When I said I loved you, I meant it
It was never cheap words
You were never a waste of my time and it was never a game.
When I made a promise to God to love you always I kept it and here I am unconditionally still loving you even with a broken heart and you ignoring me.
When I said I dont give up on the people I love, here I am still believing in you and Jonathan.
I said I would take this worldwide and now people in your Church and around the world are starting to pay more attention to my blog and my letters got answered that will let you know that I am a true friend.
I am not sorry for anything I have said or done and I stand by my word.
If you would rather me get on the internet and tell my story and embarrass yourself, hurt you, your family, and disrespect your Church that is fine. I am brave and I will do what I have to do to be happy. You abandoned, ridiculed, and put me down and I guess that made you happy. You sure didnt seem to care until you found out how much damage you really did. You Rachel Myatt are the one who is hiding. If you were truly brave you wouldnt care what I write. You would proudly put your pictures and videos up on the internet and you would show me that nothing I do matters but I know what I have done matters all I have done has been out of love and I know you think about what you said and how I express myself everyday. I told you I am willing to fight to show you I love you Rachel Myatt and you can take it anyway you want. I know God is on my side and I have to continue to reach out to you. Rachel Myatt YOU ARE LOVED. Why cant you see that, lots of women would kill for the kind of devotion, love, and faithfullness I have for you but you threw it all away. Are you truly happy knowing I at any minute could be writing about you or spreading things about you? Don't you want peace of mind? Don't you want peace and reconciliation instead of looking over your back and wondering if someone hates you. What if I quit loving you and gave into the hatred and hurt. What if I went down to New Orleans and put a Voodoo Curse on you? What if I put compromising pictures up of you everywhere? What if I was truly evil? I am not I love you and I want no harm to you why cant you pick up the phone and make peace with me? Reason why Rachel Myatt is because I have embarrassed you and shown you the true nature of your behavior and you know what you said and did was wrong and it was the cowards way out of things. Rachel friendships, relationships, and any kind of ship that involves two people is never easy. You cant just bail on people when the going gets tough and then ridicule and put them down. That is immature and it is very uncharitable, and unloving. What if Jesus had of said I dont want to die for those people? They dont deserve it and I dont want to go through all the pain. He didn't though He did it because He loved us and He wanted us to live a life of happiness, to be fulfilled, and to share His love with others. Rachel I am reaching my hand out again to you for love. Not hurt, not hate, not rejection, revenge, or retaliation. I love you Rachel Myatt and I want your acceptance again. I want to put an end to this and for this to never go any further than us making peace and being in each others life. I love you and Jonathan and I am still willing to give my life for you two because that is what you have and always meant to me.
Ask Yourself This Question? Was it worth all this to be cruel, untruthful, unloving, and unkind? Do you really think I will just sit back and do nothing and you will get away with the evil you did? Here I am pouring my heart out to you and trying to make peace and show you that I love you and Jonathan with all my heart and you are so blind to see that you are being selfish, uncaring, and once again proving me right to others so that is why I am still here and my campaign hopefully will teach you to treat people with respect next time. I was your true friend, I was your boyfriend, I was your brother in Christ. I was not a light switch you could turn on and off and that was how you thought you could play me. Well here this I am playing with a true story about you and once I pull the switch and push play there is no turning back the hurt is done so the ball is in your court now Rachel Myatt. Do you contact me and make peace with me or do you just keep hiding and let me use my freedom of speech to let others know of how you treat people and use your faith to belittle and hurt others. You Decide!
God Bless All
It was never cheap words
You were never a waste of my time and it was never a game.
When I made a promise to God to love you always I kept it and here I am unconditionally still loving you even with a broken heart and you ignoring me.
When I said I dont give up on the people I love, here I am still believing in you and Jonathan.
I said I would take this worldwide and now people in your Church and around the world are starting to pay more attention to my blog and my letters got answered that will let you know that I am a true friend.
I am not sorry for anything I have said or done and I stand by my word.
If you would rather me get on the internet and tell my story and embarrass yourself, hurt you, your family, and disrespect your Church that is fine. I am brave and I will do what I have to do to be happy. You abandoned, ridiculed, and put me down and I guess that made you happy. You sure didnt seem to care until you found out how much damage you really did. You Rachel Myatt are the one who is hiding. If you were truly brave you wouldnt care what I write. You would proudly put your pictures and videos up on the internet and you would show me that nothing I do matters but I know what I have done matters all I have done has been out of love and I know you think about what you said and how I express myself everyday. I told you I am willing to fight to show you I love you Rachel Myatt and you can take it anyway you want. I know God is on my side and I have to continue to reach out to you. Rachel Myatt YOU ARE LOVED. Why cant you see that, lots of women would kill for the kind of devotion, love, and faithfullness I have for you but you threw it all away. Are you truly happy knowing I at any minute could be writing about you or spreading things about you? Don't you want peace of mind? Don't you want peace and reconciliation instead of looking over your back and wondering if someone hates you. What if I quit loving you and gave into the hatred and hurt. What if I went down to New Orleans and put a Voodoo Curse on you? What if I put compromising pictures up of you everywhere? What if I was truly evil? I am not I love you and I want no harm to you why cant you pick up the phone and make peace with me? Reason why Rachel Myatt is because I have embarrassed you and shown you the true nature of your behavior and you know what you said and did was wrong and it was the cowards way out of things. Rachel friendships, relationships, and any kind of ship that involves two people is never easy. You cant just bail on people when the going gets tough and then ridicule and put them down. That is immature and it is very uncharitable, and unloving. What if Jesus had of said I dont want to die for those people? They dont deserve it and I dont want to go through all the pain. He didn't though He did it because He loved us and He wanted us to live a life of happiness, to be fulfilled, and to share His love with others. Rachel I am reaching my hand out again to you for love. Not hurt, not hate, not rejection, revenge, or retaliation. I love you Rachel Myatt and I want your acceptance again. I want to put an end to this and for this to never go any further than us making peace and being in each others life. I love you and Jonathan and I am still willing to give my life for you two because that is what you have and always meant to me.
Ask Yourself This Question? Was it worth all this to be cruel, untruthful, unloving, and unkind? Do you really think I will just sit back and do nothing and you will get away with the evil you did? Here I am pouring my heart out to you and trying to make peace and show you that I love you and Jonathan with all my heart and you are so blind to see that you are being selfish, uncaring, and once again proving me right to others so that is why I am still here and my campaign hopefully will teach you to treat people with respect next time. I was your true friend, I was your boyfriend, I was your brother in Christ. I was not a light switch you could turn on and off and that was how you thought you could play me. Well here this I am playing with a true story about you and once I pull the switch and push play there is no turning back the hurt is done so the ball is in your court now Rachel Myatt. Do you contact me and make peace with me or do you just keep hiding and let me use my freedom of speech to let others know of how you treat people and use your faith to belittle and hurt others. You Decide!
God Bless All
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