Dear Readers,
This is just a quick contrast that you can make between a blog I wrote weeks ago.
http://iloverachelmyatt.blogspot.com/2012/02/i-love-her-so-muchmy-tired-weary-soul.html and the one that Pastor Glenn just put up on his blog site.
http://www.patheos.com/blogs/goodandtruth/2012/05/walking-on-water/
At my lowest moment at this ordeal between Rachel and I God saved me and lifted me up. He made me strong and my love for Him has only grown. What I wish that Rachel, Her Family, Pastor Glenn and the Church of the New Jerusalem could see is that they could have welcomed me, they could have shown me love, they could have taken the time to know me but instead assumptions, misconceptions, and lies and hurtful things were said by Rachel and Pastor Glenn who I had nothing but respect for seemed only to make excuses and not even acknowledge that Rachel treating me a certain way during my grieving process was wrong. It was evil plain and simple and I reacted with sadness and more grief. I didnt grieve so much for my mom who passed in eternal life but for the love I had for Rachel here on our earthly life that she and I still exist and live in this realm. My challenge in the next month is for Rachel, Pastor Glenn, and the Myatt Family to reach out to me. Rachel most of all. I want a handwritten letter if you are going to do this. I have already started my campaign in my home state but it has a twist. I will affect the New Church in my state but it will be a shock when others hear of what I am doing. The one thing I can say is that I love Rachel, Her Family, and Pastor Glenn and if they truly wanted to show their faith in God and their love and charity picking up the phone and ending this with me would be the kindest, most loving, and endearing path not the one of us ignoring each other and being distant. Rachel Myatt was my best friend and I till this day love her with all my heart. So Pastor Glenn and Rachel I want you to read this blog today by another New Church Pastor and try not to focus on the sexual orientation part of the blog but focus on the loving and welcoming of others even those who think different or are different from what we are used to. So I end this blog tonight with a blog by Chuck Blair.
http://blog.newchurchlive.tv/2012/05/a-glass-of-water-the-third-way-and-the-issue-of-sexual-orientation/
Please read the comments that are at the bottom of the blog because that is what is really inspiring.
I have this one thing left to say before this blog is done tonight. Rachel we were and are two different people and that is why I fell in love with you. I didnt want a clone of me or someone just like me. I wanted to learn from you and Jonathan and I wanted to show you what I knew. You spent so much time labeling me judging me and finding flaws with me and I did exactly the opposite. I found the things that I loved about you and they outweighed the flaws and imperfections. You wanted to argue and be right I wanted peace. You didnt want to accept my religion I wanted to learn more about you. You spent so much time not letting yourself be loved by me and loving me back that you missed out. You were very cruel, unkind, and considerate and you never once thought about how your actions would affect me after the death of my mother it was all about Rachel and her feelings and what she wanted instead of it being about Rachel and Byron. I put you and Jonathan first and maybe other guys hurt you and didnt love you but I did. Think of all I went through to get to you and I was in love with you. I still am. So Rachel I pray tonight that you and I make peace. It is never too late. I will always love you. I want peace with you, with your family, with Pastor Glenn, and with the New Church but I cant do it alone. First I need God and second I need all of you. The choice is yours, my glass of water is out, my white dove of peace is out, and all my love is reaching out to you. God is love and He has carried me this whole time and given me the strength to continue to
Love Rachel Myatt
God Bless ALL
This is just a quick contrast that you can make between a blog I wrote weeks ago.
http://iloverachelmyatt.blogspot.com/2012/02/i-love-her-so-muchmy-tired-weary-soul.html and the one that Pastor Glenn just put up on his blog site.
http://www.patheos.com/blogs/goodandtruth/2012/05/walking-on-water/
At my lowest moment at this ordeal between Rachel and I God saved me and lifted me up. He made me strong and my love for Him has only grown. What I wish that Rachel, Her Family, Pastor Glenn and the Church of the New Jerusalem could see is that they could have welcomed me, they could have shown me love, they could have taken the time to know me but instead assumptions, misconceptions, and lies and hurtful things were said by Rachel and Pastor Glenn who I had nothing but respect for seemed only to make excuses and not even acknowledge that Rachel treating me a certain way during my grieving process was wrong. It was evil plain and simple and I reacted with sadness and more grief. I didnt grieve so much for my mom who passed in eternal life but for the love I had for Rachel here on our earthly life that she and I still exist and live in this realm. My challenge in the next month is for Rachel, Pastor Glenn, and the Myatt Family to reach out to me. Rachel most of all. I want a handwritten letter if you are going to do this. I have already started my campaign in my home state but it has a twist. I will affect the New Church in my state but it will be a shock when others hear of what I am doing. The one thing I can say is that I love Rachel, Her Family, and Pastor Glenn and if they truly wanted to show their faith in God and their love and charity picking up the phone and ending this with me would be the kindest, most loving, and endearing path not the one of us ignoring each other and being distant. Rachel Myatt was my best friend and I till this day love her with all my heart. So Pastor Glenn and Rachel I want you to read this blog today by another New Church Pastor and try not to focus on the sexual orientation part of the blog but focus on the loving and welcoming of others even those who think different or are different from what we are used to. So I end this blog tonight with a blog by Chuck Blair.
http://blog.newchurchlive.tv/2012/05/a-glass-of-water-the-third-way-and-the-issue-of-sexual-orientation/
Please read the comments that are at the bottom of the blog because that is what is really inspiring.
I have this one thing left to say before this blog is done tonight. Rachel we were and are two different people and that is why I fell in love with you. I didnt want a clone of me or someone just like me. I wanted to learn from you and Jonathan and I wanted to show you what I knew. You spent so much time labeling me judging me and finding flaws with me and I did exactly the opposite. I found the things that I loved about you and they outweighed the flaws and imperfections. You wanted to argue and be right I wanted peace. You didnt want to accept my religion I wanted to learn more about you. You spent so much time not letting yourself be loved by me and loving me back that you missed out. You were very cruel, unkind, and considerate and you never once thought about how your actions would affect me after the death of my mother it was all about Rachel and her feelings and what she wanted instead of it being about Rachel and Byron. I put you and Jonathan first and maybe other guys hurt you and didnt love you but I did. Think of all I went through to get to you and I was in love with you. I still am. So Rachel I pray tonight that you and I make peace. It is never too late. I will always love you. I want peace with you, with your family, with Pastor Glenn, and with the New Church but I cant do it alone. First I need God and second I need all of you. The choice is yours, my glass of water is out, my white dove of peace is out, and all my love is reaching out to you. God is love and He has carried me this whole time and given me the strength to continue to
Love Rachel Myatt
God Bless ALL
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