Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
I Love you and Always Will

Saturday, May 26, 2012

The Time Has Come for Me To Give Up Being Kind and Loving(Hateful Church Of the New Jerusalem and to the Myatt Family of Dawson Creek, British Columbia)

Dear Readers,
The time has come to give up on loving someone who is selfish and who has a family who backed her in being selfish, reckless, and impulsive.  I actually loved Rachel Myatt and instead of wanting to make peace with me and see the love in my heart I was ignored, told by New Church Pastors that it was ok for Rachel to treat me anyway she wanted and constantly brow beat with lies, excuses, and false doctrine.   So the time has come for me to let go of caring what Rachel or her family think and just let it all out.  I will tell everything.  I will send pictures all over the place and I will tell sexual exploits, I will reveal all of Rachel's lies to me, and most of all I will just tell of how sick and cultish Rachel and her family are when I came to them with love and hope and all they did was treat me like a leper when i was hurting and down.  You say you aren't bigots but you are.   Im sorry but one day when youre adopted niece, grandaughter, daughter or whatever she is to any of you is called a Nigger, or racially discriminated against because of who she is or who she loves, or turned away because of being different you will understand how you all made me feel. You will understand that having that happen all through childhood and then having adults still not get over the fact you are human and being treated less than human. Screw all you New Church sympathetics who when I replied to you all you could say was that being treated like dirt was part of my spiritual journey. Really loving and being stepped on constantly is part of my spiritual journey? Well its time to start a new one and that is called stepping back and screwing people over who do the same to me then.  In your trip its ok for you to treat anyone anyway you want so to all you you are pathetic.  The sickest thing of all is that Pastor Glenn never even acknowledged my mothers death being a factor in any of this at the beginning it was all just about Rachel's free wil and Rachel this and New Church this.  What about God's love to all as Humanity?  You are hypocrites in the biggest sense.  I truly loved Rachel and Jonathan but the time has come to just let it all out.  I tried to win you over with the love in my heart, I reached out to you, I even bought a phone just for Rachel to make peace with me and set it up only for her to call but even that was set by the wayside.  Church of the New Jerusalem I dont recommend anyone go to your Churches in Canada because they are bigots, hypocrites, liars, and they dont respect anyone.  Rachel and the Myatt family are horrible people to ever treat people the way they did me.  I loved them all and to make fun of me, call me sick, damaged, or put me down because I believed different than them or because they thought I wouldnt fit in especially when I went through hell just to be with Rachel is unforgivable.  You talk about love, peace, and how there is no judgment but all you did was judge me.  I won't apologize for anything I am about to put out in the public and I dont care about any of you any more because you didnt care about Rachel playing with my heart, my love of family and actually wanting a family with Rachel.  You didnt care that I was in a state of shock because of losing my mom and was more subdued instead you made fun of me and called me sick and mentally ill and it was farther from the truth than anything I was just being reflective and I loved Rachel and Jonathan so much I was just in awe of finally being with the.  Rachel had almost 2 years to respond and now its my time to respond back worldwide. I dont care what harm telling the truth does your family.  I dont care about how putting up emails that are Rachel's words and Pastor Coleman Glenn's words will affect them anymore and I dont really care about a selfish faith that claims to love all people and want salvation through Christ for all but acts like bigots and hypocrites when someone comes to you for love.  I have my freedom of speech and telling the truth is not slander or libel so what I am doing is putting my entire story the good and bad in my words and Rachel's words out for the world to see and any Pastors who contacted me or anyone from the New Church I am sorry but you just may be included in this.  I dont care about the legality of anything because my heart is so broken.  I have never been to jail, never done drugs, never been arrested, never been diagnosed with any mental illnesses and have been checked yet Rachel and her family deemed themselves an expert on that. Screw them all for that evil and hate.  I had nothing but love and respect for them all but now they have lost that.  I truly hope you take a look at all you did and how this all turned out for being selfish, judgmental, bigots.  I dont apogize for anything and because of the way you changed the love in my heart for you all I never will apologize for anything I do again. I want to make one thing clear this is not about being bitter or being rejected that I am used to all the time.  This is about lying, decieving, treating someone who is greiving bad, and for playing with someones need and want to be in a loving relationship that leads to marriage. That is what Rachel Myatt did if she didnt want to be loved then why play with a man who truly wanted that. Women always say that men only want sex and to play games and when a real one comes along you treat us like dirt. I loved Rachel and Jonathan Myatt and may what I reveal to the world let Rachel and her family know just how much pain and hurt their lies and actions caused me.


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