The Will To Act : Strength in Anger, Peace, and Love(Exposing the Church of the New Jerusalem)

Dear Rachel and Readers,

I always loved the story about how Bruce Wayne became Batman and when he did become Batman he chose not to seek vengence on any of those who hurt him even refusing to use weapons that would kill.  I want to make this  point.  All I ever did was love Rachel Myatt. She was the one who chose to be evil, to treat me with disrespect, and to lie and decieve me.  I gave her nothing but the truth.  I gave her an honest amicable way out of our relationship and she played with both my heart, my kindness, and my love.  I believed in her and Jonathan with all my heart and to rip a man's heart out who has followed the Lord to want to marry and have a love based on faith was devastating.  Bruce Wayne losing his parents defined his becoming Batman much as Rachel betraying, lying to me, and using her faith has brought me to tell my story worldwide about the Church of the New Jerusalem and their hypocrisy.  You will never see me use violence or even hint at it because so many evil violent things have happened to me.  I have been molested, shot at, a victim of hate, and endure racism constantly.  All I have ever wanted to do was be loved.  When someone like Rachel treats people like they are disposable like she has done to me and other men the finally one person is gonna come along and stand up and not take it.  I am that man and despite my love for Rachel I cannot sit back and let her think she can go on treating others in that manner.  One New Church Pastor in South Africa had this to say to me in his reply. "If you have been transgressed against, follow Jesus' method of reconciliation. You have claimed to participate in several of these steps, and also claimed that God called you to do something that contradicts what Jesus taught. No where in this process is public ridicule, accusations, and shaming part of the process of reconcilation. Beware of lying spirits. This un-Christian behaviour is why I say you are acting unlovingly."     If that were truly the case then I wouldn't have sought to make peace with Rachel and the Myatt family, I wouldn't have written this blog for a year and a half.  I could have truly trashed Rachel in public by way of my written campaign truth is the Newsletter I write does not trash Rachel it publicly declares the way I was treated by Clergy and Members of the New Church and challenges your teachings, doctrines, and points out your hypocrisy.  I have the freedom of speech and I am not here to slander but inform the public.  If the New Church wanted I have offered to talk to people via phone, I have written letters,  I have even offered to fly to Dawson Creek , British Columbia  or Bryn Athyn for a day sit in a room with Rachel, Pastor Glenn, and the Myatt family and make peace but it has all fallen on deaf ears.  So because I have the "Will To Act" and have drive, ambition, and determination to stand up to the New Church and its hypocrises I am evil? I am not the one who claims to accept people of other religions and their love of Christ and turns people away and picks and chooses who they want in their organization.  Would Jesus turn someone away from His love? Well that is what happened to me and if you didnt want that publicly declared and wanted me to just sit back and be quiet well I am not your man.  I am letting others know and if it hurts your reputation and opens peoples eyes both in and out of the Church that is not my fault it is your own for not acting on making peace and trying to find common ground with another Brother in Christ who came to you with love.  It is Rachel's fault for pretending to love me and then lying to me and just thinking she could do whatever she want.  It is the New Church Theologies fault for putting our free will over God's plan and love in our lives.  I believe in free will as much as the next man and I don't believe God's plan is some manifest destiny but I believe He gives us a time and place for everything and whether you know it or not what happened to me was made to call attention to the New Church both inside and out.  It is up to Clergy, The Myatt Family, and the members of the New Church to act on what I am doing.  So far all I have heard is excuses for why I shouldn't do it but I have heard no one talk of reaching out to me to make peace, to see how deeply Rachel's actions and using New Church doctrine to put me down and hurt me and my family at my time of loss,  telling me I didn't love God when all I did was have faith in loving her through Him, most of all Clergy making excuses for evil done period.  I am very saddened and angry that people who profess to love Christ and who supposedly want to portray a "New Christianity" act in the same old tired ways of the Church that is already in place. That is the biggest and saddest part of the whole issue of hypocrisy. For anyone who thinks I am out to promote violence, hurt anyone, or put this site up as some kind of radical means to promote evil or extreme measures then I am sorry to disappoint you.  Simple fact is I am a Christian who reached out to someone who deeply hurt me not only her, her family, and her Church worldwide.  My only agenda since I was born and always will be will be simply to accept and love others unconditionally like Christ.  So while the New Church segregates and tries to put itself on some kind of intellectual and spiritual plane higher than others they are actually being nothing but pious and repeating the same tired patterns of other self righteous sects of Christianity and that is a shame because the world needs a "New Way"  on its path way to find  Jesus but it won't be through division, exclusion, and putting down others like is done in the Church of the New Jerusalem.  God Bless ALL



• Oh By the Way Pastor Coleman Glenn I wish you the best in your relationship with as you wished me no love and cared nothing about me being in love with Rachel all you did was make excuses so while you are playing baseball and swing dancing and putting down others love of God. That is ok I wish you well and marriage some day.