I ask that you let her family, Church, and anyone else that reads this that is involved know that I want an end to all this but I will continue to be patient, persistent, and long suffering.  I know Your plans for me Lord as you have given me strength, determination, and great will.  Forgiveness, Reconcilation, and for Rachel and I to be back in each others lives is in Your hands Lord.  Rachel knows that you Lord dont let things happen unless they are supposed to and even though we have free will you do have a hand in our lives.   I am here because I love you God,  through you I love Rachel and Jonathan and I know you will recieve my prayer and Rachel and her family will eventually realize that my love was and always has been real.  I ask that you give us the strength and courage to put aside all transgressions and past pain and make peace.  I ask you bless Rachel and her entire family this day Our Lord. 

Amen


I love you Rachel Myatt and it is the Promise of Christ Love that I continue to love you and believe in you even if you, your family, and your Church turn a blind eye.  God put me in your life for a reason and I am still here for a reason.  I Love you and Jonathan with all my heart and the way you left broke me but God healed me and made me so much more.  If only you and your family knew how much love was in my heart and how you almost destroyed that you wouldnt have been so quick to judge and say all those terrible things.  I only ask now that you have had great loss in your life you think about how you hurt me and how it would hurt your mother if someone treated her ill and made the comments and actions to someone who had just lost a parent.   My heart goes out to your whole family but also I hope that it helps you realize how deeply you hurt someone that loved you unconditionally and believed in you.


1 Thessalonians 1:3
We remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.

Romans 4:20-21

²⁰ Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, ²¹ being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised.