Dear Readers,
After Reading over a couple of their essays at New Church Perspective particularily one about respecting people of other faiths I just have this to say. I will state my points quickly and clearly.
1. I love Rachel Myatt with all my heart. I do not seek revenge on her. I forgive her for what she said and done. That does not mean I have to forget and since she ignored my call for peace and reconcilation then it is my choice to continue my course of action. I gave her ever chance to respond. I sent love and well wishes through the Church and people all over the world have read this blog and my letters. She chooses to hide instead of walk out into the light because she knows what she did was wrong.
2. Anyone that agrees that is ok to speak ill of the dead and hurt the ones who survive them living especially right after they die is messed up. The fact that anyone would even think twice about defending Rachel in that especially a Pastor free will or not is unsettling for a Christian. Anyone that would make fun of a person's mental state, call them sick, damaged, and unhappy and make fun of them in anyway shape or form is at their lowest common denominator for human compassion yet people defend Rachel Myatt for treating me so.
3. A person who lies and betrays another when they say they will be there for them and that they love them is not being charitable and lying or doing evil in any capacity is inexcusable. The truth will set you free. If Rachel didnt truly love me she should have told me I would have understood but to lie to me at the worst time in my life and then be a coward and text me to get rid of me so she didnt have to deal with it! She also led me on and played with my want and desire to have a family something that I have wanted my whole life. If she wasnt ready for a real relationship she should not have played with that I am human and deserved to be loved and respected like everyone else but to her I was just a plaything. Look at all that has happened now. I never gave up on her as a friend but she is scared to put anything up on the internet because she knows what she did was wrong and I exposed her for who she is and how she treats people. No one has called me on it because they know I am in the right. Maybe not everything I have said on here has been nice but it was for the most part true. I told this person all my secrets, trusted her with my heart, I truly loved her in the Lord and still do and I am trying to put an end to this by us talking and making peace its her loss and I will continue to write this blog and upcoming literature, songs, and videos. It is my choice. I could do it for evil and revenge but I really do love Rachel and Jonathan and maybe she will see that happens when you treat people cruel and doubt their love for God and yourself.
4. Lastly any one of any faith especially fellow Christians that puts down others of other religions is someone who truly doesnt understand the beauty of religion. I am going to start distributing my flyer "Why the Church of the New Jerusalem Thinks You Are Wrong" I will delve into the New Church teachings. I will tell my story and how Rachel treated me and why I am on this campaign. I will not slander or put down the New Church or wish them ill will or even say they are wrong. What I will do is show how they think they are more enlightened than others and wont hesitate to tell you your are an idiot or that what you believe is wrong much like Rachel did me and how I was treated by Pastor Glenn. It was almost like they talk to you and are thinking what a fool you are the whole time when our goal in life is to listen, observe, and love our fellow brothers and sisters even if we disagree. That was not shown to me at all until recently when I proved I am not someone who takes things lying down. All I had was love and a open heart for these people. I came to Rachel at a time at my life when I needed friends and family more than everything and to me Rachel was family she was my best friend and she can still be that but she would rather let her pride get in the way of making peace with me and seeing what a true friend truly am. I cant make her see the light but maybe when she sees that I am doing everything I said. Putting my story out and questioning The New Church beliefs because of what she did then she will finally get it. I am not backing down. I am who I say I am and God is the reason for all of this. If you treat people cruel then you might get cruel treatment back but for someone who is truly Christian I dont seek that I seek light, truth, love and wisdom and so that is why this is happening to Rachel. When she sees I am willing to take on a whole Church because of what she did then maybe she will reevaluate her spritual life, the way she treats others, and the role of forgiveness, pride, and humility. I am proud to love Rachel Myatt and proud that I have never given up on her. I am proud to be her friend even if she continually hurts me everyday by not being responsive.
God Bless All
After Reading over a couple of their essays at New Church Perspective particularily one about respecting people of other faiths I just have this to say. I will state my points quickly and clearly.
1. I love Rachel Myatt with all my heart. I do not seek revenge on her. I forgive her for what she said and done. That does not mean I have to forget and since she ignored my call for peace and reconcilation then it is my choice to continue my course of action. I gave her ever chance to respond. I sent love and well wishes through the Church and people all over the world have read this blog and my letters. She chooses to hide instead of walk out into the light because she knows what she did was wrong.
2. Anyone that agrees that is ok to speak ill of the dead and hurt the ones who survive them living especially right after they die is messed up. The fact that anyone would even think twice about defending Rachel in that especially a Pastor free will or not is unsettling for a Christian. Anyone that would make fun of a person's mental state, call them sick, damaged, and unhappy and make fun of them in anyway shape or form is at their lowest common denominator for human compassion yet people defend Rachel Myatt for treating me so.
3. A person who lies and betrays another when they say they will be there for them and that they love them is not being charitable and lying or doing evil in any capacity is inexcusable. The truth will set you free. If Rachel didnt truly love me she should have told me I would have understood but to lie to me at the worst time in my life and then be a coward and text me to get rid of me so she didnt have to deal with it! She also led me on and played with my want and desire to have a family something that I have wanted my whole life. If she wasnt ready for a real relationship she should not have played with that I am human and deserved to be loved and respected like everyone else but to her I was just a plaything. Look at all that has happened now. I never gave up on her as a friend but she is scared to put anything up on the internet because she knows what she did was wrong and I exposed her for who she is and how she treats people. No one has called me on it because they know I am in the right. Maybe not everything I have said on here has been nice but it was for the most part true. I told this person all my secrets, trusted her with my heart, I truly loved her in the Lord and still do and I am trying to put an end to this by us talking and making peace its her loss and I will continue to write this blog and upcoming literature, songs, and videos. It is my choice. I could do it for evil and revenge but I really do love Rachel and Jonathan and maybe she will see that happens when you treat people cruel and doubt their love for God and yourself.
4. Lastly any one of any faith especially fellow Christians that puts down others of other religions is someone who truly doesnt understand the beauty of religion. I am going to start distributing my flyer "Why the Church of the New Jerusalem Thinks You Are Wrong" I will delve into the New Church teachings. I will tell my story and how Rachel treated me and why I am on this campaign. I will not slander or put down the New Church or wish them ill will or even say they are wrong. What I will do is show how they think they are more enlightened than others and wont hesitate to tell you your are an idiot or that what you believe is wrong much like Rachel did me and how I was treated by Pastor Glenn. It was almost like they talk to you and are thinking what a fool you are the whole time when our goal in life is to listen, observe, and love our fellow brothers and sisters even if we disagree. That was not shown to me at all until recently when I proved I am not someone who takes things lying down. All I had was love and a open heart for these people. I came to Rachel at a time at my life when I needed friends and family more than everything and to me Rachel was family she was my best friend and she can still be that but she would rather let her pride get in the way of making peace with me and seeing what a true friend truly am. I cant make her see the light but maybe when she sees that I am doing everything I said. Putting my story out and questioning The New Church beliefs because of what she did then she will finally get it. I am not backing down. I am who I say I am and God is the reason for all of this. If you treat people cruel then you might get cruel treatment back but for someone who is truly Christian I dont seek that I seek light, truth, love and wisdom and so that is why this is happening to Rachel. When she sees I am willing to take on a whole Church because of what she did then maybe she will reevaluate her spritual life, the way she treats others, and the role of forgiveness, pride, and humility. I am proud to love Rachel Myatt and proud that I have never given up on her. I am proud to be her friend even if she continually hurts me everyday by not being responsive.
God Bless All
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