I Have The Power To Make Things Happen: Absolutes Are Evil

First of All I want to say to Rachel Myatt.  You dont get to make someone care about you and then just walk away and that is what you did.  The New Church must deal in absolutes and I believe absolutes are evil.  Rachel told me I would never be with her and I was.  You know why because I don't say never and I don't believe in absolutes.  Rachel you have never been my enemy you are the one who treated me as such.  The only absolute I believe in is that there is a God and that He is Love.  We as humans have the ability to change things according to free will and it is always how we choose to use that power.  While Rachel constantly doubted me I looked to God.  What Rachel Myatt doesnt want you to know is that I never gave up on her.  She hides because she knows what she did was very wrong and that all she did was put me down.  Who do you think puts God first in their life? Someone who believes and continues to press forward even though others doubt him or someone who lies, decieves, and finds flaws with people who only love her as she is.   All that I know is that I love you Rachel Myatt.  It is your choice how this turns out.  If you want me to wage this full scale campaign on the New Church fine.  Just remember I am holding you responsible.  It is all on your head because I came to you and others and tried to make peace.  It will have your name on it, your Church, and your Pastor and the story will be true using your words to me, the Pastors words to me, and I will not lie and slander but I will not hold back the truth.  You cannot legally do anything for me telling a true story about how I was treated by certain members of the Church.  I will not hold back names and I will no longer feel any sympathy for you and your family.  You were not there for me when you said you would be and then to ad insult to injury you tried to make me look sick and mentally ill to everyone.  I want to point this out to you really quick.  One day Rachel Myatt you will loose someone very close to you and it will hurt, you will cry, you will mourn, and it will put you in the place I was in. You will want someone to be there for you.  That was all that I wanted you promised me that and then you abandoned me, ridiculed me, and put me down.  Karma will take its place in your universe.  I dedicate the song Karma Debt by the Mynabirds to you today. Maybe you or one of the Church of the New Jerusalem people will read this and see where I am coming from.  I love you with all my heart but you are a very evil , selfish, and unkind person. When we use absolutes we put walls up for the chances of reconciliation and love. We also bind ourselves to that evil behavior when we go to the spirit world.  You know this to be true Church of the New Jerusalem so I am only speaking from what is in God's Word.