Strike Me Down : I Will Only Become Stronger(To the Church of the New Jerusalem)

• Dear Readers,
  
  Rachel, her family, and the New Church dont really know how to percieve this situation.  They never thought that this would last this long. See what I wanted Rachel to know is that you can treat people cruel, you can lie to them, you can betray them, and you can be selfish and it all comes back to you.  I may not have the best life but I have a lot of love and people who believe in me.  Rachel has affected her families life,  Pastor Glenn's life, her Church, and lots of other people.  People have been touched by the love I have had for Rachel.  My belief and undying call to action to reconcilate.  I do truly love Rachel but I want to make this clear.  I am not obsessed with her,  If she doesn't ever reconcile with me it is her loss and it makes my points valid about some of the things I have pointed out about her and the New Church.  I am not on her to slander I am her to seek truth, I am her to let someone know that even though they kicked me in the teeth, rolled me in the dirt, and left me for dead I am still here and stronger than ever.  Rachel you are the one that has to hide.  You are the one who has to look over your shoulder,  Pastor Glenn it is you who defended such things and tried to make valid the actions that Rachel took as a twisting of good.  Evil is evil period especially when it is premeditated.  Rachel had time to think about what she was going to do and she was impulsive and wreckless.  I had time to think about things to and if she didnt want me in her life I gave her a way out amicably and she wanted to take the selfish, inconsiderate, put herself first road. Now look at the verbal and emotional damage it has caused.  On September 9th two years to the day Rachel abandoned me I will lauch my "Love those who Persecute and Put You Down Campaign" aimed at Rachel Myatt, the Dawson Creek New Church, and Pastor Coleman Glenn and it will be a story and examples of where they could of reached out to me and how much I loved them and how they just ignored me.  So for anyone of the New Church who is reading this.  I only believed in love and reconcilation.  Ask yourself what kind of Pastor is Pastor Glenn and what kind of person Rachel Myatt is if someone tried to make peace with her after such disregard for other people and claim to be of Good and Charity. Ask yourself Pastor Coleman Glenn since you are newly engaged how much you love Anne and imagine me loving Rachel that much and her playing with my love for her and Jonathan then think about how you treated me as a Pastor.  Imagine someone not only ripping your heart out but using God in vain to put you down and belittle you especially in a grieving state.  Doesn't sound like a very loving or sensitive Pastor to me? I am taking you to task on that and if you dont like it so be it. You have no problem with putting down my love and you basically condoned ok Rachel's evil toward me and my family.  If you got a problem with me then you know my email but otherwise your relationship and how you are hypocritical towards others is being dealt with on a grand scale and maybe your superiors should look into getting a Pastor better suit to deal with spiritual warfare, kindness, compassion, and being a servant of God. I will hold back nothing and I will send my message to any where I please because I want the Church of the New Jerusalem to know how they touched my heart. 

• Freedom Is What You Do With What's Been Done To You - SARTRE
  
  All I ever did was love you and accept you and your faith and your child Rachel? Ask yourself are you going to sit back and continue to hurt people and let me use my freedom as conduit against the New Church or are you going to show me that the New Church is so much more than that? You hide when I am out in the open not afraid and your silence speaks volumes of your character.  You can put others down but you cannot deal with the consequences of anything you do.  It saddens me because I believed in your strength and it was one reason I loved you.

• I Do Not Know What I Did Rachel Myatt to ever be Punished for loving you.  I never asked my mother to pass away.  I gave you all of me even when I was grieving and I loved you and your family and the fact you treated me the way you did and you or your family would say the evil things about my mental state when I believe you love me. Well you have no one but yourself to blame for all that is being said because I have only reacted to the way you treated me and continue to treat me.