Rachel and Jonathan

Rachel and Jonathan
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Thursday, August 9, 2012

Hypocrisy in Faith, Love, and as the Head of A Church, I Forgive but I Wont Forget!( For Pastor Coleman Glenn of the Dawson Creek New Church)

This goes out solely to Pastor Coleman Glenn the Pastor of The Church of the New Jerusalem Dawson Creek Britsh Columbia and also Rachel Myatt. So Pastor Glenn you are in love and you hope that maybe one day you will be married and things will be good.  I hope so too but remember how you treated me and how the things you said about how Rachel had the free will to treat me as such.  You made it seem like I had no right to be happy and my relationship and my love didn't matter . You a Pastor of a Church.  So I am going to bring this out in the open.  I want to talk about double standards, hypocrisy, bullying, bigotry, and deception. You are 28 now so what if you and your other half get married.  Good for you.  Imagine being in love with someone and being 35 like I was when I was with Rachel, you had been in all sorts of bad relationships with women who used you, abused you, and you never wanted anything but to be loved and to have a family.  Imagine putting your trust in God after 5 years of not dating anyone and finding someone who said they loved you and they accepted you and then instead of that they turn on you, they put down your love of God,  they are prejudiced in so many ways its not funny, then imagine their Pastor even standing up for their selfish and hurtful ways. I waited my whole life to love someone like I loved Rachel and I thought she loved me back I loved her and her son and for her to not only be religiously bigoted but just plain hateful! Well there was no reason.  Not only that the Pastor didnt even care that your mother had just died and spent time trying to prove Rachel's worldview right instead of showing any kind of compassion because they wanted to be philosophically right. Well that is what it felt like Coleman.  It was not only a shock they way Rachel lied, decieved, and put me down but you most of all as a Pastor of a Church left a lasting mark on me so I will touch on this in the Newsletter I am spreading. I hope that Anne knows how insensitive you can be as a Pastor because I am going to bring it out in the open.  It is ok when someone in the New Church wants to be happy and they can treat anyone anyway they like even slander them and put them down in the name of God but when that person has the fortitude to stand up to the Church and throw the evil and hypocrisy right back in its face that person is the villain. Let me tell you now not only you Coleman but Rachel have let it get this far and I don't care what you do from now on. All I know is I am going to stand up to your elders and clergy.  I am going to be dilligent and my campaign and when I am done Rachel, you, and The Church of the New Jerusalem and people of other faiths will know how you treat people and how you teach a form of elitism and bigotry that spills into peoples faith. I am sorry if your loved ones get dragged into it but neither you or Rachel gave a flip about the death I had to endure. I was called mentally ill when I was grieving,  you even put down my love of God as did Rachel,  and you offended me in the worst of ways.  You and Rachel ignore me now thinking you can go on I forgive but I havent forgotten so just remember that Coleman that there is karma that will go along with your happiness in your relationship because of the way you treated me and the things you said.  God wants us to be happy and defending someones evil that imposes on someone elses happiness like you did for Rachel. Where is the justification in that? You and the New Church Clergy need to think long and hard about what I am saying because this has never been a joke.  Everyday I am spreading the word about your faith and I will not let up.  You could have had peace with me but instead you ignore me and think the problem will go away. That is the problem when you accept "The Lesser Evil" evil and lies just keep building more skeletons in the closet.  Maybe you have everyone else fooled but you dont fool me and now like I said I forgive but I wont forget and I am more determined than ever to put your hypocrisy out in the open. The most messed up thing about all of this is that I love Rachel and I had nothing but respect for you Coleman.  I loved the Myatts but instead of taking the time to know me I was shunned and apparently mourning or grieving and having sad thoughts is code for being mentally ill.  You all killed me inside and I want you to know that I reached out ot you for peace and none of you called back so this is a result of your actions. I used this video because my whole life I have had to stand up to bigots, bullies, racist, liars, and elitist and all I did was love people so Church of the New Jerusalem where do ou stand on all this. Can anyone rise up and show me more than I have experienced or do I share my experiences and give people a worldview from that? The choice is yours.

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