This song in the middle is how much I truly love Rachel Myatt
This message is to you and I want you to know that I love you and the things that are about to take place are only because I love you so much. You can think what you want of me and make other people think ill of me, you can call me obsessive, crazy, demean me, put me down or whatever but that is exactly why all this is happening to you because you were cruel to me when all I did was love you. You felt you had to put me down because I was the guy who stuck around and loved you and even if I was different you were to ashamed and so scared of what others thought you couldnt just accept me for who I was and love me and be loved back. I am sorry that you didnt take the time to see how much I truly care about you. My hand and my white dove of peace is still waiting for you and your family. I love you with all my heart Rachel Myatt and I love Jonathan too. I wait for the day you pick up the phone or text me and bring this to an end. Dont be afraid dear Rachel be brave.
The videos I have left today for you are ones to show you how much I love you. The first one is by Shelter I spent a year studying the Krishna teachings and the Bhagavad Gita in 2006 it is an interesting concept on life, love, and spirituality and those into Swedenborg might also want to check into those writings. Shelter was one of the best straight edge and krisha core bands and they always spoke of very positive things regarding love and relationships. The second song I left is to let all those who think I want revenge and to hurt Rachel knows that even at my worst moment and deep hurt I love her and I am in love with her still so the song "Girlfriend In A Coma" by the Smiths seemed appropriate for the naysayers who doubt the sincerety of my love just because my blog at times seems angry. I am just being subjective and objective to show Rachel that to me us making peace is something that God has led me to constantly strive for because of the true love He gave me for her.
Rachel Myatt You Are My Best Friend and I wont give up on you or stop loving and believing in you. The rest is up to you!
God Bless ALL
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