Real Love: As Simple As A Children's Story - The Velveteen Rabbit

Dear Rachel, Myatt and Friesen Families, Church of the New Jerusalem, and you Dear Readers,

Today I wanted to explain to you my love for Miss Rachel Myatt to you in the simplest of terms.  I think through the year and a half almost of this blog people read this and some get what I am doing and others are confused.  I am simply trying to love someone who hurt me and who has been hurt so much that she didn't even know that someone truly loved her. 


I am going to use the "Velveteen Rabbit" by Margery Williams as an example because it is my favorite childrens story of all time.  I will explain to you quickly why I am using this and why it touched my heart.  When you are neglected, bullied, and made to feel different and unwanted all you really want to be is loved and accepted.  I have had to deal with that feeling probably since I was 5yrs old.  People not liking me for the color of my skin, making fun of the way I talk, putting me down because I dont fit a stereotype. No one ever let up so I would always sit and dream of real love and being real to people because I felt like I didnt exist.  I also loved Pinnochio because he strived to be a real boy and went through many hardships just to prove it.  In  the end of both The Velveteen Rabbit and Pinnochio both of the toys became real because someone loved them.  All I ever wanted was to be loved and real and it is simple and plain as that.  If Rachel and her family cant understand why they hurt and continue to hurt me it is because I truly believed in Rachel and her love and I truly love her and have never stopped loving her even in the pain and despair she caused me.  If someone really loves you they never stop and they never quit trying. I am not on here trying to harrass or hurt her reputation what I am trying to do and have been doing is show her that someone loves her enough to do whatever it takes to show her that and to show her that she is worth loving and that man loved her enough to do anything even extreme crazy things because they really cared about her.  Maybe Rachel had never been truly loved by a man before and that is why she ran because she was scared of someone actually wanting to commit to her.  I don't know because she just abandoned me with no explanation and that hurt more than anything.  She is the one that left all the open ends so like the blog I wrote yesterday she has given me all sorts of reasons and conclusions to come by why was so cruel to me.  It matters not because I truly love Rachel Myatt and it is a real love that comes from our Creator and Lord, Jesus Christ.

Please take a minute to listen to the video of the Velveteen Rabbit from George Winston's 1984 album of the same name as narrated by Meryl Streep.  It does leave out some of the end but her voice is caring and endearing and I wanted to use this version to give people a feel for the love I truly have for Rachel and her son Jonathan.   The boy at the end of the story loves the little withered rabbit so much and carries him everywhere he goes and even is distraught when the rabbit is not near.  There is not a day that goes by that I dont carry Rachel and Jonathan close to my heart and pray about them and love them.  I only wish Rachel and her family would look into their hearts and see how much true love I have for all of them.  You never stop loving people you just grow to love them more. Rachel Myatt is the love of my life and much like the Nursery Magic at the end of the Velveteen Rabbit turned the toy bunny into a real bunny.  The love I have for Rachel Myatt it and always will be real.  I love you Rachel Myatt and I want you back in my life and if I have to continue to tell the world I will but I would rather you and I talk and put all this behind us.  The choice is yours but my love for you is truly real.



Colossians 1:4-6

⁴ because we have heard of your faith in Christ Jesus and of the love you have for all God’s people — ⁵ the faith and love that spring from the hope stored up for you in heaven and about which you have already heard in the true message of the gospel ⁶ that has come to you. In the same way, the gospel is bearing fruit and growing throughout the whole world —just as it has been doing among you since the day you heard it and truly understood God’s grace.


God Bless ALL and may you all strive today to really love your family, your neighbor, and any strangers who may need your love and compassion. Thanks for your time.